Parts & Parcels of My Life

So today is the day where secondary school students will make this special effort to go back to their previous schools. Mmm... Haven't had any contact with my primary school mates for soooo long till yesterday night on MSN, well, I do not have a FB account.. Anti-social luh, heh. Went over to MBS after school and there were my ex-schoolmates. :') Aww, mizz them so much. LOL. Funny thing is that all of us did not even bother contacting each other during any other time of the year! See the irony? Hahahaa.. Owell, I miss my school, very different from PingYi indeed. (Eg. Lifts, BETTER canteen food, bigger school.. ) Tsk, haiyo, how come I ended up in PY with a PSLE aggregate of 205.. -_- *shakes head*..

Pei Shin, Si Yi and I

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Hahahaha, I enjoy days without school cos I'm so sick of carrying my "turtle shell" here and there. Really heavy y'know? ): I keep thinking to myself that my bag is filled with stones but when I open it, it's actually books.. Ohmy. -_- Maybe I really shouldn't bring my books to school. ): ALL of the pictures below (regarding this particular post) actually represents FREEDOM. :D Just like a bird spreading it's wings and soaring up the blue, blue sky. Heh heh. ^^v

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Concert @ zee Esplanade on the 15th August 2010

Well. This day is another day which will be part of my memory. IT WAS MY FIRST TIME LISTENING AND VIEWING AN ORCHESTRA FOR REAL!!!!!!!! Actually it's the reason why I even went for that concert. :p I could see manymanyMANY string instruments and funny thing is that their movement is very exaggerating and yet I hear no sound coming out. :x Is it me or...? x_x Ohwell, nevermind that rhetorical question. GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE! TMR IS A HOLIDAY!!!!! PIG AS LONG AS YOU LIKE.

Sometimes I really don't know what people are really thinking. Knowing and understanding consequences and yet.. Not doing the right thing. Funny. One word to describe the TWO pairs - 'Foolish'. I don't know, I really don't know what's up with them. Regarding one of the two, the FEMALE is bugging and blaming me for her own wrongdoings, accusing me of spreading rumors about them. -.- She's blaming everyone but herself for making it so obvious herself. And when she finds out, she only gets to the surface of the sea. ONLY. She does not see the whole thing. What is her problem like seriously? -.- This is totally pissing me off. If they wanna be together why must they deny OR hide? Haha, then now SHE blames me, hilarious to the max! Tsktsk, can't stand these type of people who has guilty conscious and yet hides behind a computer screen saying things to me that she dares not say in school IN MY FACE. Sigh.. In the first place, if she was so afraid they'll get into trouble, why go steady and now say I'm "interfering into their business", "this is none of my concern", yadadadada or "people's relationships is none of your business". This situation angers me, FRUSTRATES ME. This is OF MY CONCERN as I do not want to see the CULTURE what I've been for almost 3 years to change. I feel it is NOT right for someone who's supposed to represent us.. and HER. Now she can say nothing is happening between the both of them and before that she said not to tell anyone else about it. Hahaha, what is this?! The other pair is more careful but, I don't know how much longer their secret can last.

Lesson learnt: Don't trust anybody. (:

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LOL! LOOK WHAT I've just found!!!!! HER FATHER POSTING THIS ON FB! HER FATHER ADMITTED FOR HER THAT THEY'RE IN A RELATIONSHIP!!!! Waitwaitwaitiwait, is this an insult? I'm messing her life? In what way? Hahahhas, people these days? He should really look at himself in the mirror. LOL! I don't find him a better person that me. (btw, he's just quoting this from me - COPYCAT) LOL. He doesn't understands what's going on, ONLY listens to her daughters point of view and not mine. And lol, I was just explaining myself of msn? -_- This man can't bring justice. tsktsk. Look, i've ended my conversation with HIS daughter and now WHY MUST HE START IT BACK? lol.. and then the cycle goes on and on. LOL. Don't force me.

Eff-Em-Ell. If only...

I did not expect this time of my life to be so troublesome and burdening. I know I'll get a depression from THIS particular, problematic issue. Very problematic indeed and put it in a bad way, it's totally pissing me off. For WEEKS! More than a month.. It's been like this already, they'll be ones who never fails to bug me all day long.

These people are the ones who's made my life so stressful and such a headache. I don't know what's their goal or whatsoever. Each time, I've been obedient, just for the reason of making them LEAVE ME ALONE AND stop finding more trouble for me.. But being OBEDIENT does not pay off. It is POINTLESS, P-O-I-N-T-L-E-S-S!!!! - that they don't see. Absolutely disheartening. Makes me feel as though I can no longer move on any further.. They don't even trust me? What is the point?

Even threatened to leave me out out of some events which makes me feel not of any use at all to all of you. Yes, you and the rest of you can carry on WITHOUT me, you don't need me in fact.. That is the ugly truth. However, I'd hope you hadn't make it so clear, making me feel bad. I no longer count this as caring and concerned, I call this, threatening. I need to clear my mind.. Luckily, there are still people out there who're there for me. I've figured out the people I can rely on. The ones who I can trust and the ones who trusts me. I'm very grateful to whoever that has tried or did cheer me up, who has turned my frown upside down. Even to those who has offered tissue paper to me when I was crying. A BIG THANK YOU to all of you!!! (:

A relaxing and enjoyable Saturday today. Finally a day without problems. Went to iluma to watch "SALT", a very action-packed movie with HengBingBing. (: And then MRTed to DhobyGhaut for his interview. Had lunch there too, followed by the veryvery long wait for his turn. I really needed today very much, I needed a break.. (: Thank you for today HengBingBing. (: Well, I'll hope tomorrow will be a good day too. Gonna go for a concert at Esplanade with the band members. Meeting my section mates for lunch first! (: Excluding Ashima who's fasting.. /: Pitypity..

Goodnight people! My tagboard is spammed with unknown people. (-.-)

Heez. Me is proud to announce to you people out there that me, finally dropped all me's milk teeth (baby teeth)!!!! Uwahahahahaha!!!! Meh~ I know it's nothing much of a biggie to you, you nor you but I'm just gonna blog it out anyway~ Haaas. Just got the last one out today!! :D :D Clapclap? (:

Today is the 10th day after my previous blog post.. AND! SO many things have passed.. Let me tell you what. ^^ Out of a week, 7 days!!! 5 days were spent for the band practices to rehearsals to performances!!! Isn't it CRAZIFIED??? Hahahas. Oh, I'm so glad that week's over man!!! At least the following week's much better! Monday and Tuesday( which is today) IS A HOLIDAY!!!!! Ohyes, I hope I hadn't been wasting my time on the YOG performance though.. :\ Mdm Nava said I may not be able to participate just because of the result of my hair. x_x Right. I've got no say to this.. Well, after all, I'm just a student and a band member.... not anything else high up there, you see? ): I just feel so, Discouraged.

On a much cheerful note, the previous Saturday (7/Aug/10) was GREAT! Hahahahas, went to the Anglo Chinese School (I) for their concert. What I can comment on is that.. It's worth my 10 bucks. ^^ Well, on that day, I met Mr HengBingBing late afternoon and we had some food at mac. After that, aunt elsie called and said she'll be picking us up to go for the concert. While waiting for her to come, (haha) HengBingBing was practicing how to greet my aunt, grandmother and grandfather.. Not to mention his hands were all cold. :x Finally!!! They came, entered the car and the silly boii was so relieved. Sad thing he was so quiet throughout the trip to ACSI.. ): Hmm.. At the school, Jacqueline and Jeremy were waiting there. Hahahas.. Went in the auditorium together and.. The concert started. :p Most of the soloist screwed up. Esp the trumpeter, >< Too nervous? LOL. I heard they only had 2 weeks to practice. Well, and soon, there was the interval. Very surprisingly, the saxophonists put up a self-initiated performance for the audience during that period of time. They played Oh! from girl's generation. Impressive.. :p And of course at the end of it, the crowd cheered and clapped loudly for the section. :p

Skipskipskip~ Performance ended. HengBingBing, Jacqueline and Jeremy socialized with my family.. Some introduction here and there. Then Jacqueline and Jeremy went off, leaving HengBingBing with aunt elsie, uncle ben, aunt lilian, grandfather, grandmother and I. Waited for Cavin to change, keep his instrument, fall in and fall out.. Till he was released.. I think we waited for an hour or so.. x_x So long. Aunt Lilian and Aunt Elsie were questioning HengBingBing about himself, LOL. Stressful hor?.. :D When cavin was finally released, we went for dinner.. And by the time we reached the hotel, it was already 11++ Was sleeping in the car luh.. At the hotel.. There was a group of singers.. Haha~ Guess what, we still had to wait for the booking of seats. And after so long, we got to have our... SUPPER. Well, so much for waiting. THE buffet sucked!!!! Rice was cold and HARD. Dishes weren't really appealing as well. No one ate much except HengBingBing, my Grandfather and uncle. Hungry monsters. Actually it's because they were guys. :p Errr.. Count Cavin out. :p Had icecream.. Bingbing shared the 5 scoops with me. :D And after everything's done there, headed back le. Aunt elsie sent my grandmother back, followed by HengBingbing then me. (: Enjoyed the day a lot. (: I hope there's another day like that once more.

Hahahas, my post is gonna be long. ;p Today, I watched sorcerer's apprentice together with HengBingBing at iluma. (: Thumbs up for the show. ^^v

Well, there's school tmr!!!
All the best to me! And GOODnight!!