Much has happened during this holiday period.
Uhm. I experienced many ups and downs.

(Summarized)
First it was the bridging programme for the first two weeks of the November holidays. It wasn't really productive actually, excluding Maths and Science. In fact, I've already forgotten what my teachers taught me already. ohno..

Next, there were many band practices. Mostly 4 times per week for the month of November was bandbandbandbandband. Unfortunately received news that the genting competition was cancelled.. And I had a lil' bit of mixed feelings. Like :( and :) . So there was the ROD, money fly~ Bought this & that. :/

More band practices again. And there was the 5D4N genting trip. Enjoyed myself along with my group members, The Incredibles. :D Missed home though. Wanna comment about bowling. Never bowled before and team got first, lol. Did they calculate the scores wrongly? I wonder. Haha. Fell sick after the trip, haha, lost my sense of taste too. Genting competition was replaced by a concert on the 13th of Dec. Thus, our given 2 weeks break was no more. :p Still got many days of break tho, that's why I'm blogging and rotting at home. :D Concert was.. AWESOME. :D I liked the audience. :D Too bad my family members missed it. ): Wasted it had to be on a weekday.. Well, there's still a few more band practices and then the band camp!!!! Hahahaha, my holiday is filled with BAND. I'm jealous of my sister! I hate her! >:( She gets to work in my aunt's office and earns $7/hour while I get NOTHING!!!! While she works in the office like normal office people and gets paid there, I'm rotting and home now with nothing to do!!! ): She's so lucky!!! She's getting so many good opportunities while I'm missing them all! >:( Sigh. I feel quite sad for myself. Should I say FML? yesyes? :(

I feel so abandoned and lonely at home.
Can someone show me how to be more grounded and level-headed?!