I've always been looking forward to this day, but... /:
Owell, just forget it. Happy teachers' day..
Though I don't feel happy at all.
Besides, I already said, it's teachers' day. (:
Monday, August 31, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Uhuhuhuhuhuhuhu~ My violin finally produced a sound ! :D
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAYYYY! :D :D
I'M SOOOO HAPEEEEEE!!! :D I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY A VIOLIN!!!! :D WHEEHEEWHOOHOO!!
I remember a few days ago, I was looking at the untouched violin and let out a sigh. Well, I had no idea how the hell in the world string instruments worked... that's why, I needed help, but I didn't have anyone in mind....... I was desperate to play the violin. TuT ... X: On a much cheerful note, I learnt that my classmate, Andy, plays a violin! And a also viola! (: He gave me intros of string instruments, yadadadada, so i knew briefly how it works.. And dumped me a book. O,O" The book's useless, really, but I found out from it that all I had to do is tune the violin, tighten the hairs on the bow, and rosin the bow-hair a lil, that's all. But I still didn't know WHAT NOTE THE EACH STRING WAS, WHAT NOTE THE POSITIONS OF YOUR FINGERS WERE - That's why i said the book was useless. Fiddled here and there, for hours, COS I'M A DESPO FOR LEARNING A VIOLIN, and YAY ! :D I learnt one song, TWINKLETWINKILELITTTTTTLESTAAAAR! \(^0^)/ .. Ack.... Shutup ! Ey! I know it's a lame song lurh, but .... still.. :D :D
A month back, I asked my parents to allow me to go for violin courses. They were fine with it - Reason being, not that they encouraged me to learn musical instruments but, I requested buying a violin a long time ago and they wasted their money for a new violin when I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY IT, SO OF COURSE, THEY WANTED THE VIOLIN TO BE OF USE AND NOT FOR DISPLAY (in fact i dumped it aside. X:) ... SO OF COURSE THEY ALLOWED ME TO DO SO. Hmph. But then again, my auntie come and kpkb, so kaypo luh. Say simi see grades first. ):< KNNCCB! IRRITATING LUH! WALAO. So i put in a little more effort in my work loh, now my grades are improving, JUST BECAUSE OF A VIOLIN. Not that I like to study. Huaha...
My neck pain. -.-
Byebye!
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAYYYY! :D :D
I'M SOOOO HAPEEEEEE!!! :D I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY A VIOLIN!!!! :D WHEEHEEWHOOHOO!!
I remember a few days ago, I was looking at the untouched violin and let out a sigh. Well, I had no idea how the hell in the world string instruments worked... that's why, I needed help, but I didn't have anyone in mind....... I was desperate to play the violin. TuT ... X: On a much cheerful note, I learnt that my classmate, Andy, plays a violin! And a also viola! (: He gave me intros of string instruments, yadadadada, so i knew briefly how it works.. And dumped me a book. O,O" The book's useless, really, but I found out from it that all I had to do is tune the violin, tighten the hairs on the bow, and rosin the bow-hair a lil, that's all. But I still didn't know WHAT NOTE THE EACH STRING WAS, WHAT NOTE THE POSITIONS OF YOUR FINGERS WERE - That's why i said the book was useless. Fiddled here and there, for hours, COS I'M A DESPO FOR LEARNING A VIOLIN, and YAY ! :D I learnt one song, TWINKLETWINKILELITTTTTTLESTAAAAR! \(^0^)/ .. Ack.... Shutup ! Ey! I know it's a lame song lurh, but .... still.. :D :D
A month back, I asked my parents to allow me to go for violin courses. They were fine with it - Reason being, not that they encouraged me to learn musical instruments but, I requested buying a violin a long time ago and they wasted their money for a new violin when I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY IT, SO OF COURSE, THEY WANTED THE VIOLIN TO BE OF USE AND NOT FOR DISPLAY (in fact i dumped it aside. X:) ... SO OF COURSE THEY ALLOWED ME TO DO SO. Hmph. But then again, my auntie come and kpkb, so kaypo luh. Say simi see grades first. ):< KNNCCB! IRRITATING LUH! WALAO. So i put in a little more effort in my work loh, now my grades are improving, JUST BECAUSE OF A VIOLIN. Not that I like to study. Huaha...
My neck pain. -.-
Tag replies! :D
30 Aug 09, 19:50 sayidah!: PIGFACE!
You.
30 Aug 09, 09:19 Bryannnnn.: Aron, stfu. and, lum, the hard tissue worked eh? ;D
Shut up.
29 Aug 09, 21:23 Aron: i thought youu in abc??
Yep, ABC! (Anti-Bryan-Club)
25 Aug 09, 21:12 Bryannnnn.: eh, i didn't manage to read it, nevermind, i'll start asking around!
Z
25 Aug 09, 19:49 Erwin: o_o u were on ur way to the drinks stall?? can sun bian buy mahh ~_~
Oh?
Byebye!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
OHMYGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!
THIS IS SOOO INCREDIBLEEE! SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I SAW TODAY! IMEAN, I SAW HER TODAY! THE VERY FIRST PERSON I KNEW!!! I TOOK ONE STEP FORWARD, TURNED TO MY RIGHT AND.... THERE SHE WAS !!!!!!!! AND I REMEMBER POSTING ABOUT HER IN MY PREVIOUS POST, COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. ( * shudders. yes, there's sacarsm existing in this post. ^^!!! -'-'-'-'-'-'- !!!!!!1 -'-!!!!@#!)
Laaaa~ Early in the morning, I was already panicking for some reasons. ARNDANDDD LUCKILY, Stella saved my life and my face. O.Ob HEEHEEHEEEE. ^~^!!! ...Oh? den majors ask we all fall in lorh, den we obey them loh, den like that lorrrrh, like that slackslack loh, cos I din march whaaaat. why? cos need do library dept thingy but cannot go up, no key whaaat, so need wait for mdm nava loh, by the time she come, i sian-ed liao, den i wanna march but my skin come out again, so i ask welfare for plaster loh, but they donhave, so sad loh but i never cry loh. den vivian point at 3rd floor, so common sense that the first aid kit is upstairs also, need key also. so i patient loh, boh bian what. this cannot do, that cannot do, SIAN. finally mdm nava came, happy loh. (': after so long. so go up loh, arrange the scores loh, and i found out that they're soooooooo many scores leh! DAMNNNNN NICE SIAAAH, LIKE HEAVEN. X: oh? but then my skin sensitive, den got rashes loh, so never do liao loh, i write write thing only. ): ....... to be continued, my sister want me go out. -.- CHEE....... bYE.
THIS IS SOOO INCREDIBLEEE! SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I SAW TODAY! IMEAN, I SAW HER TODAY! THE VERY FIRST PERSON I KNEW!!! I TOOK ONE STEP FORWARD, TURNED TO MY RIGHT AND.... THERE SHE WAS !!!!!!!! AND I REMEMBER POSTING ABOUT HER IN MY PREVIOUS POST, COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. ( * shudders. yes, there's sacarsm existing in this post. ^^!!! -'-'-'-'-'-'- !!!!!!1 -'-!!!!@#!)
Laaaa~ Early in the morning, I was already panicking for some reasons. ARNDANDDD LUCKILY, Stella saved my life and my face. O.Ob HEEHEEHEEEE. ^~^!!! ...Oh? den majors ask we all fall in lorh, den we obey them loh, den like that lorrrrh, like that slackslack loh, cos I din march whaaaat. why? cos need do library dept thingy but cannot go up, no key whaaat, so need wait for mdm nava loh, by the time she come, i sian-ed liao, den i wanna march but my skin come out again, so i ask welfare for plaster loh, but they donhave, so sad loh but i never cry loh. den vivian point at 3rd floor, so common sense that the first aid kit is upstairs also, need key also. so i patient loh, boh bian what. this cannot do, that cannot do, SIAN. finally mdm nava came, happy loh. (': after so long. so go up loh, arrange the scores loh, and i found out that they're soooooooo many scores leh! DAMNNNNN NICE SIAAAH, LIKE HEAVEN. X: oh? but then my skin sensitive, den got rashes loh, so never do liao loh, i write write thing only. ): ....... to be continued, my sister want me go out. -.- CHEE....... bYE.
Edited:
Hihi! (:
Byebye! (:
Friday, August 28, 2009
Ahh, damn. Tomorrow is a Saturday. (-.-)-'-
Band practice tomorrow's, almost whole day leh. (!!!) LUCKY ONLY ALMOST LEH.
I don't wanna see her ____ing face... It's dog face. Wait, no... pig face. ( haha, inside joke. ) My blood's cloooooooose enough to evaporation just thinking about her. The sight of her... FACE, spoils my whoooole beeeautiful daaay. WAAAALAAAOOOOO EEHHH!!! ~!@#$%">~!@#$%*()_+ ( Inserts aey whole essay of profanities, with my two lil but mighteeey middle fingers up with the support of my two middle toes. ) I wanna tell her off straight in her face but later she cry, then she complain by barking lika dog, then people symphatize her, then she gets her *$!#ing way. Yalayala, you're sucha biiig fark and you can action already. I hate her, she also hates me. She diao me, I diao her back. She glare at me, I smirk back at her. She not happy with me and smiles at me which give a hint that she's faking it so I do the same. Tit for tat. WE'RE BOTH EQUAL YOU B*TCH! YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ME. I'M IMMATURED FOR HATING YOU, AND SO ARE YOU! I think of you eeeevery sssingle daaay and keep you right in my mind, ............. oh? why? BECAUSE I'M SERIOUSLY HATING YOU. Not like you're important to me at all. You really get on my nerves. Go bang wall die ! DIEDIEEEDIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!@# And puuuhh-lease, I, am, NOT, your, dog, so, STOPEFFINGTREATING ME LIKE ONE, AND, DO YOUR THINGS YOURSELF, DOG.
Yeah, I agree with them, the band's gonna fall, fall, fall.... Have you ever thought deeply why there're people that hesitate to come for band? And how they're feeling? I admit, I USED to really love coming for band practices. But things are different now, as different as the PYMB I knew in 2008. Just look at the 'band table' ..
Band practice tomorrow's, almost whole day leh. (!!!) LUCKY ONLY ALMOST LEH.
I don't wanna see her ____ing face... It's dog face. Wait, no... pig face. ( haha, inside joke. ) My blood's cloooooooose enough to evaporation just thinking about her. The sight of her... FACE, spoils my whoooole beeeautiful daaay. WAAAALAAAOOOOO EEHHH!!! ~!@#$%">~!@#$%*()_+ ( Inserts aey whole essay of profanities, with my two lil but mighteeey middle fingers up with the support of my two middle toes. ) I wanna tell her off straight in her face but later she cry, then she complain by barking lika dog, then people symphatize her, then she gets her *$!#ing way. Yalayala, you're sucha biiig fark and you can action already. I hate her, she also hates me. She diao me, I diao her back. She glare at me, I smirk back at her. She not happy with me and smiles at me which give a hint that she's faking it so I do the same. Tit for tat. WE'RE BOTH EQUAL YOU B*TCH! YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ME. I'M IMMATURED FOR HATING YOU, AND SO ARE YOU! I think of you eeeevery sssingle daaay and keep you right in my mind, ............. oh? why? BECAUSE I'M SERIOUSLY HATING YOU. Not like you're important to me at all. You really get on my nerves. Go bang wall die ! DIEDIEEEDIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!@# And puuuhh-lease, I, am, NOT, your, dog, so, STOPEFFINGTREATING ME LIKE ONE, AND, DO YOUR THINGS YOURSELF, DOG.
Yeah, I agree with them, the band's gonna fall, fall, fall.... Have you ever thought deeply why there're people that hesitate to come for band? And how they're feeling? I admit, I USED to really love coming for band practices. But things are different now, as different as the PYMB I knew in 2008. Just look at the 'band table' ..
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
It's the ghost festival month? I think I'm scared. I'm sure you've received some freaky smses from some idiotic people who've noooothing better to do. It's really better not to read it. I don't know whether I'm imagining things or not but I heard my name called behind me and I stupidly turned back. *Jacqueline also. (idk why, haha). So there was this man jogging(?) and at that time, we were talking about some spooky stuff aaaaand, when he ran pass Jacq, she actually screamed so loudly that people even I got a shock and was too stunned to scream. -_-. People walked pass us....... -_- Idk her. :D
Yesterday night was horrible. The air is daaamn polluted with smoke that I was sneezing and coughing. It was so annoying. ):< Sleeping cured everything but this morning I was hesistant to wake up cos I wanna sleep more. Zzzz. So I slept on and .. -.- Yawn~ Wellwell, after classes, I moved my left leg forward, followed by my right leg, and so this continues, ( I meant I was walking. ) And I don't know what I was doing cos I was still half asleep.... ~ And I remember that it was raining. -_- Drenched, thanks to Jacqueline. I remember saying that today was the luckiest day of my life.. -.- Well, she ended up turning up for band cos panadol cured her immediately? Yeah, right. Someone just needed to be escorted to school. HAHAHAHAA. I suddenly remembered her telling me something stupid like " I feel better already cos I ran. " -_-. So she enjoys running eh? Makes her.... happy.. heh.
She didn't get to run after that but we got to do marching. Still half asleeeep. Zzzz... Wasn't exactly tiring but it was the pain, THE PAIN ON MY FEET. Why does this always happen to me? Whenever there's this hentak exercise, my skin starts peeling off and the skin comes off and ew.. -.- Plasters are great... (': Day ended, byebye.
A part of the challenges in life's about accepting change.
Probably, for the better of the band, you'll really have to sacrifice us, your friends.
I guess we're understanding enough. We know it's a hard decision for you whether to choose your friends or the band. We know that you're stressed, you're irritated, you're confused but you're now an ADM, one of the leaders of our band. It's your job, or should I say, responsibility to do what's best for the band, so do it well. (:
What'smore, we'll still be there for you when you need us.
Yesterday night was horrible. The air is daaamn polluted with smoke that I was sneezing and coughing. It was so annoying. ):< Sleeping cured everything but this morning I was hesistant to wake up cos I wanna sleep more. Zzzz. So I slept on and .. -.- Yawn~ Wellwell, after classes, I moved my left leg forward, followed by my right leg, and so this continues, ( I meant I was walking. ) And I don't know what I was doing cos I was still half asleep.... ~ And I remember that it was raining. -_- Drenched, thanks to Jacqueline. I remember saying that today was the luckiest day of my life.. -.- Well, she ended up turning up for band cos panadol cured her immediately? Yeah, right. Someone just needed to be escorted to school. HAHAHAHAA. I suddenly remembered her telling me something stupid like " I feel better already cos I ran. " -_-. So she enjoys running eh? Makes her.... happy.. heh.
She didn't get to run after that but we got to do marching. Still half asleeeep. Zzzz... Wasn't exactly tiring but it was the pain, THE PAIN ON MY FEET. Why does this always happen to me? Whenever there's this hentak exercise, my skin starts peeling off and the skin comes off and ew.. -.- Plasters are great... (': Day ended, byebye.
A part of the challenges in life's about accepting change.
Probably, for the better of the band, you'll really have to sacrifice us, your friends.
I guess we're understanding enough. We know it's a hard decision for you whether to choose your friends or the band. We know that you're stressed, you're irritated, you're confused but you're now an ADM, one of the leaders of our band. It's your job, or should I say, responsibility to do what's best for the band, so do it well. (:
What'smore, we'll still be there for you when you need us.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Another day again. It's like the same thing everyday that I can barely stand it anymore.
One day I'm just gonna explode. It's a matter of time on when it'll happen. (-.-)
Wake up, go school, go out, go home, sleep, ... It's _ing booorinnnng!! And worse still, I see same people everyday! I go to the same school everyday! I live in the same house everyday! I sleep in the same room everyday! I do the same thing everyday! I fear the same thing everyday! I bully people everyday! I fake a smile everyday. I see myself everyday! .... I know I may sound ridiculous but it's totally truetruetrueee! Don't you get sick of life?! I mean, I'M SO SICK OF IT ALREADY!!! ): Boooo~ Life sucks. There's no way out. Unless someone's kind enough to kill me this instant, I'd be grateful, not. I can easily list down 101 things that I wanna do before my time's up. I still have dreams that I believe I can convert to reality. I still haven't experienced enough of life, with the exception of school days, of coz larh. -_-. I don't have any interest in studying, cos I'm not academically smart. Z. DAMN USELESS LUH. Studystudy and still nothing goes in. My grades are so roller-coaster-like luh. If fail hor, fail until like kanasai. Pass leh? Marks daaaamn chio.
I have always found this unreasonably irritating. :
When I don't study, I get good grades but when I do, it's like world's end.
So.. Don't study? :D
One day I'm just gonna explode. It's a matter of time on when it'll happen. (-.-)
Wake up, go school, go out, go home, sleep, ... It's _ing booorinnnng!! And worse still, I see same people everyday! I go to the same school everyday! I live in the same house everyday! I sleep in the same room everyday! I do the same thing everyday! I fear the same thing everyday! I bully people everyday! I fake a smile everyday. I see myself everyday! .... I know I may sound ridiculous but it's totally truetruetrueee! Don't you get sick of life?! I mean, I'M SO SICK OF IT ALREADY!!! ): Boooo~ Life sucks. There's no way out. Unless someone's kind enough to kill me this instant, I'd be grateful, not. I can easily list down 101 things that I wanna do before my time's up. I still have dreams that I believe I can convert to reality. I still haven't experienced enough of life, with the exception of school days, of coz larh. -_-. I don't have any interest in studying, cos I'm not academically smart. Z. DAMN USELESS LUH. Studystudy and still nothing goes in. My grades are so roller-coaster-like luh. If fail hor, fail until like kanasai. Pass leh? Marks daaaamn chio.
I have always found this unreasonably irritating. :
When I don't study, I get good grades but when I do, it's like world's end.
So.. Don't study? :D
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I guess I was wrong all along.
" Pure & Innocent. "
Mmmm.. Life's lil' ironies. Gawdddd, now that I think back, it never fails to surprise me over again. I think we were loosing our minds. Did we... Uhm, I mean did we just do what we did?!! O.O I'd really like to see how dumb we were back then and laugh at ourselves again. Never thought we'd land into such troubles. Troubles that are slightely more serious to deal with, together with you people. Owell... HYPER-M ! HERE WE COMEEEE ! X: ( You probably won't know what I mean. ) Uwahahahahahahahahahaharrr~ I think I'm desperate. )': Boohoo~
Is this the right way to spend the last day of examinations? By showing you don't care about things happening around you and being such an arsehole? Huahar, maybe. (: Well, goodbye to common tests, see you again on the EOYs, don't come back soon~ (: I swear I made a hell lot of mistakes in my papers. I don't know why Jericho (WTF!!!@) was stuck in my head during the math examination. Of all things, JERICHO?!@# Ps, I dare admit. It was totally distracting me luhhhh, I don't know what's wrong with my mind. ): ... but..
Something I have to say :
I'm notta band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a bad geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek.
I hope this proves I'M NOT A BAND GEEK.
________
I no longer feel complaisant anymore, though I know I can't coerce anyone to feel the same. Nothing is enough to infiltrate your mind this crux of the problem, it's impossible and impossible.
Yes, I was wrong.
Mmmm.. Life's lil' ironies. Gawdddd, now that I think back, it never fails to surprise me over again. I think we were loosing our minds. Did we... Uhm, I mean did we just do what we did?!! O.O I'd really like to see how dumb we were back then and laugh at ourselves again. Never thought we'd land into such troubles. Troubles that are slightely more serious to deal with, together with you people. Owell... HYPER-M ! HERE WE COMEEEE ! X: ( You probably won't know what I mean. ) Uwahahahahahahahahahaharrr~ I think I'm desperate. )': Boohoo~
Is this the right way to spend the last day of examinations? By showing you don't care about things happening around you and being such an arsehole? Huahar, maybe. (: Well, goodbye to common tests, see you again on the EOYs, don't come back soon~ (: I swear I made a hell lot of mistakes in my papers. I don't know why Jericho (WTF!!!@) was stuck in my head during the math examination. Of all things, JERICHO?!@# Ps, I dare admit. It was totally distracting me luhhhh, I don't know what's wrong with my mind. ): ... but..
Something I have to say :
I'm notta band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a bad geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek.
I hope this proves I'M NOT A BAND GEEK.
________
I no longer feel complaisant anymore, though I know I can't coerce anyone to feel the same. Nothing is enough to infiltrate your mind this crux of the problem, it's impossible and impossible.
Yes, I was wrong.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Finally replying tags again. I really don't see a need anyway, /:
bryan: oi u la XD i go first
wen: he spamer la
dorothea: O.O charlote sorry this two spamer followed me ! sorry
bryan: he did
dorothea: oi!y u follow meO.O did u bring bryan?
wen: hihi!
dorothea: hihi
NO LIFE UH ?!
jianhao: haha... red ass. and fat ahmah.
jianhao: toot.
Uhmm..
Erwin: -_-
Z.
Jacqueline: i chose him already! haheho! so shuaiiiiiiiiiiiii! :x
Orh.
Joy: Hello charlotte LUM! haha. @-@
Hi.
Atikah: Link me .. At atikahheress.bs.com
K.
Bryan.: yes, google, how efficient. :D
Ya.
People should just stop backstabbing/complaining/whining and tell the opposing party what's your fuckin' problem. Jealous of his awesome friends? LIKE COME ON! We're in the 21st century! MUST YOU CONTROL HIS LIFE? MUST YOU FKING JUDGE US? YOU FUCKING ANNOYING DOGGIE NIGGA OF AN ASSHOLE MOTHER FUCKING BITCH. STOP TRYNA SCREW OUR LIVES. You think you own this fucking world? YOUTHINK YOU OWN IT HUH?! YKNOW YOU'RE ONE BIG JERKASS IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW THE WORLD AND YOU KNOW US. YA DON'T HAVETA TALK SHIT LIKEHOW YOU CHEW YOUR BLODYU DOGGIE SHET. GO HOME TO YOUR MUMSIE TO CRY YOUR BLOODY FAKE TEARS. STOP YOUR FXCKING COMPLAINING AND FACE THE FACTS - YOuRE A DAUGHTER ODF A DOG. GET THINGS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START BARKING. YOU REALLY SHUD SHUTAP N BUZZ OFF. YOU'RE IN OUR WAY.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Hello!! Hi! Hihihihi! :D
Today I went to the Zoo to visit my fellow distant relatives. \(^0^)/
They didn't seem surprised that I came to visit them after soooo long though.. Upsetting. )': After so many years without any form of contact, AFTER SO MANY YEARS OF NOT MEETING EACH OTHER !!! I took the initiative to visit them, ANY YET ?!? They're so cold, so aloof, so distant. Hahahahah!!! FYI, I'm referring to the monkeys, who are not actually my relatives but still, distant ones........ Whatever~
Took pictures with the animals. But my camera didn't even last a quarter of the whole journey. ): Well, handphones are backups, no worries. :D But I'm not gonna post any pictures. Considering the fact that my sister is suffering with the superbig number of pictures to upload into her blog, I don't wanna end up like her. :p
I just realised that animals are so cute, especially with their bigbighugehuge round eyes, but, very smelly. -.- I don't like. WAITWAIT! I'm having second thoughts, THEY'RE NOT CUTE. There was this sealion performing, and it was obviously ACTING cute. YES ! THEY ONLY ACT CUTE TO ATTRACT THE TOURISTS. NOT CUTE AT ALL !!!! >:D And the Baboons are fxcking disgusting.. I seriously don't need a free show. They were.. humping... for people to see. -.- No joke. Monkey porn. Gosh~ They butt cheeks are redredreddddd so were their balls. Obscenity..
Horrible long day. I'm so, HYPER! not. Well, walked almost a half portion of the zoo, cos my legs couldn't carry me any further whatsmore, the day was already ending.
Another reminder, COMMON TESTS STARTS TOMORROW! :d
Let's look on the brighter sight, it ends after wednesday. All the worst, people!
Today I went to the Zoo to visit my fellow distant relatives. \(^0^)/
They didn't seem surprised that I came to visit them after soooo long though.. Upsetting. )': After so many years without any form of contact, AFTER SO MANY YEARS OF NOT MEETING EACH OTHER !!! I took the initiative to visit them, ANY YET ?!? They're so cold, so aloof, so distant. Hahahahah!!! FYI, I'm referring to the monkeys, who are not actually my relatives but still, distant ones........ Whatever~
Took pictures with the animals. But my camera didn't even last a quarter of the whole journey. ): Well, handphones are backups, no worries. :D But I'm not gonna post any pictures. Considering the fact that my sister is suffering with the superbig number of pictures to upload into her blog, I don't wanna end up like her. :p
I just realised that animals are so cute, especially with their bigbighugehuge round eyes, but, very smelly. -.- I don't like. WAITWAIT! I'm having second thoughts, THEY'RE NOT CUTE. There was this sealion performing, and it was obviously ACTING cute. YES ! THEY ONLY ACT CUTE TO ATTRACT THE TOURISTS. NOT CUTE AT ALL !!!! >:D And the Baboons are fxcking disgusting.. I seriously don't need a free show. They were.. humping... for people to see. -.- No joke. Monkey porn. Gosh~ They butt cheeks are redredreddddd so were their balls. Obscenity..
Horrible long day. I'm so, HYPER! not. Well, walked almost a half portion of the zoo, cos my legs couldn't carry me any further whatsmore, the day was already ending.
Another reminder, COMMON TESTS STARTS TOMORROW! :d
Let's look on the brighter sight, it ends after wednesday. All the worst, people!
* J-E-A-L-O-U-S-Y.
I know, I understand, I experienced, life is so unfair!!!!
Most people out there in the North, South, West are spending their life in paradise, in the lap of luxury. While, this screwed........ East side of Singapore, IS SO BLOODY FXCKING SCREWED THAT I'M FXCKING ENVIOUS OF THE NORTH!!!!! AND THE SOUTH!!!!! AND THE WEST!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmph. ):<
Look at the other schools! I mean, LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK, WITH YOUR EYES!!! The facilities! The environment! We're just peanuts, the small, teeeenyweeny ones. One example, other's have lifts, we have? Staircases? Lotsandlotsofthem. But in fact, they've got more, their school's much bigger, that's of course. Tsktsk. Argh. I'm actually comparing to ACSI, where those rich bastards go to. Well, basically, I went to their concert, and toured the school, not everywhere, but I already amazed. The band, it was more like a cohort of elites. AWESOMENESS!!!.. They practically have all the musical instruments that existed in a band, they've a total band strength of 92, w/o the junior band, they're a concert band and yet... PYMB, a marching band is, SMALLER? -_-.. z. Oh! and I really have to say this, THE HARP IS BEAUTIFUL, haha.
Their junior band doesn't differ much from the main band, and considering the fact that they're secondary ones, THEY'RE GOOOD, REAL GOOD. Awww.. the shame.. (-.-)-'- ... They played a song called Godzilla eats Las Vegas, it was damn creative luh. Godzilla actually appeared. Hahahahaha. The band was screaming, yes, the high pitched scream. ( takes a deep breathe, -.- ) To give the " very scary " effect I suppose. ( They effing didn't have to....-'- ) Literally, it was more like a comedy, 'cos Godzilla was more funny than scary. I like :D ( But not the screaming. ) It started stumbling in a goofy manner, trampling on the fake buildings.. and not to mention, the poor toy bear, kicking and tossing stuff around, AND THERE! The audience went high. Hahahahha, definitely a concert worth watching. Yes, this goes more to Jacqueline.... Happy Kennel...... ( heh ) Or.. Him. Uwahahahahahahaha ~
Ohmy, it's 3.03 AM.. Uhm. How long did I take to blog....?
Z~ MSN convs. are in my way. Appearing offline's still better somehow.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Like most of the other bloggers say, SCREW BLOGGER !
Something is really wrong with this frigglin' bloggaaaa, you know? ): Ya, durrh.
Oh! I, think, I, found, out, the answer to my question from my previous posts.
Maybe it's not that change is occurring but it's that I've just discovered and learnt more about that certain, changed thing, more likely, things. Oh well..
Face the facts.
None is one of a kind. Just similar.
You can't figure out what I mean, do you? Hah.
COMMON TESTS STARTS NEXT WEEK?
YES, COMMON TESTS STARTS NEXT WEEK, ON MONDAY !
Did I just spoil your mood? Or you wanna thank me for reminding..? *Grins. (8 CHAOS!
Something is really wrong with this frigglin' bloggaaaa, you know? ): Ya, durrh.
Oh! I, think, I, found, out, the answer to my question from my previous posts.
Maybe it's not that change is occurring but it's that I've just discovered and learnt more about that certain, changed thing, more likely, things. Oh well..
Face the facts.
None is one of a kind. Just similar.
You can't figure out what I mean, do you? Hah.
COMMON TESTS STARTS NEXT WEEK?
YES, COMMON TESTS STARTS NEXT WEEK, ON MONDAY !
Did I just spoil your mood? Or you wanna thank me for reminding..? *Grins. (8 CHAOS!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Can't believe I'll say this but seriously,
I MISS SCHOOOOOOL!!! )':
ZZzz.Zz............ZZzzZZzZzzzZZxzssszxcz.
While. others. are. at. school...
Learning and experiencing more of life, playing, talking, crapping and having lotsa fun together, here I am. What now I can have is only to imagine myself in their shoes, not experience them myself. I really envy the laughter and joy in the atmosphere most. ):
T^T Boohooooohooooooooooooo... D': IT'S BEEN 4 DAYS THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN TO SCHOOL! The feeling's just so wrong.. (-.-)p Nehhhvermind, it's for the benefit of my lil fingers, who has to rest before the piano exam starts...... AT 4 !!! Which is sooo long later! ):<>:( Stupid time ! I wanna get on and over with the practicals!! ):<
Positive thinking starts here : ( heeheehee)
What should I do after the exam? :D CELE-BRATE? ^v^
Wheeheeheeee~ I just can't wait to have some stress lifted off meeeee ! :D
Monday, August 10, 2009
Way to go
Awwwww, finally back home. (8
So people, how did you spend your National day? :D
Did you recite the pledge? Did you sing the national anthem?
Did you go all red and white? Huhuhuhuhuh? :DD
Yes? No?
Whatever it is, I only missed out the part about wearing red and white. Huaha.
Hmm..? Happy birthday to aunt elsie. Almost a day spent with her. Oh well... Heh, didn't actually did what I wanna do.. /: I remember telling Bryan via sms that I wouldn't be coming outta home until my piano exam is over. And if course, to do some last minute touch ups on my scales, pieces, etcetc.. Argh, that reminds me, T_T tomorrow at 4, it's already the day.. Owell, goodluck to me then. /: Guess I'll be shivering and having nervous breakdowns at the top floor of heartland mall, where the exam venue is held tomorrow.. Sigh. Back to topic, I didn't do as I planned to. Couldn't stand it being at home and there I go... ZOOOOOOOM !! BYEBYE HOME! and off I went with my relatives. ^-^v Hehehehehee..
Car sick. Still wondering where we should go back then. Passed by Seletar Spring(?) where Colette lives... I used to go there often. Sigh, it's history, long gone. Now that I think of it, it must've been my fault back then where our friendship ended forever. Guess it's too late now. How childish of me. Well, life still goes on and my uncle suddenly cut into another lane. Very smart of him though. /: There was this superdupa loooooooooooooong line of cars as we continued going up north and we found out that that was just because of a 25% discount of petrol due to it being national day, how dumb. There must still be some people stupidly waiting behind at the very end of the queue. ( They should really cut the lane too if they're not queuing for the discounted petrol ) * Grins * Evil me, heheheh.
Day went on, we visited the Science Centre. How awkward, more like random, Science Centre on National day? Heh, well, all I did was snap some photos here and there till the science centre closed and so it did. The things there weren't much of a big deal, except that they're mostly illusions and.. more illusions and more of illusions.. Blah~
Sushi-ed. Aww, gimme a break. I'm so sick of Japanese food already. *-*
Okay, like what people say, eat already then what ? SLEEP. OF COURSE! :D
UWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! No luh, for me, different case, must sing first. ^^!! At exactly 8.22 pm, you can locate me being in the car, heh. Well, the anthem and pledge were being played on the radio, SINGALONG SESSION AGAIN. I think I already know how PYSS students felt already on the singalong session, HYPER!!! that is !!!!!!!! Hahahahahahha~ Got down at cousin's place and watched Singapore idol by Bryan's recommendation. More of a comedy actually, HAHAHAHA ! I couldn't stop laughing !!! ;D But soon, my energy was all used up thanks to the time from 8.22.. (: Zzzz ~
THE NEXT DAY ! :D
My fingers were already running on the piano. Morning finger exercise ? :D
Hmm.. Still wasn't home at that period of time. Already missing home. Yadadadadada, the sky turned dark and celebrated aunt's bday. Oh, don't know why I found this funny= My grandmother, with a snobblish expression, crossed a road. -_- Well, not only that, she crossed it freaking slowly and a bus stopped for her, 3 cars stopped for her, a truck stopped for her.. I can't continue anymore cos I was already laughing.. SHE BLOODY DAMN DARE CROSSED THE ROAD LIKE IT WAS NO ONE'S BUSSINESS! What a joke, and then she got a scolding from my relatives. Awww, they shouldn't care so much~ (': HAHAHHA.
Okay. (: Story's ended. I realized that I keep blogging about my daily events these days. O.O Well, I wonder who even bothers reading about my life. Hahahaha, so dull and boring. ;p
School's starting tomorrow ? Am I turning up or not ?
Indecisive? Mmm.. It's because it's a choice between this or that that I can't make.
Hmmmmmmmmmm...
Saturday, August 8, 2009
I just realized that google is soooooo efficient and.. POWER!
So many things easily found just from that webbie! (:
( I know I sound like an idiot. )
Yes. Replying tags are simply too easy for me. Byebye.
So many things easily found just from that webbie! (:
( I know I sound like an idiot. )
Thought of replying tags.
`♥ VaneSASA: yeahs , people changes , like me , i am being from worst to bad now , & bad to good soon , (:
Whatever.
dorothea: =.= hihih. hihiihi XD hi chalote XD
Hi.
jianhao: NO!
Oh.
vanessa: ahahs, you self-entertain alot aye? & tag me uhhs! ^^ HELLOS! (: havent talk to you for a super long time already! ohoh, relink me! reminiscetht-love.bs
K.
BJORN's DA NAME BABEYYY !: T-T want cry alr la so touchedd. omgod i randomly come to your blog and u still keep my link. omg so touched worrrr !
Kk.
linda: other than him, we do get what he meant. lol
Ok.
CharlotteLim: Relink me - http://charlotte-rants.blogspot.com
K.
Yes. Replying tags are simply too easy for me. Byebye.
Friday, August 7, 2009
Today's awesomely fastttt.
I'm in the mood to list everything down. (: Bear with me, bear with my looong post. :D
First thing in the morning - I saw sayidah's message on my phone. A moment back then, I was stupid enough to ask myself why the time was already 6 am. ( that's because I woke up late, obviously. ) Rushrushrush and I broke my record ! 15 minutes to prepare ! (: But my hair was still wet when I tied it up. X: I realised Sayidah was also late. Easy solved - Got dad to fetch us. Hahahaha, the night before, Sayidah and I planned to meet each other before we got to school. But.. I guess the aircon was too comfortable ? that I slept too long ? X:
Well, dad drove us to school and we both (ass and sucker) forgot to bring our thermometors. Great day isn't it? Had to buy new thermometors and were told that we had to wait. Dang. I really wonder what's the big deal of having to take out the new thermometors to sell to your students.. Time delayed.. Time delayed even more.. More wastage of my time.. And FINALLLLLLLY ! .. Oh, no, not the new thermometors, but we finally decided to change into our uniforms first. Huaha. Yes, the thermometors eventually came by human transport, uhm.. from Mdm Nava's hands I mean. Took temperature and.. I'm soooo cold, even though the uniform was stuffing me to death, if you know what I mean. It must've been the thermometors fault which costs $ 2.50 and which is of low quality. Not accurate eh? Thermometors - A thing which I ( me ) discovered that it existed during the SARS outbreak, I'm serious. X:
No fall in.. YAY !
No scoldings.. YAY !
Must eat.. Nuuuuuuuu... )':
Disgusting. I mean the bread. KAYA. Gosh. )': Hate it. Hateithateithateit. ):<
The breath-taking aroma of kaya..!!! * Gasps * .. * faints * Yes, no choice. Sili(Lamer) didn't wanna eat it too.. I totally understand how she feels. (': So, my dear readers, guess what happened to the bread ? .. It was forced down my throat. Let me repeat, as I said, no choice. Oh ! I know this is dumb but.... Our section has our own individual dumb name. Introducing, ass = stupider girl. ( Sayidah, what can you expect? I'm stupid you're stupider! ), Xiaorong gilagirl, Vania retard, Fakhrina idiot, Quraishya Looser, Sili Lamer, Jocelyn.... Pervert, stay away from her! and lastly, Sucker! which is me! Ignore the lameness but this somehow contributes to the bond between flute section. Okay, pass the topic. (:
National day parade @ PYSS !
Yes, uniformed groups paraded on the parade square and the band performed, at the back. (: Preferred it actually. But.. in the end, they turned round. -_-! Yes, camera flashes here and there, cos we're for freeeeeeeee.. X: Saw the same cameraman that took my picture when I was for school on thursday, I don't know why. Felt so .. -.- -'- The end, parade ended.
Games Fiesta. More like walkabout fiesta. Eat, laughed, talked, laughed, walkedwalkedwalkedwalkedwalked... talk and walk, I'm still not done yet.. walk, talk, talk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, talk, laughed, walk, talk, talk, look, see, play, laugh, talk, talk, walk, walk, walk, zzzzzz.. AND GATHERERED AT THE HALL. ( Even I myself is irritated. ) Now ! at the hall, there was confusion going on in my mind : Why were the majority of the people in the hall so.. excited ? It was just a singalong session.. o.o They love Singapore so much? Or is it the Singapore flag and the flippers that they childishly happy about ? Hahahhaa, I wonder... Oh ! Haslinda smuggled 2 national flags, she's such a despo. Who knows what she's gonna do with it at home... -_- She diedie refused to pass it to the front. HAHAHAHA. Yes, with the students of PY being so enthusiastic, in such rare times, I was too, tempted to become like some retarded fool swaying the flag and singing along but, I controlled. Don't ask me why though. Hehehhehee, right now, you must be thinking of the reason of my veryvery own awkwardness but, let me tell you, it's useless to try thinking what I'm thinking. Muahahhahahhaa.
Dismissed. School's over! not. Still had math classes going on in the afternoon.
Typical people like us will say..
" Let's go for class later ! "
" I don't feel like going to class. "
" Let's go there a lil later then! "
" Okay. "
1 hour passed.
" Shall we go now ? "
" How about later ? "
" Okay. "
Another hour passed.
" Let's go later. "
" Sure. "
Guess what happens next.. Something for you to think. Heheheh.
Playground. Prank calls. Bused home. And, yawn~ I'm dying to finish this post ASAP.
As soon as I count to 1... xxx
I'm in the mood to list everything down. (: Bear with me, bear with my looong post. :D
First thing in the morning - I saw sayidah's message on my phone. A moment back then, I was stupid enough to ask myself why the time was already 6 am. ( that's because I woke up late, obviously. ) Rushrushrush and I broke my record ! 15 minutes to prepare ! (: But my hair was still wet when I tied it up. X: I realised Sayidah was also late. Easy solved - Got dad to fetch us. Hahahaha, the night before, Sayidah and I planned to meet each other before we got to school. But.. I guess the aircon was too comfortable ? that I slept too long ? X:
Well, dad drove us to school and we both (ass and sucker) forgot to bring our thermometors. Great day isn't it? Had to buy new thermometors and were told that we had to wait. Dang. I really wonder what's the big deal of having to take out the new thermometors to sell to your students.. Time delayed.. Time delayed even more.. More wastage of my time.. And FINALLLLLLLY ! .. Oh, no, not the new thermometors, but we finally decided to change into our uniforms first. Huaha. Yes, the thermometors eventually came by human transport, uhm.. from Mdm Nava's hands I mean. Took temperature and.. I'm soooo cold, even though the uniform was stuffing me to death, if you know what I mean. It must've been the thermometors fault which costs $ 2.50 and which is of low quality. Not accurate eh? Thermometors - A thing which I ( me ) discovered that it existed during the SARS outbreak, I'm serious. X:
No fall in.. YAY !
No scoldings.. YAY !
Must eat.. Nuuuuuuuu... )':
Disgusting. I mean the bread. KAYA. Gosh. )': Hate it. Hateithateithateit. ):<
The breath-taking aroma of kaya..!!! * Gasps * .. * faints * Yes, no choice. Sili(Lamer) didn't wanna eat it too.. I totally understand how she feels. (': So, my dear readers, guess what happened to the bread ? .. It was forced down my throat. Let me repeat, as I said, no choice. Oh ! I know this is dumb but.... Our section has our own individual dumb name. Introducing, ass = stupider girl. ( Sayidah, what can you expect? I'm stupid you're stupider! ), Xiaorong gilagirl, Vania retard, Fakhrina idiot, Quraishya Looser, Sili Lamer, Jocelyn.... Pervert, stay away from her! and lastly, Sucker! which is me! Ignore the lameness but this somehow contributes to the bond between flute section. Okay, pass the topic. (:
National day parade @ PYSS !
Yes, uniformed groups paraded on the parade square and the band performed, at the back. (: Preferred it actually. But.. in the end, they turned round. -_-! Yes, camera flashes here and there, cos we're for freeeeeeeee.. X: Saw the same cameraman that took my picture when I was for school on thursday, I don't know why. Felt so .. -.- -'- The end, parade ended.
Games Fiesta. More like walkabout fiesta. Eat, laughed, talked, laughed, walkedwalkedwalkedwalkedwalked... talk and walk, I'm still not done yet.. walk, talk, talk, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk, talk, laughed, walk, talk, talk, look, see, play, laugh, talk, talk, walk, walk, walk, zzzzzz.. AND GATHERERED AT THE HALL. ( Even I myself is irritated. ) Now ! at the hall, there was confusion going on in my mind : Why were the majority of the people in the hall so.. excited ? It was just a singalong session.. o.o They love Singapore so much? Or is it the Singapore flag and the flippers that they childishly happy about ? Hahahhaa, I wonder... Oh ! Haslinda smuggled 2 national flags, she's such a despo. Who knows what she's gonna do with it at home... -_- She diedie refused to pass it to the front. HAHAHAHA. Yes, with the students of PY being so enthusiastic, in such rare times, I was too, tempted to become like some retarded fool swaying the flag and singing along but, I controlled. Don't ask me why though. Hehehhehee, right now, you must be thinking of the reason of my veryvery own awkwardness but, let me tell you, it's useless to try thinking what I'm thinking. Muahahhahahhaa.
Dismissed. School's over! not. Still had math classes going on in the afternoon.
Typical people like us will say..
" Let's go for class later ! "
" I don't feel like going to class. "
" Let's go there a lil later then! "
" Okay. "
1 hour passed.
" Shall we go now ? "
" How about later ? "
" Okay. "
Another hour passed.
" Let's go later. "
" Sure. "
Guess what happens next.. Something for you to think. Heheheh.
Playground. Prank calls. Bused home. And, yawn~ I'm dying to finish this post ASAP.
As soon as I count to 1... xxx
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Mixed.
I'm wondering even more than before,
WHAT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO THE WORLD ?
Hmm? Time passes ? People change ? o.o
Guess I'll just have to accept change then. What's more, this is life.
Wednesday. Slackest day of the week as a school day.
Well, Teacher was absent for CME, PE too and even Science. Hmph.
And I was looking forward to badminton.. Speaking of which, I'M LOVING BADMINTON!
Becauseeeee, it's.a.sport.which.i.just.learnt. X:
I never knew the right way of holding a badminton racket, I never knew how to serve the feather-like thingy. BUT NOWWWWWW ! :D :D :D ^~^v
But there wasn't any PE lessons today. Awwwww~ I don't know whether to cry or laugh.
Spent that whole period laughing, laughing, talking.. And locking the guys up in the field.
( They got out without much effort. Tsk. They're violent people. )
Most importatly, I managed to clear my mind. (:
The craziness ended and TADA! RIGHT IN OUR FACE WAS A SCIENCE TEST PAPER.
Just some scribbling here and there and a lil' bit of brainstorming and time's up ! (':
Handed in the test papers and classes ended. Like I said, CLASSES ended. Only classes.
Well, obviously my day didn't end so quickly.
Did the usual slacking at canteen. Adrian was a b*tch. And he still is right now.
He got what he deserved very much, from me.
Sadly, he didn't have the courtesy to say thankyou though.
( He didn't have to anyway! ) UWAHAHAHHA ! >:D
Oh. There was band, some national day rehersal. (-.-)
Yadadadadadada. It felt as though it was never gonna end somehow.
I could've slept on the spot. Yawnzxszxszxs~ Annnnnnnnnnd band ended.
Cried tears of joy... (': Cos I was too happeee. ( Yeah, right, didn't even cry in the first place. )
Felt so relieved, that's it. But Friday..... Ohhh... ^~^ ... I.. Can't... Waaaait... * Shudders *
I can feel my heartbeat rate speeding up .. -.- aku takut. D:
I'm the world's biggest liar and hypocrite.
Goodbye.
WHAT'S ACTUALLY HAPPENING TO THE WORLD ?
Hmm? Time passes ? People change ? o.o
Guess I'll just have to accept change then. What's more, this is life.
Wednesday. Slackest day of the week as a school day.
Well, Teacher was absent for CME, PE too and even Science. Hmph.
And I was looking forward to badminton.. Speaking of which, I'M LOVING BADMINTON!
Becauseeeee, it's.a.sport.which.i.just.learnt. X:
I never knew the right way of holding a badminton racket, I never knew how to serve the feather-like thingy. BUT NOWWWWWW ! :D :D :D ^~^v
But there wasn't any PE lessons today. Awwwww~ I don't know whether to cry or laugh.
Spent that whole period laughing, laughing, talking.. And locking the guys up in the field.
( They got out without much effort. Tsk. They're violent people. )
Most importatly, I managed to clear my mind. (:
The craziness ended and TADA! RIGHT IN OUR FACE WAS A SCIENCE TEST PAPER.
Just some scribbling here and there and a lil' bit of brainstorming and time's up ! (':
Handed in the test papers and classes ended. Like I said, CLASSES ended. Only classes.
Well, obviously my day didn't end so quickly.
Did the usual slacking at canteen. Adrian was a b*tch. And he still is right now.
He got what he deserved very much, from me.
Sadly, he didn't have the courtesy to say thankyou though.
( He didn't have to anyway! ) UWAHAHAHHA ! >:D
Oh. There was band, some national day rehersal. (-.-)
Yadadadadadada. It felt as though it was never gonna end somehow.
I could've slept on the spot. Yawnzxszxszxs~ Annnnnnnnnnd band ended.
Cried tears of joy... (': Cos I was too happeee. ( Yeah, right, didn't even cry in the first place. )
Felt so relieved, that's it. But Friday..... Ohhh... ^~^ ... I.. Can't... Waaaait... * Shudders *
I can feel my heartbeat rate speeding up .. -.- aku takut. D:
I'm the world's biggest liar and hypocrite.
Goodbye.
Monday, August 3, 2009
What I'm really wondering is : What's happening to the world?
' Music '. I feel sick even just listening to that word.
Busy with preparing myself for the piano exams and band.
With the same scores you go through every single day, with the same book and pages you flip through with your fingers, with the same expression you have when you look at the book, IT'S MISERABLE!!! Having to put yourself into situations like this 'cos you're forced to, just because you're aiming for a distinction this time. It's horrible I tell ya. IS THERE A SHORTCUT ? A one which doesn't require much of my precious time and effort? Please. do. tell. me. yes, pretty pleaseeee, though I know the answer's no.... -_- Whatever.
I feel exhausted and frustrated.
Thanks to Phyllis who put me back at playing the 'Romance' piece, just because she liked it, whereas I don't - I hate it to the core! I HATE ITTTT I HAAAATEEEE ITTT ! I just hate the smoothness of the piece, I guess it's too.. Romantic, huh? Don't ask me why, I don't have the answers to your question.
Well, a normal school day today. I heard the examinations are coming soon? Urghhhh, I think you'll see something like ' STRESSED ' on my forehead sooner or later. Yes, everything is being hard on me. My life's all screwed up, including the things I do. I wanna rewind the time if I could. I wanna change things, I wanna correct things the way they should be.
Will ' sorry ' be enough?
Then again, I'm sorry. So many people I wanna apologise to but how?
' Music '. I feel sick even just listening to that word.
Busy with preparing myself for the piano exams and band.
With the same scores you go through every single day, with the same book and pages you flip through with your fingers, with the same expression you have when you look at the book, IT'S MISERABLE!!! Having to put yourself into situations like this 'cos you're forced to, just because you're aiming for a distinction this time. It's horrible I tell ya. IS THERE A SHORTCUT ? A one which doesn't require much of my precious time and effort? Please. do. tell. me. yes, pretty pleaseeee, though I know the answer's no.... -_- Whatever.
I feel exhausted and frustrated.
Thanks to Phyllis who put me back at playing the 'Romance' piece, just because she liked it, whereas I don't - I hate it to the core! I HATE ITTTT I HAAAATEEEE ITTT ! I just hate the smoothness of the piece, I guess it's too.. Romantic, huh? Don't ask me why, I don't have the answers to your question.
Well, a normal school day today. I heard the examinations are coming soon? Urghhhh, I think you'll see something like ' STRESSED ' on my forehead sooner or later. Yes, everything is being hard on me. My life's all screwed up, including the things I do. I wanna rewind the time if I could. I wanna change things, I wanna correct things the way they should be.
Will ' sorry ' be enough?
Then again, I'm sorry. So many people I wanna apologise to but how?
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