I'M IN A GOLD BAND!!!!
And I'm extremely proud of that. (: Wheee~ the SYF's finally O-V-E-R!!!! Throughout all these frustrating months of this&that we finally clinched the well-deserved gold medal award.. (: MAN, IT'S OVERRRR! HAHAHAHA!!! On the other hand, the truth is that I've mixed feelings.. Being unwantedly stucked in Pit-Percussion for the first time many months ago, struggling with these batch of little annoying, troublesome, shy, problematic and quiet band members who I thought will never make it HERE. Yes, compared to last time, they've all grown very long horns. I can say that ALL of them became more talkative and uses their brains more. For example, Junkai. Though he may seem small and 'innocent', his chattery personality may surprise you. It's probably because of the fact that his brother, Junxiang, is in the same section as him. They're superduper playful when they're together. Hahahaha, Stella also has a lot of speak at times. Well, she doesn't actually talk in a normal tone like how we do.. She screams and/or shouts at people instead, Ohmygod, which leads more chaos in the section. Poor thing, is it how she is or.. ?!? O_O Well, more trouble? Why? Most people didn't like her tone, they thought it was rude... So... She always gets into quarrels with the section's most rebellious, Ain. Stella will never win her, thus, she will run off to somewhere else to cry and I have to go escort her back. Sigh, headache eh? Despite all these, the funny thing is that she only speaks nicely to me.. Wellwell... x_x GaAaaaah.. Ain WAS rebellious and UNCONTROLLABLE until that day where I remember, during the previous band camp. She was making a hell lot of noise, like how she previous did every practice in the PE dept room, everyone was trying to stop her, EVERYONE but.. Sigh. Mr Zhang came into the room and scolded all of us for making so much noise. Of course we felt blamed and disappointed for nothing. Mr Zhang not only scolded us, he dampen our moods by saying that the pe dept did not owe us anything but still had to lend us the room for our instruments which made the place look messy.. He added on that we band members THINK we're elites (-_-) And he said we'll never get the gold cos the performance duing sports days wasn't good. Blessings from a teacher? Neh I doubt so. Well, at least we proved him wrong, I think it will be enough to make him regret what he was saying to us that day. Back to point, after that incident, without a second thought, I literally screamed at ain and told her how upset the section has been with her behaviour. I regretted my actions because she cried, I'm such softie.. I thought she would quit but no, she woke up immediately and was much of a better person. I'm was so glad. (: Right now she's just talkative.

Hahahahaha, there were many other problems the section gave me, hahaha, and they'll be a part of my memory. The good thing about my section is that they don't give me attendance problems. (: Yesterday when the angklung members cried after watching the motivational video, I was so touched..... Cos they said they were crying because they'll miss me. LOL. Definately all of us have come so far and though they were ups and downs, I enjoyed this whole journey as an SL of pit percussion.

Haha, heyhey!
I think it was last week when my super bling phone's buttons were spoilt. Super depressed luh, so I happily made it worse by plucking out the whole set of buttons and so it came off. Took me a night plus the next morning to get it back into it's proper position luh.. Yeah, and so I did but... The buttons were like abit.. out? Den suddenly all the keys weren't working.... (-_-) Sent it for repair..
Back to using my previous brown phone. It's surprises me that it isn't dead yet, it looks like it's in super bad condition. Yeah, was smsing happily and.. IT FAILED ME. Gosh, like my bling phone, the keys also spoilt. -_- ***k.. WHAT IS THIS?!@?# I cannot sms or call now luh! ONLY can receive calls. Cos my phone's slide haven't spoil YET. I predict it will not work sooner or later. Zzz. I is damn the sian-ed luh. Want sms also cannot nawwww. T_T Stupid sony erisson -'-(-.-)-'- SCREWSCREWWW.

Oh yeah, today during the national anthem I sneezed. I swear I got into trouble for that. -_- Zzzz. Lazy to elaborate. Freak. I got into unnecessary trouble. Stupidstupid... Totally spoilt my whole morning!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH.!!! * Fills heart with hatred *. -.- Luckily Mrs Seah helped me..

2 more days? Yeah approximately.
Man, I can't wait till the SYF results are announced.

Here's something random. I got locked up in the band store yesterday. I was locked by by Joey.. -_- I swear I felt damn... *WTF!!!!!! O_O ... * Well.. ciaos.

HBL. Home-Based Learning.
; Yesh, it's a day at home for us Secondary 3 pupils. Bored to the max..
Switched on the computer.
Accessed the asknlearn webbie.
Logged into my account.
Clicked onto 'Lessons' arnd..................

Daydreamszxszxszxs.. Totally explains why I've never attempted my daily assignments or rather, to put it in the best way I can: I rarely do my homework. (: sounds better eh? Like any of your mommy... and/or daddy does, my mom makes a hell lot of noise when they often find you lazing around the house, computing or sleeping as though you have too much time on your hands. (Luckily I don't see her everyday. Unfortunately, there's a substitute for her nagging... X: ). Oooops. Did I say something wrong? (: Hey, it's absolutely NOT because I'm a lazy girl or because I simply refuse to do my homework! - I am just, T-I-R-E-D, okaaaay? T_T.. Yayayayaya, next thing you know, my mom will say " WAAAAaaa.....! EVEEERRRYDAY YOU TIRED ONE LAAHH!!@#^ ):< ".... And I was thinking, how do you even know when you don't see me everyday? HAHA! Well, I think she says that because she just loooooves saying that sentence, maybe she just has very limited ways of arguing with her daughter... Owell, that's my mom for sure, I understand her pretty well, I know she loves attention.... Sssshhh. (^^)v

Ytd, Physics > POA > D&T > RECESS!!!!! > Chem > History > LUNCH BREAK!!!!!! > Maths.
Lol. After school had oral examinations, both languages, english and chinese. The both timings crashed luh, the school's system is so corrupted so everyone was blur loh... What is this?!?!? So after my chinese oral, it was raining very heavily.. T-Tp Luckily dardar bought an umbrella. \(^0^)/ So wasn't as wet as I had imagined to be. ^^ Awwwww~ HEEHEEEZ <333!!!!!!!!!

Anywayxsz,
Long time no post pictures already. T_T
++++ Peanut phone spoilt. ZzzzzzzzzZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!! ):< ):<

I can see you stalking like a predator

Heheheee. Meh. I need to refresh my memory before blogging.
Ummmm, *Flashback, Flashback*.. On dar's and bryan's birthday, of course there must be saboing. (:

Aron & I bought flour from the mama shop right after school. *Note: 3 packets of flour. Sheesh, it's a long story luh. Well, waited for Mr Er to finish his oral examinations at the canteen. Uhhh, a lot of people were there, can't really remember, sorry if I missed out! X: Aron, Amelia, Jeremy, HuiMin, Tiffany, 2 of the triplets( I still can't differentiate which is which) and I sabo-ed Bryan. Well, wasn't really a success, at least Bryan got wet from head to toe with flour all over. He was running all over the school, from the canteen to the d&t block... I think he got to the second floor and back to the volleyball court area... and behind ms goh's homeroom. It was raining heavily and Bryan was in the rain so were we, cos we had to catch him, regardless. Well... for the fun of it. /: Unfortunately at that time, We were outside Ms Goh's homeroom and she was still having classes... So she saw the saboing and all. She went out of her class and I spotted her right away and immediately alerted the rest but... they were having too much fun. /: I went to wash up and all cos I had flour all over.

When I came back, I heard that the rest, except the 2 of the triplets were punished by miss goh. They had to stand outside the staff room for 3 hours till ms goh came back and had to do 60 jumping jacks. She's probably satisfied with all that punishment I hope. I wasn't caught? /: Funny thing is that no one named me out. Wow... Anyway, we had 2 packets of flour left. Don't know how it both landed up in WeiJian's and his friend's hands. Last thing I saw before I went up the bus with dar was that they were playing with flour..

About saboing and all.. Yeah true I can be lucky sometimes with people I can trust but looks like some people ought to be kept away from to avoid trouble.

These people are like lions in wait to pin their prey on the ground. They look for opportunity to attack or to strike at it's prey when it's possible. Even a lion cub can bite... In fact, it'll eventually grow up and become a lion afterall. How I wished lions aren't the king of the jungle. Where's the hunter when you need him?

Happy birthday dardar! ♥♥♥ ^^v
May today be filled with sunshine and smiles, laughter and love. (:

& also, Happy birthday bryanERRRR! (^^)
You shall not be sick today!
I guess it's time to give this blog a lil bit of life? Idon't know where to start. O:
Uh, it's the same thing that I do everyday. /: I don't see a point to blog? O: O: ^^
Well, there was a 1 week school holiday.
From day 1 to 4, I've been in band camp.
On day 5, I wasted more that half the day pigging.
Then, day 6 was spent for a whole day at school for band practice.
The last day was the second day of break for the band members, managed to complete only POA and Social Studies holiday homework with the limited time I have. After that went to Jurong and came back around 12.
Monday, a school day... Was really sleepy. Had band practice at NTU, missed thirty minutes of history and a full maths lesson.. it was raining heavily for really long..
Tuesday, band rehearsal at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. Cold.
Wednesday........ Zzzzzz ...... I should turn in now, bye. bye. bye.

Swallowed into history

Tortured by the past, trapped by the past, living in the past.
Yet, if there where a way out, then..

This term is about to pass by so naturally. Sad to say that my appeal to MTL B was turned down. Danggggg... I seriously can't cope with the many, or rather, MUCH profound chinese characters existing right now here in planet Earth. It's just that lady luck on was on my side last year that I could pass my mother tongue exam, not because I'm fine or whatsoever. Hmph. What a bore. Unfortunately, there's no way out for me. I'm unwillingly stucked with Chinese. ): Well, looks like I'll just have to do the best I can then. (: Firstly, I need a chinese-english dictionary..

Yes, I know my blog is dead. I just lost my interest in blogging.. ^^ Unlike last year? In fact, I'm busy like a bee. I have an annoyingly tight schedule and I don't have much free time on my hands. ):

Each and every failure gives me the strength to move on and work harder.

So much has occurred since my last update.
Are troubles really inevitable? Is it fate or what?
I guess people are more likely to make a stereotype of others and regard them as something far from what these people actually are.. Real far from who they are. It's frustrating to be judged by others based on first impression or whatsoever.. Sucks. Feels as though your life is the worst of the worst of the worstworst, totally unfair..... But it can't be helped. Today left me jaded and depressed.. I don't know why but I feel as though that the grass is much greener at the other end as far as I can see...... I feel so weak and pathetic like I don't have the strength to stand tall after falling anymore. It's not just one, but MANY problems I'm facing right now.. I need a miracle. Do you believe in miracles? /: Please... I'm not a machine, not a robot with no emotions, I'm not a genius, I'm not as smart as you'd think I'll be.. I'm not living a life of bliss, I'm having a hard life and lastly, I'm not perfect, like you are, we're both imperfect, as much as I can't expect you to understand me throughly, I can't understand the perfect way to satisfy you all. I'm sorry I'm so forgetful, I'm sorry I'm not focusing, I'm sorry I don't have all the time in the world, I'm sorry I chose this instead of that, I'm sorry I'm not reponsible enough, I'm sorry I'm so clueless to my surroundings, I'm sorry, sorry, sorry for troubling you all, sorry... sorry....... I'm not perfect. So much more to apologise to people around me..

I'm not looking forward to Chinese New Year.
I'm all alone. For the first time.