A thousand paper cranes.

; A Thousand Paper Cranes.
It's effects are taking place ! YAY-NESS!

Well, this was what Jonathan's mother emailed me.
Gosh, my first email I've ever read after so many years. (:

Dear Charlotte,

After the operation on Wednesday evening, Jon is breathing without aids.
Doctors confirmed that it's a clog on the tube, bleeding has stopped, there's
no blood clots found in the brain.

He's pressure is on the high side & he's also running a fever. He is currently
treated for a bug infection & there also virus infection in his blood.

Aunty is grateful that most of you refrain from visiting Jon and this will allow him to
heal faster. His doctors are happy with his progress, and if the next 3-5 days are
"smoothly sailing" for Jon, he may be able to moved out of ICU.

The things all of you can do for Jonathan now:-
1) Pray for him & our family
2) Practice hard & do your best in the forthcoming competition, Ping Yi MUST WIN!
3) Concentrate on your studies and excel in your examinations

I'm proud that Jonathan is being loved by so many beautiful boys & girls. I believe
Jonathan love all of you too!

It's natural for all of us to be sad, but this will not do him any good.
All of you have to be strong, you must believe that Jon will recover & bounce back in
action very soon.

I hope you feel better after reading this email, I thank you for your love & concern.

Take care, my dear!

With Love from Jonathan's mother, Mabel.

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Ohmygawd luh, ME IS SO HAPPEEE ! {:
I'd hope he'd wake up soon !

Another challenge in life I'll have to face alone.

What the hell is wrong with the Earth?
Everything's going totally wrong. ):

Jonathan, jonathan, jonathan, jonathan..
His name's been running through my mind again and again
since yesterday after learning the truth.
It's so unfair. Why must such things happen to him. Why him?
He's just a harmless and hyperactive guy. Well, not anymore.
However I'd hope he'd get up soon and be that superduper
wild & crazy guy I used to know again.. ( ..sigh )

I feel totally down. IPW presentation's gonna be tomorrow.
I don't feel the slight lil bit of confidence in me.
I lack of self esteem these days.
Not to mention, I have a sore throat that's giving me
a whole lot of problems to speak up. Damn it.

My science teacher's been replaced.
I've always thought she was the worst and she sucks to the core.. but..
I realised that she wasn't that bad afterall.
The new teacher's rather unsure about what he's teaching.
I so want my old teacher back! .. ))): Filled with regret. I suck.

My results have been deproving, drastically.
I'm pretty upset. I'm such a letdown. I promised that they had nothing to worry about me. But instead, i'm giving them so much problems. I've been negleting myself and they've been worrying for me. I've never cared about these things. Only them. I'm scared. Scared to tell them, I've been negleting my eye.. and I've made the ulcer in the cornea even larger. Eye drops don't work anymore. I'm afraid..

Look. My eyebags. They've grown bigger.
Stressed. Stressed. Stressed. I needa break. I need time on my own.

I is happy, :D

Yesterday was all about band.
Arnd today's gonna be all about Bryan? o.o
Shall update further laterrr. (x

(x) EDITED ! --

I feel really full right now luh. Steamboat and.. ICECREAM. (pukes)
Ahhh, speaking of that.. ( Flashbacks coming right up ! :D ) :
Everything was perfectly fine. Still eating.. nothing went wrong..
UNTIL , one lil innocent cat came running to the grass patch.
Definately we noticed it. Observed it's movements and..

" Why that cat like hunchback one ?"
" Ya loh! I don't know why leh. "
.. Continued lookin' .. and loooooooking and looooooooking. -.-
* Cat relieved itself. *
Everyone : " !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!@ "
" ISN'T THAT SHIT ?! "
" WTF ?! "
* Cat continues it's big bussiness. * ( Wow .. Such a nice view. )
" HEY ! I'M STILL EATING LEH ! STUPID CAT ! "

Yeah, so in the end. Meal ended. Thanks to the cat.

See the retarded side of me.

YAWNNNN ! (x I'm totally worn out.
I spent my whole day differently today. Howww interesting. {:
Uhm. Today is, FRIDAY.. ?! How in the world did time pass so quickly?! D:
The Earth is weird. Screw the Earth! Rotate so fast for what ?! ):<
Anyway,
THANKS TO THE EARTH AND TIME !
SCHOOL'S GONNA REOPEN SOOON !
PISSED OFF LARH ! .......

:D :D :D :D :D

Current status : LALALALA ! ( all the happehappeh words you can think of )
Hehehehehehehehe.. Yarhluh. I'm not feeling angry/depressed at all.
Nothing's spoilt my mood yet. YET. YETTTT! ~
I want go sleep already, goodnight in advance!

CIAOS !

--edited.

Felt I had to say this.
I have to admit. The word ' drunkards ' has never crossed my mind, since school started, till today. Sigh, I miss those days. We used to be supadupar close. Now.. I guess we don't go along as a clique as much as we did in the past. Something is merely different.
Yeah, Sunday, another outing together, after such a long time.
Hnnrrrgh. ):

HAHA.

Everywhere's aching. Especially my hands.
Urghhh, we've been holding up our flutes for straight 3 days and.. awts (x
Hehehe, had piano lesson today and couldn't play my pieces properly.
Hmmm, guess I did badly today, ): Sad..
Phyllis said I was like a robot with no feelings and couldn't play " romance " properly.
So yeah, I changed my choice piece for the B category. Sad again. ): Sighhh.
Examinations are like coming-coming, and yet.. T.T
Hmm, same goes for band, changed to Folklore last minute. zzz -'-
Lalalalala, the song is so-so luh, actually quite fun leh ! :D

...... ARND - ARND!

SYF! SYF! SYF! :D :D Wheehee! Me is happeee! Me is lookin' forward yeah. ;p
Anyway, I didn't attend remedial class.
Hmm.. I'm sick of the atmosphere in school? I'm tired? Lazy? I needa break? (:
Ahahahahah.. Ms Goh's gonna call my parents,
who were actually the ones that encouraged me not to go to school.
Err, why.. THANKYOU,
how.. Uhm.. Understanding, .. Of you both.
So touching uh. (': I'm moved. Hehehehe.

Buh-byeee. <3

Home sweet home ! :D

3 days 2 nights at camp ? Ahh, I'm tired.

I can say this band camp turned out good. Better than the previous one.
However, as usual, the leaders don't give girls time to do their hair and stuff.
Meanies. Hmph. ):<

Tags replied.
Siyi : Thanks, I'll keep that in mind, I guess. & I don'twant do your quiz. :D
Bjorn : Yeah, I did see you. And obviously I ignored you. (:
Peishin : MissSwaySway? LOL ! Hahahaha.
Dorothea : Uh, don't bother 'bout it, (:
Ezpzy : Uh, weird name you've got eh ? Matter of how I see it ? Hmmm ...
Bryan : Stupid.
Tingting : Yeah, sure. (:
MingKwang : What's that supposed to be ? :cool: ? COOL ? HAHA!
CharlotteLIM : O-wooow. You actually tagged me back. O.O Yeah, I'll link you up.
Wenfeng : Tagged ? Is that all you've got to say ? Hehehehe.
Jun : Sai-Bu ? Wdf ? ==
Mendel : Hi back to you too.

Awwwww.. ):

I just realised that the holidays aren't gonna be holidays at all.
Damn. My whole schedule is freakin' packed.
Band camp, projects, remedials, homework.. all that.
How in daa wurld am I gonna enjoy?
Sigh, I guess I'm still gonna be busybusybusyy,
Hmph, no fun at all. ):< HAHAHAHA ! I just had flashbacks of yesterday! xD Band was.. L-O-L ! Some people should know why. xD Pspsps , I promise I won't do it again, HEHEHEHE. Sorry for the horrible shock caused. ;p ---- Shall update further laterrr .. {: heeheehee..

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Heyhey ! (: Back again.
I don't know what's exactly going on at home.
I'd hope it isn't what I think it is luh. /:
Dad's always out, so is mom. & when they come home, they don't talk. o.o
o-oh. /: Probably they've quarrelled ? It's been like that since 13th March,
they didn't even come home for the whole night that day. Wow.. amazing eh ? o.o
They both have been like "challenging" each other?
Like both my mom and dad wants me to go out with only 1 parent.
They've been forcing me to go out when him/her.
Seriously speaking, I couldn't decide, so I stayed at home. -.-

Sigh.