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First of all, I've been sick for almost a week already. It's all the many symptoms at once and it's so terrible because I do not have enough time to rest at all. Splitting headaches, an annoying flu, a dry and painful throat and ulcers... I must be really heaty. I need a break man.. But I can afford to miss a day of school - There will be too much to catch up with.

Secondly, I would like to share with you guys the fact that my school bag is never light. It's like I have stones filled in my bag when they are actually books. x_x Oh yes.. And by the way, I lost my POA file on Tuesday. ALL my notes for POA is inside and can you believe it? I LOST it!!!! Very important file.. ): Sigh.. Well, I borrowed Siling's file to photocopy the contents though, don't know how I'm gonna do it, but, I'll just have to. Urgh. It's A LOT of notes by the way.. ): Shoulders need a break from school.

Thirdly, I feel as though I may just break down or something. Homework, trying to listen in school even when I'm so sick and band practices. Everyday is just so tiring.. Sometimes I just skip my dinner and go to bed but my parents don't understand me. I don't have time for myself. I may not be able to cope anymore.

Anywayssss, I'm gonna summarize all the 3 paragraphs into one phrase,

I NEED A BREAK!
& Yes! my break is finally here!!!!! I love Sundays for now!!! I'm gonna pig for 12 hours. Goodnight!

When life is a bitter pill to swallow,
You got to hold on to what you believe.

& I'm trying to. Yesterday was the performance for some official opening of some park or garden. Urgh... Sometimes I wished things aren't the way they turn out to be. Ok - I screwed up. Forgot my gimmicks, played @ the wrong time and things just weren't right! What the hell was I thinking? Just thinking about yesterday makes me feel guilty and hope to turn back time.. Which I can't, of course, makes me feel like hiding away from everyone, for good. However, I still remember Atikah's message about a month ago.

" Though things will get rough at the start, adapt to changes and keep learning. Don't stop. Don't let others words bring you down. You stand strong by what you believe in most. I don't want you to have any tinge of regret once you leave band. Remember you're not alone in this. Don't lost hope. "

It was a super long message but definitely a meaningful one. I know I should keep this in mind but, sometimes I just can't help to feel so alone. Owell.. Anyway, Atikah's really an excellent band major..

I can't climb the mountains.

I wished I could hold a really loooong sigh..
Haha, that's if I can fill my lungs with unlimited supply of air, of course. (:Anyway, so many things have been in my mind, but when I think of it, I can't list them down. /: Why? Is it because they're too many things to list down? Or is it because I'm just feeling troubled? Or down? Or maybe unhappy with things? Could it be mood swings? Hahaha. Neh, I don't think it's any of the things that were listed down above. (:

I think I know my answer...
What I'm feeling now is; The Guilt Of Uncompleting My Homework.

Did you guess it? I don't think so. Teehee~

HALLO-MAO-PEEPO!!!^^v

Today I had a enjoyable day together with my maomao dardar!!!! :D
Things went very well today. :D Pictures I took with HengBingBing below!! :D










Hehehe, woke up early in the morning and around 11, he came over to my place. (: Uhh, I wasn't ready back then. x: So yeah, he had to wait for me. x_x Hehehe, shopped at illuma... $_$ The dresses there so chio!!! >< Din get anything there. Got my hairband there. x: o.o Pity it's an aircon-less area. :p Well, went back to the MRT station, where we had earlier on intended to go back le. My butt got glued to a seat okay? x: Chatted there for an hour or so. Then, went back le... x-x LOL.

I is happy!
Heez. ^^ Buhbyes!

School Days..

Hello, once again, I'm back to blogging! :D
Today I woke up early in the morning and I felt that I was so sick of school. x_x Probably it's the Monday blues bah.. Gotta catch up with school work!!! Meh. I feel like my brain can burst anytime.




For the past few days, I've been busy.. Just the 1st week of school, there was the SYF opening ceremony. We were released from lessons @ 12.30 pm or 11.30 pm for most of the days. Tons of work to catch up with was the consequence. x_x Gosh. & 2nd July was our 2nd year-sary.. Pity, something happened. Owell.. (: The 2nd week was more relaxed. (: I had more time of my own of course. (: And now today's the third week. I think I may not be able to stand it anymore. I've been feeling so sick today.. My mind couldn't think straight and I was having a headache. ): Band practice was on today. Right now practices will be 3x per week cos they added in the sectionals on Monday. I think I need a break!


Mamamia~ I've finally uploaded pictures. :x I know my blog is very picture-less. (:
Byebye people~ ^^v