I've just given my blog LIFE ! :D
So yeah, my common test is over.

It's been rather short this time. I only sat for 2 papers, English and Mathematics.
No, i didn't skip. I had to stay out of school thanks to 2 ulcers in my cornea. -.-
UNFORTUNATELY , I'm still alive so that only means I'm never going to stop crapping.
UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! (x FALALALALALA!
Too iritating? Then that would be too bad of you then. (:

Owell, days been passing real quickly. o.o
Like suddenly it's February and soon before you know it, .. it's gonna be March.
Ohmagawd, SYF, TvT Seriously, it had never crossed my mind till now.
I'm not feeling the slightest bit of nervousness. Idon'tknow why.
Could be because I'm Charlotte? (: That explains a whole lot. Hehehehe. (x
Hmm.. It always ends up with me being freaked out on the particular day. Sigh.
But currently, I'm looking forward to it instead.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh! ): There's a concert this Saturday?! D: shitshitshit.
Imagine the band performing in front of an audience..

-faints- (*v*)b *hehh.........
hehehehehehehheee.

AH-MA! I MISS YOU! ):

To Tan Jian Hao. Who went MIA after being so angry with me on Thursday.
I didn't see him on Friday, that's why I felt so, LOL ! [:
Anyway, sorry. (haha) I didn't know there was a limit to your patience that's why. ;p
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Next time remind me not to joke with you anymore. Hmph.
You can never ignore us for long. You cannot live without us. muahah.

Ohkay, I'll stop luh. (:

Owell, think about it hard luh.
It isn't worth it to be angry with us because of that someone.
Get over it luh. We know we're sorry. We promise not to do it again. (:
Forgive us ASAP. & reply my messages for goodness sake.

[X] EDITED
Yeah, completely striked off 'cos I agree that it'd make him even more pissed off.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh~ oh whatever.
I can't be bothered anymore. I shouldn't care too much anyway.
I don't admit it was utterly my fault. Not only one person contributed to this argument.
Sigh. I'm definately part of this too.

Ohmagawd. I'm having tuition at Yio Chu Kang tomorrow.
So from now I'll be staying over at my aunt's every Saturday. Sigh.
See what trouble I'm going through. ;p HAHAHAHAHAAHAAA.

It's all my fault. My tutor doesn't want me anymore.
But I still want her. LOL. I know she's trying to get rid of me. HAHA.
She used to come to my place to teach me but NOW,
she deliberately wants me to go over to her place for now.
Reason being I've been a lazy girl that sleeps like a pig and never
opens the door for her to come in and give me tuition.
So she often waits outside, until I finally get up.
Yes, of course she got fed up. I'm so sorry, HEHEHE. :D
No worries, I've changed for the better. Or at least I think so. HAHA.

ANYWAY,
I've got screwed hair and a screwed face. HAHAHA.
Not proud to annouce, I've got bangs. ]: Sigh. Regretted.
Since they're both unpleasant features that I have,
I think it matches, both ugly. /: .. haha

No band for me till next Fridayyy, yayyyyy
Hahahaha, it just feels sooo weird. /:

Hmmm, anyway there'd be common tests coming up for the week.
Guess I'm lacking behind. I should start some last minute revision.
Hahahaha, I actually planned my schedule for tomorrow.
Somehow and somewhat I'm proud of myself. Yeah, I just feel so.
Nothing odd about that though, haha. ;p
I'm giving a second thought about 'studying' with Bryan tomorrow.
I got a great, big, feeling that it'd turn out to be something else. o:

I've been feeling a lil stupid these days.
Doing things without knowing it, not giving it a second thought.
Perhaps I'm really turning stupid.
Then again, I became so negatively charged.
I feel as though I'm not interested in anything anymore.
I'm just being forced to do things I don't want to.
It's been pressurizing these days.
I feel as though I'm alone in my own world.
They're just fakes. They don't mean what they say.
When you need them most, they flee and hide. Leaving you behind.

It makes sense that there's absolutely no one you can depend on in this world.
Just yourself. Everything seems like a competition to others.
Hooray for those who emerges as winners.
But to the loosers, better luck next time, too bad.

My thoughts. It gives a hint.

Life suxs. i would hope yours is better than mine.

I'm a sucker. I'm a slacker. I'm a looser. I'm the worst.
Filled with regret. I've done no good. Absolutely no good at all.

Is a glass bottle that hard to open ?
Tried with a pair of scissors, keys, hands and other things we had in mind,
and we still couldn't open it. Either we're too weak but no,
in all, three people attempted in doing so.
Unfortunately, our level of perserverance stood high and so we continued.
Even blood was shed. Everyone was fweeaakin FRUSTRATED.

& our day's saviour, : cap opener. -.-

yes I know, Imma
LOOSER! ;p

I'm feeling hyped and energetic today! :D
Yay-ness!I'm still going to take a nap after this though.
Hehehehehe. ;p

School has been iritating yet fun.
That bloody bugger, Jingyi has been bugging me all day.
She should stop pestering me. It's iritating. pffftt.
Neh, just kidding. Poor her. Charlotte can't help you.
Sorry. ]: ..Actually i dont feel apologetic at all. o: I didn't do anything wrong!

Owell it's for real this time. Get over it then. Hmmm..
Or maybe you can consider turning gay? haha o: Ahhh, maybe not.

Guess things wouldn't be the same anymore.
I regret knowing the truth but I can only remain friends with you.
Just friends. Only friends. I only ♥ him. Sorry.

Heylloooe gheyy peeps of da wuurld! :D

Long time no see ehh. I haven't been posting properly. Heehee.
My schedule was rather tight these days.
Don't expect me blogging frequently now and then.
So yeah. Go away. Shoo! It isn't advisable for you to come here anyway.
The last post was utterly short wasn't it? That BryanER luh!
Iritate me on the phone that day. D:< That's why. Wheehee. :D

I OWE TEACHER A LOT ARND A LOT OF HOMEWORK !
ohmygawd, HOWHOWHOW !? D: D:
iamsodeadiamsodeadiamsodeadIAMSODEAD!! x_-!!
I've been enjoying myself to the fullest each and every day.
Fun. Is all I can think of everyday. I'd better tune my attitude for the better.
oh oh. shitshitshieet. That reminds me..
Common tests are coming! ): sad..

"Charlottecharlotte~ , please study ohkay? Have all the fun your want later. "
............... no-kay! heeheehee. (x No lah, just kidding. I know what's right for myself. [:
No worries,

So yeah, I'd like to annouce that I'm very sick of eating japanese food.
DAMNBLOODYSICKITELLYA!
I had a bigbig shushi buffet at Sakae not long ago, along with jingyi.
After that "i-wanna-puke" incident, I already told myself to refrain from raw food.
But, then again.. went to sushi tei today and there I go again.
There! I had ENOUGH. I'm so not eating it. EVER.
Maybe for the time being only luh. heehee. 8)

YAY! I'm getting a new phone!
Problem is, I don't know what model I should get.
T_T I'm considering Bryan's G705.
Hmmmmmmm.. Should I ?

Bryan is going to take up a very huuuge challenge that may affect his whole life.
All the best.

A very tiring day indeed. Moodless. But being very satisfied though. (:

I learnt that people aren't alike.
Some aren't the petty sort. Unfortunately, there're the petty group of people too.
They get upset with stuff that others wouldn't mind about.
If they don't sound it out, how do you think the people around
them would know whether they agree to the choice being made?

I find it hard trying to read others minds.
They keep their thoughts to themself.
It worsens when they start showing attitude. I'd definately feel guilty for some reasons.
I was wrong about them in the first place. They weren't as easy going as I thought.

Anyway, they ought to understand, life is not always fair.
Sometimes you don't always get what you desire.
You shouldn't get used to getting things your own way.
Try not getting upset with any lil problem you've got to face.

And sorry I might be in your way.

Current mood : Emotionally down.
( I seriously can't control my emotions these days. )

Hihoe. Surprisingly I can still blog even at this state.
Owell, today didn't actually turned out perfectly well.
Was happy at some moments and it became worse at the end of the day.
Ahhhhhhhhhhh.. -.-! Everything's becoming a burden to me.
I meant EVERYTHING. Seriously, I can't take it anymore.

I'm being so discouraged in every way.
I'm very disappointed in many issues. They've been intruding my life.
Hitting me when I'm already down. Then again, they're making my life miserable.
Can't these idiotic situations just go away? Sigh.

Lets look on the bright side......
Is there even a bright side ? -.-! No. There isn't.
I guess I have to be something I really am.

Something is getting overly suspicious. Shall check it out.

I'm sad.

Sad for someone I know who's trying to incur something unpleasant.
Hey! just get over the matter fast, don't let it affect your daily life.
You're affecting me too you know?
You've always been so bubbly but now it's a different thing.
Anyway you can never be sad all your life right? :o
Think hard, think positive.
I'll be there when you need me! I'll be someone who motivates you!
At least I'll try! I know this isn't me, but I'll try. [:

By the way, I'd like to thank you too!
For helping me cope with my work after the two days when I was absent.
For being there for me when I needed you. For cheering me up.
For being someone I'm able to share things with.
Most importantly, for everything..

I'd like repay you too for your kindness.

Thank you again, Haslinda.
Cheer up for goodness sake.

Sheesh, I'm already tearing.. I should stop.

Arnd as ya can see, I'm still alive, (:
like as if I would die so easily in the first place. =.=

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Hey people, Charlotte has officially completed the
zigzagcrisscross country ! Me is so proudxzs of myself. (':
Second place. Three cheers for meeeeyh! ;p bleahxzsxzsxzs.

That MOTH (raimov, haha) actually fainted halfway through the reservoir.
tsktsktsk. -.- That's the consequences of overworking yourself.
Anyway, congratulations to all who've completed the run.
At least you've completed it. Unlike those who gave up halfway.

Hmm, i feel hungry. My stomach is so iritating as to urge me to stop blogging.
eateateat. Buh-byeee. <3

Cross country tomorrow!

And that means running at the reservoir.
I admit I can't run though. I've been really lazy everyday.
I hardly exercise. (8 hahas.
I've got a feeling I'm going to die tomorrow.
And the reasons would most likely be, lack of sleep/ dehydration/ overwork. >;p

By the way,
In case I never ever come back again,
I would like to say that I'm sorry that I'm such a crappy person.
I've always been wasting your precious time reading my silly posts
which are filled with nonsensical stuff that doesn't concern you at all.
Nonetheless, they are entertaining. At least it kills your time okay ! {:

I know you had enough of me. It's a pity that I still have so much to say. (':

So yeh, school's getting more interesting.
The atmosphere is filled with laughter and joy these days.
Too much laughter in fact. It's silly when you try to stop laughing
but when another person laughs, you start it too.

It's like a laughing disease, it'd spread around.
And it always starts with Adrian. I really envy his patience.
He stood up, leaned forward and sloooowlyyy opened Dorothea's bag.
He wanted to throw the sweet wrapper into her bag.
Well, it was surprisingly successful in the end however I got the receiving end.
Actually I didn't bothered proving my innocence, don't ask me why though. ;p

I felt that since he was so patient to open her bag to sqeeze the
wrapper inside, why don't he just get up and throw it into the bin?
Probably to get attention? Or to be so kind as to entertain the class? ......
Hahahas, not going to jump into conclusions. Let's end this topic okay? [:

I'm soooooooooooooooooo NORTT looking forward to tomorrow! (:
There is no link. Ignore it. It's actually for the random effect. HAHA!

I'm hyped. Really hyped.

7th monthsary,

Thanks for everything. [:
Hahahas, today's definately going to be memorable.
I was actually stunned there like a retard.
The sparklers were beautiful, though the smoke was like practically everywhere.
Wow, I can't believe you actually did it. o:

Anyway,
Jacqueline and Sayidah gave themselves away.
They were such lousy liars. muahah.
So sorry, :p I thought it was kinda odd when Sayidah said she had to say something real important to me. I was thinking back then, if she had to SAY something, why not right on the spot sms me about it? hahaha, not only that, Jacqueline suddenly wanted to go to school so early. So yeh, didn't want to spoil the fun so I played along, >:D
Yeah, blame me for being too curious. hehehehe. {:

, ILOVEYOU! ♥

Omg. I've learnt to just keep quiet.

Starting off with a lil dialogue,

Mom: I heard today's the official opening of the Singapore flyer.
Charlotte: Why don't we go there!
Mom: You sure ? I thought you were afraid of heights.
Charlotte: No, not anymore. [:

Guess what.
They really brought me there. I hated it.
I was actually afraid. I felt like awkward as people were happily taking their photos and I was stoning like an idiot, trying not to look down. * shudders * . I remember having headaches and even a stomachache up there. Hey, you must be thinking that I'm such a sucker as to be afraid of heights.

Tell you what, I was borned this way. ;p

Afterall, it was a good experience. [:
Have to get rid of this phobia.