My world seems like it's falling apart,
it's just a matter of time when it'd happen.

Totally pissed off, depressed, angry and yet satisfied.
I swear I'm sick and tired of it, having to go through such horrible days.
I want them to end. At once. ):
I'd hope tomorrow would be a better day for me.

Sigh, I hate them a lot.

Freaking DOWN.

Damn.

I bloodyfreaking hate this life of mine a lot.
& like wow, people are so cheerful everyday and I envy them.
Question is, how the hell are they able to keep up that smile for so long?
H-O-W ? I can only fake it for awhile and after that, it's no more.

I absolutely hate people trying to interfere into my private life.
Who do they think they are? & what a hypocrite she is.
Acting like she knows everything so well? Like everything's HER way?
I don't know what she's up to luh, I seriously can't be bothered. fxckzxit.
I HATE HER ! I want to shoot her with any horrible word here.
AHHHHHHHHHERHEBtaeowrhyteu __ trssdtjh. !

( I wish Ryan/Bryan was here to let me vent my anger on him. )
They're good people I tell ya.
They let me hurt them, physically, without shedding blood.

Good anger management.
Life sucks to da maximum.

Zomg. Zomg. Zomg!
This week sucks, totally. IP week ? Boooo. ;p

I'm like stucked in the MPR for almost the whole of the week.
& the worst thing is that there are so many teachers around you. D:
Sigh. I actually fell asleep while sitting up straight
& like durhh that I got woken up my some teachers whom are the
not-so-understanding ones of the cohort. T_T

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I'm not looking forward to tomorrow, neither am I looking forward to everyday.
Stressed out. Worn out. Tired of everything.
Owell, thank god, lady luck's on my side this time,
I needn't go to school tomorrow for some personal reasons. YAY.
Urgh, it's so not a good thing. ==

So many things on my mind. They rub salt into my wound.
I think my brain's gonna blackout sooner or later.

Save me.

All my fault

Olahhhhh! {:

Mom's angry with the three of us. My dad, my sister and I.
She's been gone for 8 whole hours. && I'm not worried at all.
'Cos she's been shopping happily all by herself and not letting me tag along.
SHE'S SUCH A MEANIE! She purposely gave me a call to tell me that she was shopping all by herself and she ain't getting me anything and she even gave me that horrible laughter. Ö
Evil her. ): Like mother like daughter eh ? My sister's that like too! She's nothing you can ever imagine. o: She uhberdamnbloodyfreaking evil, after what she's done today.
Nope, my lips are sealed. (: Not gonna say a word about it, hehe.

:D :D :D

Was lectured on the ways of life.
I've learnt, I've understood. Yeah, I have decided to follow my heart.
& do what's right.

Tags replied ! :D :

siyi : what d' ya mean? LOL? o.o
mk : The :D is to show that I'm happy? Get it ? (: huhuh?
Bryan : I'd believe her instead ! (:
... : Woahwoah ? ARE YOU A COUNSELLOR? :D :D
Yongxin : I definately remember youuuu ! (: psps (x never keep in touch,
Alonzo : Then hope I'd remember after replying my tags! :D LOL

Sheesh, Bryan is such a PIG. /:

It started off with the random meowing, mooing, oinking, etc.
& like WHAT DA HELL? That BRYAN got so obsessed with the laughter and crappy singing that he actually followed Jianhao and I back to the route back home which he couldn't take. Looser. Yeah, he found out he was walking the wrong way back so he happily pulled me by my innocent lil bagpack, -.- wanting me to go back with him. Of course, nuuuuuuu I didn't! (: Instead I let go of my bag and went off without it. Sigh.

I went home without my bag ! ): D: ]:

That sickening, perverticBRYAN went to check out my bag.
And touched SOMETHING he shouldn't. Curse you for that.
At least I got my wallet and handphone with me.

Crap.
That sickening piece of shit. -.-

Evocative music.

Tsk.

Currently I'm having like some brain malfunction right now luh huh.
I can't really concentrate properly.
Anyway, I can say that updating my blog is supaduper tiring now.
So many things to say yet I don't know how to put it.
Sigh. How awesome, I have problems starting with the first word and even at the end.
It takes around 30 minutes to finish a line. Damn.

The picture is pretty clear now. Probably I've made a wrong turn in life.
True, I'm the only decision maker in my own life, but I have doubts about who I am.
Apparently, I've changed. Unlikely to be for the better. Ponder? I shouldn't.
Can't avoid it somehow. I'm loosing my interests, each and every one of them.
I have a mind of my own and I'll face it alone. I'm getting what I deserve.

Life is hard, screw it.

Three cheers for PYMB ! {:
say goodbye to Overture Jubiloso.

Concert's over. SYF's not over. Sigh. -.-
I somehow don't really like Folklore, the song's repeats itself.
The choice isn't for me luh, Too bad for me. (x
UWAHAHAHAHAR ! Well then, i shall just go the way it is.

Anyway days have been tough on me.
So many decision making. To do or not to do. /:
I've been rash and insensitive. Overtaken by anger.
Anyway what's done cannot be undone, right ?
If it's so, I shouldn't dwell on it anymore, I shall go on with life. :D
Most importantly, I've realized my mistake, and I'll never do it again.
but I shall do the same when I really have to. ;p Idc, hehehehe.

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