Helluuu.

How was your day today? {:

Haha, mine was kinda busy. Today there was an exchange programme for bands. Apparently, it was bad. Yeah, it was rather screwed at Jubiloso. Anyway, it was bloody colddd in the hall. Question is, what was the temperature? >:[ Seriously, I was already shivering so badly and even my teeth were chattering. I wonder who managed to remain warm throughout the whole session. Definately not me. ;p

By the way,
there were better parts in the day.
I've already forgotten what, but I somehow and somewhat know. haha.
It surprises me as to see some old friends in other bands.
Didn't get to say " hi " though. D:
Owell, see ya in the 'battle field'. :p uwahahaa.

Ohmagawd, today's such a tiring day that I had to sleep in the bus.
People are so inconsiderate these days. hmph. -.- zzz.
They were practically making so much noise that I couldn't take a peaceful nap.
At least I got to.. for at least a minute but, my instrument was falling off my hands, -.-
Trying to sleep in the bus is not a good idea. -.-

ciao.

Eh-hey. (:

I haven't been posting these few days because I've got this habit.
I type out so much and in the end, I'll just delete the whole wordy post. [:

Anyway, it's my 1st day in school after the CNY holidays.
Imagine you go to school on Friday and don't have to come back the next day.
It's a Saturday! then followed by a Sunday!
Every week should be like that right? :D (FAT-HOPE, I KNOW.)
No schooling for all weekdays except Fridays. /:
Nehh, I may sound like a pessimist but, teachers definately would find some trouble for you. They'd never let you go so easily. Gaaah. No way I want to be in that miserable state. haha.

Surprisingly, my science teacher was rather nice to me today.
I didn't have to stand up. Whoopee. {:
I bet it's because CNY's over and it's a new beginning for her? or.
Nonono, I bet when she went visiting, she had to put on fake smiles everyday, just to please her relatives, and now she's used to it. This explains why she keeps smiling like a retard.
Nothing explains more than this, hehee. :p

Band was rather fun, yet iritatable today.
Don't ask me why though. No. I'm never gonna share.
urrghhh, seriously, my blood is boiling, it's so intolerable. ]:<
I felt that that someone had a domineering personality.

Fine, I shall bear with it. For the time being. See if it gets too much.
I shall do something about it.

Situation unsettled.

It's CNY, people.
I think my blog's fonts are an eyesore. It's for YOU to read and ME to crap around anyway.
So who's got the disadvantages ? haha.

aahhh, CNY bores me,
I feel awkward being with my relatives. Especially my cousins.
Don't ask me why though. :/ I just feel so. ;p I seriously despise going from house to house. Aunts and uncles will be talking a WHOLE lot to me. And despite the fact that I'd be trying to be sociable, my reply always turns out to be " oh" or " ohkay" or " arh". I pity them a lot.
They must be trying really hard to find a topic to converse with me cos what I observed is that
they always seem to be deep in thought after my short reply. Sometimes, they just walk away. and.. fineeeeee.. Give me peace. -.- Soon, before you know it, they start their own gossips. They'd start with " Charlotte has always been a moody child. " and there goes the conversation.
Only a part of it is true ohkay, not the WHOLE part luh. >:D You'll never know what I'm having in mind. They only said that cos in an album of my childhood days my face was always, " -.- " or " o.o"..

That, I admit luh, it's seriously scary,
I never smile one. eeeeEeyer. Even I'm freaked out by myself. :p hahahaha.
Naaawww , it's a 180 degrees turrrnn , I guess. [8 heheh.

Oh, it's because it's now that I learnt to smile.
muahah, .. ignore me. -.-

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR,

ciaoweees, and goodnight.

Helluuu people of the world, :D

I'm bloody sick of Science lessons. I had a total of four periods of SCIENCE.
Rrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarhh.. >;B
This is totally norrtt faaair! 2 periods after recess and another two from 3 till 4! I actually had the thought of skipping lessons and since my record is purely clean, I shall continue doing a good job being a good girl. Yes people. Get jealous of the blank records I have. [:

By the way,
our dear, favourite teacher, Mrs Ong, who was thoughtful enough to try entertain us, ended up making us even more restless. She played a bloody stupid song about atoms which had the same tune that playes over and over again and again, again.. -.- zzz. Omigosh, the song makes me sick. Oh yeah, thanks for the effort made though. sigh~
Back then after class, I remember I was super tired that I could just lay on the ground just to get my sleep. I swear I'm having flashbacks of myself mumbling " tireeeeeeeeeeeeeeddd, tireeeeeeedddddd............ " Poor me, I actually became awfully stupid after class, my brain wasn't functioning properly that I was iritating people and I didn't know it. sheesh. o;

I pity the people around me at that moment.
Physics sarks. [8

HELLO.

School was so much fun. [:

Except the part where I had to do work. Durrh. Adrian and Ryan are seriously IRITATING. -.- Each and everyday I have to hear their screams and wails. ahhhhhhhhhh. But they're funny also, [: ( In the wrong way. -.- ) The teacher was already screaming and shouting at them and instead of feeling a slight lil bit of remorse, the two suckers gave that evil witch laughter which was so shocking.. * shivers * They're really freaking me out.
How dumb can they be ? haha. With them, I is gone case. [:

So the later part was all about laughing, laughing, laughing until your stomach hurts. This china guy was someone new in school. He looked damn decent back then lah.
During CME last week, we were supposed to form a group of 5. He then came into our group. That time still quiet quiet one. -.- Hypocrite.
Owell, we then had to think of a group name. So we named it " LCB " .
It actually meant Little Chio Bu-s.. I didn't knew what the hell that was all about, but then since everyone agreed, I had nothing to comment on. So yeh, it officially became " LCB" .
Adrian LUAH then started the Lao Chee Bai (LCB) thingy. & yeah, he taught the china guy the meaning of that, right on the spot and now that china guy often uses that word.
And TODAY, Jingyi was like pointing a pair of scissors directly at herself ( for nothing ) and exclaiming that she wanted to die. useless. -.-
That china guy then said " wo mei you bi ni ! ( I didn't force you) "
No one got the joke then he said something sick ..

" ni zhi dao she mo shi wo mei you bi ni mah ? "
( Do you know what I didn't force you meant ?)
Everyone shook their heads.
" Shi wo mei you penis!! :D :D :D "
( I don't have ___ )
Everyone was like laughing luh.. Sickos.
That china guy was laughing too, and was absolutely proud of his sick joke. -.-

Yes, I was laughing too, for another reason,
" Foreigners come to Singapore to learn sick things, how dumb. -.- " I actually teared back then.

Bytheway, the china guy goes by the name of Jin Ge.
Shan't name him " the china guy anymore. " >:p
keep forgetting his name.. and this reminds me..
I still don't know everyone's names in class. [':

Till then,
ciao! 8]

I am certain about why teachers want to be teachers.

Question is, " Why do they want to be teachers ?"
It's not like that they enjoying teaching. Durrrh, obviously norrrt. >:p
Owell, today, don't be surprised, (8
but two teachers admitted that they're teachers just because
they can do all they want to do us, naive and innocent children. D:

You must be thinking , " Like that of people also have one arhhhh?! "
YAAARH LUH ! of course! they're like that!
Meanies.. typical bullys. I feel that they're smart though. :p

I've happened make a wild guess about their young and private life, it seems like it explains why teachers are such terrible human beings. (:

So yeh, being in school/ home/ blabberblabber.. blah.
THEY WERE ILL-TREATED! UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ( -.- )
They had to take beatings/ scoldings from their teachers whenever they refused do their assignments. O: Poooor thing.
NO, they deserved it ! >:D

Wellwell, who ask them don't want to do homewuurk loh ? hahaas.
Now that they've got the opportunity to make themselves feel good, they bully students like me ! Actually the fault actually lies with the teacher's teacher who punished them so severly in the first place. Stupid them.

Roooooooooooooooooaaaaaaaarr.

Scoldings and punishments aren't the issue, I don't mind.
It's the teacher being so unreasonable. Today I walked into SCIENCE class. Yes, I'm emphasizing it. -.- And teacher said that I was late.

" Bell haven't even ring leh ! , -.- ?! WTH "
" No loh, you see my clock up there, it's already 5 minutes past 2"
" But bell haven't rung !! "
" You're late! "

- ohhhhhh wadevaaaaaaaa. -

Ohkay.. I was asked to sit on the floor in front again and ..
" RIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNG ! " , the bell rang.

Gives the teacher the * You've lost * look.
And yesyes, she had nothing to say..
Of course she wouldn't admit that she's wrong.
So I gave her face luh. (: And happily sat down on my seat,
She didn't stop me or anything so I assumed she knew I was right.

Turns out that her dumb clock was 5 minutes early.
She just managed to embarass herself.
I knew what she was going to do immediately after lesson.
And that is : Quickly set the clock to the appropriate time.

She'd better do so ! Uwahahahahahahaha.

I MISS MY HANDPHONE !
so, so, so TERRIBLY.. T_____T

I wonder how my baby's doing right now.
Ahhhhh. I'm definately feeling the guilt of not taking good care of it.
But I'm definitely not depressed okay. It's not something likely to happen. :p Just a little remorseful? haha.
Currently, I'm using w910i and I'm veryvery sick of it. So yeh, I'm waiting for some new design that'd catch my eye. Something like love at first sight. Hahahahas. {: & I'm so gonna get my hands on it. MINEEEEEEE ! (8 Charlotte's a patient lil girl. >:D she's gonna waaaait.

, lalalalalalalala Enough of my craps. -.-

School was ohkay. o: Not like it's so exciting each day, but I'm still looking forward to school. Except for Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays. Got science lesson lah. I don't like. D:<

Roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I've developed a certain hatred towards my teacher.
Anyway, life's been so stressful these days, i feel so exhausted.
Only thing i look forward to is the end of the day. Sleep. Because that seems to be the only break i have. Sad thing is, time passes so fast that it only feels like you've slept for less than a minute. ]: Before you know it, its time to begin a new day when you've not completed things that should have been done the day before.

thelightisburningout.ineedfuel.

Heyho people of all shapes and sizes. (:

So how was your day? {:
Well, today sucked for me.

Basically, in the morning, my overly concerned parents were hunting down for my sister who was somewhere else other then home. ( She stayed somewhere else in the night before )
That is ohkay luh.
Worse still , they forced me to participate in this big hunt.
Gave them the " -.- " look, but still , they still insisted.

Yes. Poor me. I'm missing my dear naps. -.-
All these sacrifices of sleep time better be worth it.
But NUUUUUUUU! She was still MIA.

So, everyone gave up. Weehoo.
FIIIIIIIINALLY !
So yeh, spent my day, making good use of my time shopping. ^^
Sunday's the BEST!
That's the only day I'm filled with LIFE.
Actually, I'm sleeping for almost the whole day luh.
hahahahhas.
No school, teachers, nor band spoiling my desired day.
AHHHHH! I LOVE SLEEPING ! "It's first prioty" , I say. -.-

This reminds me..

My sister was found at last,
sleeping at home so peacefully, like nothing happened.
Stupid her ! I wanna kill/slap(whatever horrible word here) her !
Raaaaaaaaaah !
Hahahahas , kiddin.

What is happening to me? 'Cos all that's revolving around my mind is BOOKS.
Mental symptoms of a nerd? HAHA!
Nuuuuuu!! I feel so dull. I think im mad or suffering from something.
Which is nothing.
I know and certain that i laugh alot everyday but each time when i try to type it down, i forget what matter i was laughing about. :/

Ohmagawd, I feel so crappy inside and outside of me.
Ahhhhhhh. This is sooooooo weird. :/

Bandzxs.

Ohmymama, I'msotired. What is wrong with meee?!
Hahahaha, nonsense. Nothing's wrong. I'm perfectly fine. :p

Or that's what I think. hahahas.

Anyway, I scored a 16/30 for my fweeakin' mathematics class test.
& that's bad already. Worse still, Gohlayna reduced 15 marks from the overall.. MYHARDEARNEDMAAARKKS ! ]': She left me a pathetic/miserable 1 mark.
Reason being : I borrowed a calculator. (:

So, 16 - 15 = 1. It's true ! I wasn't dreaming !
I can't get over reality mannnxzs. T^T

Bytheway,

Whoopee !
I scored a 1 mark! Ohmagod. ohmagod. ohmagod. I am so proud of myself. ^^
I would like to thank myself for lightening my bag.
A calculator means extra weight. That's what I assume.
Laughoutlaaaoooouuuud.

At least she gave me "1" instead of "0", >:p
Wow, I'm so positively charged that I'm so impressed with myself.
It may not be distinct, but..
this is how I really am ohkay! , UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAA..
Ignore me. I know I'm crapping. 8)

Mathematics is a lovable subject but I still hate Miss Goh's ambitious ways of making us do piles of homework. One question is a lot to me. (: Neh just kiddin' . Two is. d:<

Today is such a ohkay-loh-day.
And I feel high and gay suddenly. yehuuuu.

Everyone has their own problems in their lives.

My whole day was spoilt thanks to my awesome science teacherrr. -.-

She can put me to sleep during her lessons in the day.
And I already find it hard to sleep at night. -.-
It'd be better if she comes every night to my place,
give me super boring lectures in my room and eventually,
I'll go to sleep. And she can leave. Job's done.

Probably this is what she was meant to do.
Instead of being so iritatable, punishing students for making the slightest noise from the chair or from the mouth, and making students look so zombified in her lessons.
Students can't help it, but to go daydreaming.
And yet, she doesn't understands and often asks.
" Why yuuh oll sho deeeaaadd onee ? "

Yeahyeah, and of course students will be thinking
that it's the teacher's fault that we're totally bored, the subject science doesn't suck but the teacher does.

BUT , then again , no one dares to speak up.
'Cos we're all smart enough to not argue back or else we'd get into trouble. (:
Seems like this teacher enjoys picking on students. I'm first victim in class.
Because of appearance I guess ? I'm young and she's old ? Jeaaaalouuus ?
First day in her class, I was writing notes and she said I was doodling.
Tried to explain , however I didn't get the chance.
She was still blabbering all her crapdungshitzxs.
I can still remember that stupid expression she has on her face.

awwwwwwttss , IHATEIT. She's BLOODY unreasonable.
ARAABARRGHAGRHGTYH. People curse her. I also want to curse her.

Did I like even offend her in any ways ?!
She's been bossing me around!@ I happened to have a question to ask,
so I turned to the right and she noticed it.
next thing you know , " STAND UP "
and yeahyeah, stood up feeling rather pissed off.
I haven't even open my mouth leh.

Now, she's been asking me to stand every lesson.
How stupid is that. hurhur ?

She told me to sit in front cos I was late by 2 minutes before the bell rang.
That's where the whiteboard is luh.
Not only that luh, she ask me to go further away from the whiteboard
when her classroom's so packed and there wasn't space.
" Mrs Ong, there isn't space. "
" Still want to complain! You late my problem meh ? "
She really answered back that waaaay . I was terribly shocked
by her ignorance and arrogance. Omg.

I don't get this kind of trouble in any other classes but only THIS.
I seriously don't understand what's the big problem with her?

And , proud to annouce , she's totally broken the record.
First teacher listed in my record book.

From the bottom.

Seriously , I have to control my anger.
Nothing's gonna turn out good even if I start giving her the attitude.
Just relax, and pay attention in class. Even if she gets on your nerves.
It's just for a year only. Only a year ....

Hihoooe all.

School was fun. With the exception of homework of course. >:p

I feel like a guinea pig. Basically, I don't even bother touching my books.
Eeeeesh, I hate homewuurrrk. I've clean forgotten about all the pile of homework that the teacher has given us, wheehee. (8

Ahahahaha. Poor teachers.. Their lesson totally bores the students to tears.
Everyone goes " YAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWNNNN ! "
Except me of course.
I'm veryveryvery attentive in class and I don't
sleep / daydream / doodle .. etc. (: Don't ask me anything more about this though.
My lifestyle is all about studying.

No shopping. No televesion. No rotting sessions.
Let alone all these stuff. I don't even have time for myself.
pfffffffffft. Charlotte's a good student. Too good to be true though. :p
hahaas.

Todays concert was a blast.

The audience were in high spirits. Some clapped along to the music being played and some even danced along. Somehow or somewhat I feel that there's much difference in the sound of that band compared to ours. Weird eh.

Positively thinking, i think we're great however they're TOO good.
(: yeah. This explains everything .. Hahaha..

sigh.

I've been upset lately.

I don't know how long more I can remain here.
I'd hope things wouldn't change at all. It's the place I've learnt most.
The place where I've gone through a lot, whether it's in the sun or the rain.
I didn't quit, even after going through so much.
It's like my life, how can I possibly quit after I've gone so far?
It consists of my most memorable and happiest days of my life.

I know I've been neglecting them. But they could at least understand.
I understand that they care a lot for me. Too much.
Hey, I'm used to life like this. No pain, no gain.
I don't care about the pain I go through. I just like being in band.

So what if I have to run so much till I'm worn out?
So what if I have to wake up so early in the morning to go for band ?
So what if I often skip my dinner and go to bed instead?

At least I'm alive.

Sorry, but this time, I have to oppose you two.
I'm so not going to quit.

Yeah, I'm not going to be affected by this issue.
Gonna stay like how I am.
However sometimes I know I can't take it and burst into tears suddenly.

My bad.

Spare me.

I'm sick of holding long notes.
I actually doh-ed. ray-ed. me-ed. far-ed. soh-ed. lah-ed. tee-ed and toh-ed
so many times today.
Boring. I'm both mentally and physically drained.

The ' beep, .. BEEP .. beep, beep' from the metronome makes me sick.
So does the stupid light in the hall.
Of all places must shine at the direction I'm sitting, hahahas. (:

Kay lah, that's enough. -.-

School is such a bore nowadays.
Because of the atmosphere that's so polluted with hatred.
One conflict after another. The world must be revolving in all wacky directions.
The teachers are biased the students don't socialize. (that's me.) -.-
The subjects that teachers teach doesn't suck.
It's the exact opposite instead.
Yes. what's the actual cause of it? TEACHERS.

Teachers bores me to tears. Especially during the unfavourited Science lesson,
The standing exercises starts..
The attitude often shows up during that period of time.
Owell, all I have to do is do my self-study at home,
since the teacher isn't willing to teach me at all. [:
(Hehehe, I'm very independent one ohkay. )

I'm actually very tired. Something beyond tired to an extend that I'm loosing my head. Like insane. Neh, kidding, not so serious. Uwahahahaha.

Ohkay, goodnight. [:
gonna have supper . (8

Nothing matters anymore.

Welloh. );

It seems like the weather is encouraging me to give up on everything.
I feel that there's nothing in my life that's pleasant. And I really meant nothing.
Family. Friends. School. etc, i don't want to mention them.

; They're filled with disappointments.

I need someone to talk to. I'm glad he's someone that understands,
being there when I need him,
bothers to care and listens to what I have to say, advises me what to do,
joke around and making my day cheerful,
being a friend that you'll feel comfortable talking to.
The best thing about him is that he always wears a smile on his face.
All that. Unfortunately,
he himself, has his own problems right now.
Well, I don't want to give him even more stress. Sigh. )':
I guess I'm on my own now.

I realised that I've been frowning much more these days.
After band, the DU had a talk.
We were trying our best to patch things up, trying to smile, trying to laugh.
No. It did not work. Things just got worse and that hurt a lot.
-----
I can't believe I'm already tearing right now.

They just don't understand.
Sometimes I really wonder if I cared too much.
Worst still, people are hitting me when I'm already down.
Thank you for your consideration , people. You're the best.

current mood : pissed, angry, disappointed, whateverrryoucanthinkof.

Some kind of big fxck attitude people have.
No wonder I'm getting to pissed even as I think about it.
I'm becoming more and more like them though - I do things without thinking.
Leaving as and when I want. Giving people the attitude.
; I can't stand myself.

---

What's the problem with that guy.
Do I know him ? Does he know me? NO. Definitely.
Unless he's so smart that he knows everything. Which I doubt so.
So why caring about my life and judging me. I don't need your comments.
They're never gonna be good anyway.
Why don't he just shut up and keep those comments to himself.
He should've kept the comments for the ABC. fxcktard -'-

Anyway, he isn't some sort of guy that any girl wants.
He has a gay name. A girl has it too.
He should just give up on the ABC. 'Cos there isn't any chance for him.
He even has to get her number from another girl. humji.

I'll normally be calm and try my best not to bother about these issues,
however, this time, it's too much. I can't help it but to directly spit everything out.
The worst thing is that , he doesn't even know me.
whatthehellluh, stupid shit.

words can't bring me down.

Teacher's alway's judge a book by it's cover.
They judge a student by the appearance.
stupidshit.

They're reallyreally mean people. oh, oh. and also biased.
Hey, I'm more then willing to learn oh-kay.
I don't find teaching challenging. Unless YOU, YOURSELF,
isn't fit to be a teacher. -.-

I know teachers only look forward to the 'meeting the parents day' .
That's the day where they can get their revenge on students.
how smaart. Happy waiting for that day, teachers.
I'll congratulate you when the day finally comes.
All the complains. I might as well thank you for that.

I know what's right and what's wrong.
Charlotte's actually a good student ohkay. (: Try believing that.

Anyway, ice-cream is coooldd, (8
especially when it gets on your cheek.
Bryan is stupid, ZhengDe is stupider. Owell, I thank you again.

My skirt size is 24 and it's already getting loose.

Either I'm loosing weight or the skirt is expanding by itself.
This isn't good news though.

I love to eat. muahah.

ANYWAY,

Don't come back soon. (: My posts are so gonna be boring.
Especially when school's already started. [8