Hellohellohello. My last blog update was on the 15th December? Approximately 11 days and I'm finally back. (:
This week's been fine? :D Monday, a day out with Ebi. (E-B....... X: ). Tuesday was spent with my sister, from Bugis > Pasir Ris > Tampines > Pasir Ris (again, -.- ) > Parkway Parade. Owell, Tuesday was mainly about spending money.. You don't have to guess - Yes, I'm broke. ): Money makes the world go round? My world isn't round now...!!!! -_- It's a pity that I can't earn money, BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A JOBBBB! RAHHH!! Meh, I've got no time~ Why? Because of my aweeesomly busybusylikeayebee schedule.. ZzzzzZzzzzz~ Hmmm, Wednesday... Wed-nes-day.... O: Lemme think... Oh! There was band. I seriously felt like I came for nothing! HAHA! First, fall in, fall out, combined marching, section marching, sectional music (Warm-up nia.) .... Ydadadadada... Stoned while the band combined in the parade sq. becaaaause I've already transferred over to the pit percussion section and we were intructed to leave our instruments at the sectional area, so boh bian. ): Sian-ed for quite a while. After that, kept instruments and the end of Wednesday's optional band practice. Oh, nooooooO~ It didn't exactly ended cos Miss Joyce Goh wanted to speak to me so yeah, chitchatted and I found out why suddenly my mentality changed.. Owell... I prefer not to voice it out. Thursday, went to Sentosa with clique. PICNIC! Kk, Friday, my bed was my stoning ground. Saturday, went out with Ebi again. :D Oh, I meant, TODAY I went out with Ebi. :D Basically, went to deliver my sister's christmas present to my house. ( This sounds weird.. ) :p Bused to Jurong and MRTed to Tamp. Lunched at Long John. Ate a chocolate cream and had some sorta food poisoning. Can die. Sigh. -_-" SCREWWWWW!!! ): 2 trips to the ladies, ALSO CAN DIE! OHMYHOLYMAAADER! THE F*KING QUEUE WAS BLLAAARDY LONG THAT I HAD TO GO 2 FLOORS DOWN TO PAY A VISIT TO THE GODD*MNED TOIIILET. COULD HAVE JUST VOMITTED ON THE GROUND! So, suffer, suffer, suffered and tada! Finally I got a toilet bowl infront of me! THough, in the end I still had to queue. -.- Zzzz. HATEHATEHATEEEE! Basically, I camped in the toilet cos my stomach was annoying stubborn. But in the end, I became a merlion! Except that I don't have water coming outta my mouth. Only vomit. So happily, Ebi called me.. He was about to get medicine? But noooo, I was already fine.. And so I thought. Went to T1, sickening stomach started to give me pain again, MUST BE SOMEONE CURSE ME! ):< Nah, nonsense. Ebi bought some black charcoal tablets and I ate it. He also sang to me some random songs and his voice can revive the dead. :D POWER! It can even cure my tummy. X: So I listened to his 'wonderful' singing for about 1 and a half hour.... -_- The end.
I love horror movies... Heheheh~ I is not aye sadist.
Saturday, December 26, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Time is my enemy
Hehehe, suddenly I remember that after the YOG performance on 8th December, I met that primary school mate of mine in bedok interchange, giving out flyers. Hahhaa, it's Peishin. She seems the same from how she was before. I was blog hopping just now and I so happened to go into her blog and read her December 8th post. LOL. I miss her too luh. Too bad, we've somehow already lost contact. In fact I've lost contact with all of my primary school mates and moved on in life. I remember it was still in Secondary one that we still interact.. Owell.. I still remember the clique called the MFC. It's amazing how friends come and go, just like that. It still happens, even now.. It's a shame - A period in our lives we were so close and as time passes, we're almost strangers.
It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your lives starts with goodbye.
It's sad but sometimes moving on with the rest of your lives starts with goodbye.
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Tomorrow will be another day.
Yesterday, a full dress rehersal for the YOG performance for the band. It was great that my mouthpiece didn't drop out again.. Because I pushed the whole thing in and it sounds really sharp. X: Wellllll, you'd rather sound sharp than to let the mouthpiece fly again, right? At least I play to myself whenever we have to perform and I suppose people don't find me sticking out. It's a choice made without a choice anyway.. Sigh /: Well, worn out and hungry after the whole rehersal and so napped in the bus on the way to school.
Back at school, there was some checking of uniforms and after that we could go for lunch for an hour which wasn't enough at all. It's because the band store was locked and it took so long for it to be opened, we still had to change back into our pe attire which also took time. Well luckily the break was extended and it was good enough. (:
After lunch, I only remember when it combined. Well, I've always liked to combine the best. (: Played outdoor songs and the phantom of the opera which was really enjoyable. (: Normally I'll play it for fun but finally they're playing it for the next orientation day. :D
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Anyway, I'm in a very plastered state now thanks to the wounds all over. Why? Because I literally fell down together with my bike today at ECP. Hehehehe... x_x
Finefine, fine day today.....But then it drizzled... then it rained... Rained even heavier... And it was all, ..while we were cycling. Owell, I see the good and bad side afterall but at least the good things outnumbered the bad. (: Shall list down the bad side : 1) Cold. 2) Very cold. 3) Superduper cold. :p Yes, also drenched from head to toe.. It was really cold back then, anyone would've felt so anyway.
And so there was a shelter, which we stopped at for awhile but then continued cycling shortly after. Then it happened. I lost focus, lost balance, fell down and wasted a lot of my blood. )': I didn't actually bother about my wounds except for the ones on my fingers.. I was really worried about the blood clot on my index finger cos I really couldn't move my finger at that time. Luckily it's fine now.. Thank goodness, I'll still be able to play the piano and flute. Hahaha. Well, my hands and face always has it's prioties. :D
Dar helped to plaster my wounds for me and fixed my bike which also has it's own "injuries" and so we overshot the given time to return the bikes however there wasn't any penalties or whatsoever given because the guy with the receipt didn't actually checked it properly. It was his own loss while we just went off like nothing happened, haha. Guilt-less, Shhhhh... X: Well, I'm expecting no karma because firstly it was raining and secondly it was a lot of time wastage after I fell down, so yeah... (: Afterthat, we got overselves dirty with saltwater and sand all over. Reeeaaal uncomfortable. x_x Walkedwalkedwalked, something happened at 7 eleven, I remember.. X: Yadadada~ bused back > Can freeze to death in the aircon > Reached home > Showered. (Suddenly I appreciate warm water. :p ). And so whatever that happened, happened.
& Tomorrow will be another day, just like always. (:
Back at school, there was some checking of uniforms and after that we could go for lunch for an hour which wasn't enough at all. It's because the band store was locked and it took so long for it to be opened, we still had to change back into our pe attire which also took time. Well luckily the break was extended and it was good enough. (:
After lunch, I only remember when it combined. Well, I've always liked to combine the best. (: Played outdoor songs and the phantom of the opera which was really enjoyable. (: Normally I'll play it for fun but finally they're playing it for the next orientation day. :D
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Anyway, I'm in a very plastered state now thanks to the wounds all over. Why? Because I literally fell down together with my bike today at ECP. Hehehehe... x_x
Finefine, fine day today.....But then it drizzled... then it rained... Rained even heavier... And it was all, ..while we were cycling. Owell, I see the good and bad side afterall but at least the good things outnumbered the bad. (: Shall list down the bad side : 1) Cold. 2) Very cold. 3) Superduper cold. :p Yes, also drenched from head to toe.. It was really cold back then, anyone would've felt so anyway.
And so there was a shelter, which we stopped at for awhile but then continued cycling shortly after. Then it happened. I lost focus, lost balance, fell down and wasted a lot of my blood. )': I didn't actually bother about my wounds except for the ones on my fingers.. I was really worried about the blood clot on my index finger cos I really couldn't move my finger at that time. Luckily it's fine now.. Thank goodness, I'll still be able to play the piano and flute. Hahaha. Well, my hands and face always has it's prioties. :D
Dar helped to plaster my wounds for me and fixed my bike which also has it's own "injuries" and so we overshot the given time to return the bikes however there wasn't any penalties or whatsoever given because the guy with the receipt didn't actually checked it properly. It was his own loss while we just went off like nothing happened, haha. Guilt-less, Shhhhh... X: Well, I'm expecting no karma because firstly it was raining and secondly it was a lot of time wastage after I fell down, so yeah... (: Afterthat, we got overselves dirty with saltwater and sand all over. Reeeaaal uncomfortable. x_x Walkedwalkedwalked, something happened at 7 eleven, I remember.. X: Yadadada~ bused back > Can freeze to death in the aircon > Reached home > Showered. (Suddenly I appreciate warm water. :p ). And so whatever that happened, happened.
& Tomorrow will be another day, just like always. (:
Friday, December 4, 2009
Pathetique
Now that I think about it, my life's actually very messed up..
I don't have a family who cares. I seriously envy those out there who has a decent and loving family which I don't. I feel so miserable whenever I compare myself with others which I know I shouldn't 'cos I know they're still people out there who's lives are also hard on them.. But then again, it's the majority, the people around me who's led me to this pondering state. Sigh. I wished I was in the other's shoes. Well, if only... If only that happens.. A life of bliss - Is it that difficult to fulfill? Or more likely, it's.. Impossible.
; I've never dared dreamed about returning back home..
I don't have a family who cares. I seriously envy those out there who has a decent and loving family which I don't. I feel so miserable whenever I compare myself with others which I know I shouldn't 'cos I know they're still people out there who's lives are also hard on them.. But then again, it's the majority, the people around me who's led me to this pondering state. Sigh. I wished I was in the other's shoes. Well, if only... If only that happens.. A life of bliss - Is it that difficult to fulfill? Or more likely, it's.. Impossible.
; I've never dared dreamed about returning back home..
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I found my star.
It's been the same thing, like how it always was - Band, band, band, band... It's now left with the YOG but afterthat, we'll soon practice for outdoor. It's like a train that never fails to keep on moving forward.. But, since I'm already here, I'll keep on persevering. Guess I also need more fuel to continue this way.. But then again, there're so many challenges, no, obstacles. So much complicating unhappines that I cannot reveal, thus, trying to hide.. But I feel one day I might just break down, after experiencing how unfair life is.. Sometimes I really just feel like giving up, but it's always because of the times I've failed that makes me stronger and things I've learnt that made me what I am today that keeps me going on and on. And at the end of all this, even if nothing comes out of it, I know I've already tried and did my best.... Sigh.
I feel as though I've lost my only clique. We're no longer as close. It seems like as though we've already went on to our individual seperate paths.. Perhaps they've already found much better people, like tossing aside the old ragged dolls and playing with/moving on to the more mordern toys that they have now. Owell, friends come and go, you see? It's never friends forever... not that I'm trying to be pessimistic or whatsoever but it's true. Reason being one: They're willing to give up older friends for ones that they've just got to know later in their lives. Kinda not worth it but if that's so then so be it.. I've got no way or another to stop you. Goodluck in achieving what you want in the future then, frankly we do not need each other to survive anyway. Well, at least we're ... normal friends. I know it'd be awkward to be like we were before.. after so much that happened because of some intruding. So let's just forget about it and let the past be just a part of our memories.. Our friendship story can end this way if it were written in a book " It was _ that let their paths crossed and it was also _ that seperated them. " A miserable ending, what a pity..
The YOG's performance.. I can say it changed a lot from the very first time is was done. And I hate the fight club now. It's seriously heartbrokening to see my MOUTHPIECE fly outta it's place and hit the ground really hard whenever i do it....................... T___T Question is, how the hell did it come out anyway.. Gosh. Normally people have to put grease to make their instruments be smoother and easier to take out but I don't even use it! I don't understand why whatever and whichever instrument I play for a long time will become smooth... -_- Maybe saliva, sigh~ Hope it doesn't happens again though...
I feel as though I've lost my only clique. We're no longer as close. It seems like as though we've already went on to our individual seperate paths.. Perhaps they've already found much better people, like tossing aside the old ragged dolls and playing with/moving on to the more mordern toys that they have now. Owell, friends come and go, you see? It's never friends forever... not that I'm trying to be pessimistic or whatsoever but it's true. Reason being one: They're willing to give up older friends for ones that they've just got to know later in their lives. Kinda not worth it but if that's so then so be it.. I've got no way or another to stop you. Goodluck in achieving what you want in the future then, frankly we do not need each other to survive anyway. Well, at least we're ... normal friends. I know it'd be awkward to be like we were before.. after so much that happened because of some intruding. So let's just forget about it and let the past be just a part of our memories.. Our friendship story can end this way if it were written in a book " It was _ that let their paths crossed and it was also _ that seperated them. " A miserable ending, what a pity..
The YOG's performance.. I can say it changed a lot from the very first time is was done. And I hate the fight club now. It's seriously heartbrokening to see my MOUTHPIECE fly outta it's place and hit the ground really hard whenever i do it....................... T___T Question is, how the hell did it come out anyway.. Gosh. Normally people have to put grease to make their instruments be smoother and easier to take out but I don't even use it! I don't understand why whatever and whichever instrument I play for a long time will become smooth... -_- Maybe saliva, sigh~ Hope it doesn't happens again though...
; It's You. Happy 2nd 4th monthsary!
Today's day 519 and it also means it's the 55th where it all changed for the
better. I've never believed in forever, but whether you'll be able show me that
it really exists.. maybe, something something closer to forever at least.. - No
one knows. Well, I do hope you really meant what you said though. Dar, I love
you, wholeheartedly. <3
Monday, November 30, 2009
You make mistakes too, right?
Unless you're human, you don't, yes?
Back from the 2 days 1 night desaru trip with the band yesterday. It was a short trip after all, so yeah, only brought my necessities along with me. Well, it was... better last year?
Day one : Forced myself to get outta bed at 4 but couldn't. So yeah, dar's morning call woke me up again. Dragged my left leg first, followed by my right, and the left again.. right.. left....... and right.. left.. Washed up.... yadablahblahblah and left home. Some things unexpectedly happened after I met dar. Well, somehow it ended up that my aunt fetched dar and I to school by car. Reached the school gates. Some of the band members were already there, waiting for the gates to be opened - Eventually, it did. All went to the canteen, sat down in groups. And that was how I got stuck with my group members till the trip ended. The end.
Unless you're human, you don't, yes?
Back from the 2 days 1 night desaru trip with the band yesterday. It was a short trip after all, so yeah, only brought my necessities along with me. Well, it was... better last year?
Day one : Forced myself to get outta bed at 4 but couldn't. So yeah, dar's morning call woke me up again. Dragged my left leg first, followed by my right, and the left again.. right.. left....... and right.. left.. Washed up.... yadablahblahblah and left home. Some things unexpectedly happened after I met dar. Well, somehow it ended up that my aunt fetched dar and I to school by car. Reached the school gates. Some of the band members were already there, waiting for the gates to be opened - Eventually, it did. All went to the canteen, sat down in groups. And that was how I got stuck with my group members till the trip ended. The end.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
If I could wish upon a star
I'd like things to remain like this forever and ever and ever...
Oh yes, it's the holidays, the band practices are still as usual. (: Dar fetches me to go to school together early in morning. (: And so when we reach school the band will fall in at the appropriate time. Sectional marching/music, combine, YOG... Yadadadada, all that and it' be lunchbreak. It'd be a difficult decision on where or what to eat for my section mates and I. Well, the food's limited.. that's why... O: After eating, I find that time will fly, thus the band practice will eventually end. Fall out, and return home for dinner...
Errr, it's like this everyday if it's a band day. (: So yeah, today was different. Supposingly there was YOG practice but afterthat it was cancelled? Thank goodness, I was already planning to go to the ACSI concert a long time ago for my cousin who is performing's sake. So yeah, went with dardar to bedok inter to meet up with the rest of the people in band who's going for the concert.
Bedok inter > Dover > ACSI.
So went into the auditorium at ACSI that has a very weird name. And as usual, I'm fascinated by the size and environment of the school. Ping Yi which is peanuts compared to the school... Sigh. So yeah, their music was as good as ever. I enjoyed a few pieces. And more or less, after an hour later, the concert ended and from Dover we went over to Boon Lay at Jurong Point. Ate at BK there. Went back to Bedok inter afterthat by MRT. Dar. . . . . because I said too much. ): So when we reacher inter, seperated ways, dar sent me home and day ended.
So many things I have to say.
So many things I have to do.
So many things I have to decide.
A path yet unknown..
Joselyn: relink > loves-ickness.blogspot.com
Relinked le. :D
siyi: hi deary! its been a really long time since we've chatted huh? really hope to see you again asap! ^^
Heyhey! (: It's been looooong since we last met! I'll really hope to see you some day... ):
BCYT.♥: LOL TOUCH SOUNDS WRONG LOL ! ^^ TAGGED !
BCYT.♥: CHARLOTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE♥ ! Bjorn here to tag you WKAAKAKAK A ! LONG TIME NO TALK/SEE/TOUCH
Hahahahahaha, long time no seeeee! :D I think I have a higher chance of meeting you cos you live near me? (:
Bryannnnnn.: opps? about the fan. :X
It's okay! Stuuupid. >:)
mendel: ヾ(^ ▽ ^) tagged mei!
Thankyou kor! :D
love, ameliaaaa (; .: Charlotte! link me^^ . tyvm :D. http://www.ameliaaaai-nsanity.blogspot.com
Linked you already. :D
Charmaine: >:(((((((((((((
Charmaine: B!TCHYW!TCHY!! >:(
Charmaine: *****ywitchy >:(
SHUDDUP! ):<
TCJ from MBS: Ping yi sec is in Chai Chee Road and the flats there have a lot of cats Bye
TCJ from MBS: And I can see Ping yi sec from my extra room everyday too LOL
TCJ from MBS: BTY I live just beside ping Yi sec nso if u c me, it;s normal
TCJ from MBS: Hi I closed my blog. Thanks
Uhhhh, you're reallyreally random yknow? ._. You're chuanjie right?.. x_x So you're telling me to unlink you or something?
Oh yes, it's the holidays, the band practices are still as usual. (: Dar fetches me to go to school together early in morning. (: And so when we reach school the band will fall in at the appropriate time. Sectional marching/music, combine, YOG... Yadadadada, all that and it' be lunchbreak. It'd be a difficult decision on where or what to eat for my section mates and I. Well, the food's limited.. that's why... O: After eating, I find that time will fly, thus the band practice will eventually end. Fall out, and return home for dinner...
Errr, it's like this everyday if it's a band day. (: So yeah, today was different. Supposingly there was YOG practice but afterthat it was cancelled? Thank goodness, I was already planning to go to the ACSI concert a long time ago for my cousin who is performing's sake. So yeah, went with dardar to bedok inter to meet up with the rest of the people in band who's going for the concert.
Bedok inter > Dover > ACSI.
So went into the auditorium at ACSI that has a very weird name. And as usual, I'm fascinated by the size and environment of the school. Ping Yi which is peanuts compared to the school... Sigh. So yeah, their music was as good as ever. I enjoyed a few pieces. And more or less, after an hour later, the concert ended and from Dover we went over to Boon Lay at Jurong Point. Ate at BK there. Went back to Bedok inter afterthat by MRT. Dar. . . . . because I said too much. ): So when we reacher inter, seperated ways, dar sent me home and day ended.
So many things I have to say.
So many things I have to do.
So many things I have to decide.
A path yet unknown..
Joselyn: relink > loves-ickness.blogspot.com
Relinked le. :D
siyi: hi deary! its been a really long time since we've chatted huh? really hope to see you again asap! ^^
Heyhey! (: It's been looooong since we last met! I'll really hope to see you some day... ):
BCYT.♥: LOL TOUCH SOUNDS WRONG LOL ! ^^ TAGGED !
BCYT.♥: CHARLOTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE♥ ! Bjorn here to tag you WKAAKAKAK A ! LONG TIME NO TALK/SEE/TOUCH
Hahahahahaha, long time no seeeee! :D I think I have a higher chance of meeting you cos you live near me? (:
Bryannnnnn.: opps? about the fan. :X
It's okay! Stuuupid. >:)
mendel: ヾ(^ ▽ ^) tagged mei!
Thankyou kor! :D
love, ameliaaaa (; .: Charlotte! link me^^ . tyvm :D. http://www.ameliaaaai-nsanity.blogspot.com
Linked you already. :D
Charmaine: >:(((((((((((((
Charmaine: B!TCHYW!TCHY!! >:(
Charmaine: *****ywitchy >:(
SHUDDUP! ):<
TCJ from MBS: Ping yi sec is in Chai Chee Road and the flats there have a lot of cats Bye
TCJ from MBS: And I can see Ping yi sec from my extra room everyday too LOL
TCJ from MBS: BTY I live just beside ping Yi sec nso if u c me, it;s normal
TCJ from MBS: Hi I closed my blog. Thanks
Uhhhh, you're reallyreally random yknow? ._. You're chuanjie right?.. x_x So you're telling me to unlink you or something?
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Ey-hey! (:
The differences between school days and the holidays are not much. :P Well, it's now that we don't have to study and listen to teachers at school but we still have to go to school. Hahahahaha, it's been band, band, band, and band almost everyday! I haven't been spending time with JBJ anymore. (o.o) Even after band I hardly get to go out with them/ eat with them/ talk/ crap with them cos I've been going straight home these days.. (._.) Either my aunt picks me up from school and drives me home afterthat or I have to make it back home for dinner.. I wonder if they still go out together.. (?) Somehow and somewhat my life's been much different than before, now that I live with different people, even things are different now. Frankly, I feel much happier than before though I feel very lonely at home. At least I've gone back to gaming to keep me busy. (: My mom and sister still keeps in contact with me. Hahaha, Charmaine has been asking me to go with her for rebonding but I'm never free. :P Too bad, perhaps another day? :D
On Tuesday, went out with Bryan and Adrian to buy the materials for the fan.. Tsk. So we were sharing materials.. And we were going off to different places.. Well, they insisted on taking the materials so yeah, passed them my fan and all the other stuff. And the next day, my fan came back to me, BROKEN. ):< It really pissed me off. In the end I couldn't do it anymore, was really frustrating. Tsk. I swear I'm never gonna share materials or leave things in other's care anymore. Well, at least on Tuesday I had an awesome piano lesson! :D
Goodbye! Off to school again.
The differences between school days and the holidays are not much. :P Well, it's now that we don't have to study and listen to teachers at school but we still have to go to school. Hahahahaha, it's been band, band, band, and band almost everyday! I haven't been spending time with JBJ anymore. (o.o) Even after band I hardly get to go out with them/ eat with them/ talk/ crap with them cos I've been going straight home these days.. (._.) Either my aunt picks me up from school and drives me home afterthat or I have to make it back home for dinner.. I wonder if they still go out together.. (?) Somehow and somewhat my life's been much different than before, now that I live with different people, even things are different now. Frankly, I feel much happier than before though I feel very lonely at home. At least I've gone back to gaming to keep me busy. (: My mom and sister still keeps in contact with me. Hahaha, Charmaine has been asking me to go with her for rebonding but I'm never free. :P Too bad, perhaps another day? :D
On Tuesday, went out with Bryan and Adrian to buy the materials for the fan.. Tsk. So we were sharing materials.. And we were going off to different places.. Well, they insisted on taking the materials so yeah, passed them my fan and all the other stuff. And the next day, my fan came back to me, BROKEN. ):< It really pissed me off. In the end I couldn't do it anymore, was really frustrating. Tsk. I swear I'm never gonna share materials or leave things in other's care anymore. Well, at least on Tuesday I had an awesome piano lesson! :D
Goodbye! Off to school again.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Hello-Hello! :D
This weekend is AWESOME! It feels as though I haven't been myself for sooo long!!!! :D :D HAHA! Must've been because of the previous few days which were so band-i-fied. Hmm. I feel so relieved that the fancy drill's over though my section scored 63% (bronze).
Mmm.. I was thinking:
1) Truthfully, the truth : " Not good enough. "
2) To make myself feel better : " See from the top nicer luh! ):< "
3) To motivate myself : " There is still the basic drill! "
T_________T It was gold last yearrrr..... /: Tsk. TSK. TSKKKK. Aww.. It's over anyway. Butbutbut. Seriously! IF there's still a basic drill comp, I have high hopes for it. (: (: Heh heh heh. Yes.. yes.. I know I'm just pleasing myself.. HAR-HAR-HAR! >;D ... (-.-)v
Well, yesterday was called zee Sar-ter-day shopping spree and today's called zee Sunny-day shopping spree.. Eh? It was actually drizzling a lil today. X: Anyway, together, zee Sar-ter-day shopping spree arnd zee Sunny-day shopping spree equals AYE MASSIVE SHOPPING SPREE!!! UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~<3333 WHOOO!! I'M EXTREMELY SATISFIED AFTER SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY ON MY THINGS! :D I loveeee this feeling, don't ask me why. Heehee~
It's another bandified day tomorrow! G'night!
This weekend is AWESOME! It feels as though I haven't been myself for sooo long!!!! :D :D HAHA! Must've been because of the previous few days which were so band-i-fied. Hmm. I feel so relieved that the fancy drill's over though my section scored 63% (bronze).
Mmm.. I was thinking:
1) Truthfully, the truth : " Not good enough. "
2) To make myself feel better : " See from the top nicer luh! ):< "
3) To motivate myself : " There is still the basic drill! "
T_________T It was gold last yearrrr..... /: Tsk. TSK. TSKKKK. Aww.. It's over anyway. Butbutbut. Seriously! IF there's still a basic drill comp, I have high hopes for it. (: (: Heh heh heh. Yes.. yes.. I know I'm just pleasing myself.. HAR-HAR-HAR! >;D ... (-.-)v
Well, yesterday was called zee Sar-ter-day shopping spree and today's called zee Sunny-day shopping spree.. Eh? It was actually drizzling a lil today. X: Anyway, together, zee Sar-ter-day shopping spree arnd zee Sunny-day shopping spree equals AYE MASSIVE SHOPPING SPREE!!! UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!~<3333 WHOOO!! I'M EXTREMELY SATISFIED AFTER SPENDING SO MUCH MONEY ON MY THINGS! :D I loveeee this feeling, don't ask me why. Heehee~
It's another bandified day tomorrow! G'night!
Friday, November 13, 2009
Uncertainty
It's been so busy. This week's been occupied by things relating band.. Like the drill practices that were almost filling up my whole daily schedule.
I feel that something's wrong. Wait, no. Maybe I'm just tired.
I need a break. Everyone does. Well, goodbye.
I feel that something's wrong. Wait, no. Maybe I'm just tired.
I need a break. Everyone does. Well, goodbye.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I'm falling
I was lying on my bed early in the morning today, thinking about all that happened previously in my life and I realized that I have to make a lot of decisions. Lately, it's been 'this or that' or 'that or this' and it's an indecisive battle between the two, which is absolutely pressurizing. Urgh. Don't bother my rants.. Besides, I've already made up my mind, since I've never meant much before.
The results are already out - Class 302..
I'm having a lil' bit of mixed feelings, more of being upset. Sigh, Linda's in 301.. Owell.. (:
The results are already out - Class 302..
I'm having a lil' bit of mixed feelings, more of being upset. Sigh, Linda's in 301.. Owell.. (:
Monday, November 2, 2009
Day 491 : Constant as the stars above.
Happy 2nd 4th monthsary! :D I love you as much as always. <3 ^^
It's now the year end H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S and I'm feeling kinda high!
Whooooopeee! Approximately 2 months of break from school. ^.^
I'm soooooo freeeee! No, TOO FREE in fact - Too much of a good thing is.. BAD? D:
Ahahaha, whatever. I've got a feeling this time, the holidays are gonna be better than before. COS, I'm not at home. Uwahahhahaha! MmmmMm? One of the good things about being at my 2nd home? - I have my aunt. :D And she waaaay better than my sister who's got no life and always stuck to the computer, AUDI-ING. Worst still, she neeeveer wants to go out with me. ):< Screw her.. She's always leaving me bored at home with nothing to do, butbutbut, it's a different thing now, I'm living a new life! :D Yeah, somehow. There's my aunt to discipline me now and, I've got 'curfews' now. Not exactly aye curfew but I said so cos whenever I reach home late, my grandma will make a hell lot of noise and I don't like it. So! To prevent her from screeching and nagging, I've decided to come home early after school/band. - before the sky is totally dark? Urgh, it depends luh. O:
Staying at my 2nd home, it's a NO to skip meals. T____T
I sleep also they wake me up to eat. Hmph. Well, they've already said it : Their aim for me is to get to 45kg.. It'd be a miracle if that happens. O: Cos I'm only 38.. Wait. It could be possible! Cos after staying here for about 16 days and I've gained 2kg. They're stuffing me with food like a christmas turkey for dinner? X: Hahaha, they won't eat me like how the turkey will end up. :p
Off to 1st home! My dad is off to work!
Happy 2nd 4th monthsary! :D I love you as much as always. <3 ^^
It's now the year end H-O-L-I-D-A-Y-S and I'm feeling kinda high!
Whooooopeee! Approximately 2 months of break from school. ^.^
I'm soooooo freeeee! No, TOO FREE in fact - Too much of a good thing is.. BAD? D:
Ahahaha, whatever. I've got a feeling this time, the holidays are gonna be better than before. COS, I'm not at home. Uwahahhahaha! MmmmMm? One of the good things about being at my 2nd home? - I have my aunt. :D And she waaaay better than my sister who's got no life and always stuck to the computer, AUDI-ING. Worst still, she neeeveer wants to go out with me. ):< Screw her.. She's always leaving me bored at home with nothing to do, butbutbut, it's a different thing now, I'm living a new life! :D Yeah, somehow. There's my aunt to discipline me now and, I've got 'curfews' now. Not exactly aye curfew but I said so cos whenever I reach home late, my grandma will make a hell lot of noise and I don't like it. So! To prevent her from screeching and nagging, I've decided to come home early after school/band. - before the sky is totally dark? Urgh, it depends luh. O:
Staying at my 2nd home, it's a NO to skip meals. T____T
I sleep also they wake me up to eat. Hmph. Well, they've already said it : Their aim for me is to get to 45kg.. It'd be a miracle if that happens. O: Cos I'm only 38.. Wait. It could be possible! Cos after staying here for about 16 days and I've gained 2kg. They're stuffing me with food like a christmas turkey for dinner? X: Hahaha, they won't eat me like how the turkey will end up. :p
Off to 1st home! My dad is off to work!
Thursday, October 29, 2009
It has been quite long since I last updated? Quite?
I'm spending my life with a whole new atmosphere that I have to get used to - A new home, a second home. I haven't been home since the 18th October. Frankly, I feel kinda sad.. However depressed is not gonna be written all over my face. I, am still going to live my life. I've been thinking about it for some time - To go back home or not to. I'm afraid that the same thing would happen between my... father and I if I do. The things I have now is limited, but I guess I'm happy and contented though. Sigh. At least. But I feel so lonely.. somehow..
Wellwellwell, set the unhappiness aside! (:
School's gonna be over, holidays are coming. YAYEEEE! :D ( Though I know the holidays isn't really gonna be a holiday. ) Hehehehe. Even the report books are out and I'm.... not really satisfied with my results but I'll do better next year. :D Ohohohoh! My theory exam falls on this Saturday! O.O All the best to me? Hmm? Another exam? ToTv
Piano lesson's gonna start.
Hahahahas, ciaosss. :D
I'm spending my life with a whole new atmosphere that I have to get used to - A new home, a second home. I haven't been home since the 18th October. Frankly, I feel kinda sad.. However depressed is not gonna be written all over my face. I, am still going to live my life. I've been thinking about it for some time - To go back home or not to. I'm afraid that the same thing would happen between my... father and I if I do. The things I have now is limited, but I guess I'm happy and contented though. Sigh. At least. But I feel so lonely.. somehow..
Wellwellwell, set the unhappiness aside! (:
School's gonna be over, holidays are coming. YAYEEEE! :D ( Though I know the holidays isn't really gonna be a holiday. ) Hehehehe. Even the report books are out and I'm.... not really satisfied with my results but I'll do better next year. :D Ohohohoh! My theory exam falls on this Saturday! O.O All the best to me? Hmm? Another exam? ToTv
Piano lesson's gonna start.
Hahahahas, ciaosss. :D
Sunday, October 18, 2009
It's currently 3 in the morning and I can't fall asleep. I've been battling, tossing and turning in bed for hours but still no triggered response of complete relaxation - My eyes are still wide opened. Urgh. And so I thought a lil' computing would do the job. Well.. Here I am once again.
I can say it's been one hell of a hectic day before today's.
It started off with my eyes glued to the computer screen thanks to the extremely idiotic blogskin which I gave up editing soon after I received a call from my aunt. I knew right away it was gonna be a beneficial day for me.
Lunch-ed > Wasted time > 2nd round of lunch > Went shopping @ Bugis.
My sis says I'm a glutton.. whatever you think. (: Anyway, I still can't believe Gabriel came over to my place to meet/speak to my mom. He say's my mom looks like a witch? It must've been scary back then? Heheh. Such a pity, my sis and gabriel didn't have lunch with us. Aw.. We even had two lunches... ): @ Mac.. Ahh. Macdonald's is making me disgusted somehow.
Shoppedshoppedshopped to burn off the extra calories and halfway through, the rest shopped without me.. Specifically.. I needed a break. Tired lurhhhhhh~ Even resting is tiring though.. X: Forgotten how things happened but I remember picking a phone for myself, without the slightest bit of being serious at all.. Poof* Back to reality : They were serious about it. And so.. I found out there was a motive behind all that goodness. Such cunning arseclowns.. They're too kind, no? Theretherethere.. I didn't had a choice at all, so yeah, I let my fingers do the running. Dang.
Dinner was so crabbified. Crabs. Crabs. Crabs. And more crabs..
I really don't know how to enjoy food, I get sick of them easily, sigh. That explains? X: But I'm a glutton for only food I crave. :D UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!
It's 4.13AM. O:
I'm up for online gaming. >;)
I can say it's been one hell of a hectic day before today's.
It started off with my eyes glued to the computer screen thanks to the extremely idiotic blogskin which I gave up editing soon after I received a call from my aunt. I knew right away it was gonna be a beneficial day for me.
Lunch-ed > Wasted time > 2nd round of lunch > Went shopping @ Bugis.
My sis says I'm a glutton.. whatever you think. (: Anyway, I still can't believe Gabriel came over to my place to meet/speak to my mom. He say's my mom looks like a witch? It must've been scary back then? Heheh. Such a pity, my sis and gabriel didn't have lunch with us. Aw.. We even had two lunches... ): @ Mac.. Ahh. Macdonald's is making me disgusted somehow.
Shoppedshoppedshopped to burn off the extra calories and halfway through, the rest shopped without me.. Specifically.. I needed a break. Tired lurhhhhhh~ Even resting is tiring though.. X: Forgotten how things happened but I remember picking a phone for myself, without the slightest bit of being serious at all.. Poof* Back to reality : They were serious about it. And so.. I found out there was a motive behind all that goodness. Such cunning arseclowns.. They're too kind, no? Theretherethere.. I didn't had a choice at all, so yeah, I let my fingers do the running. Dang.
Dinner was so crabbified. Crabs. Crabs. Crabs. And more crabs..
I really don't know how to enjoy food, I get sick of them easily, sigh. That explains? X: But I'm a glutton for only food I crave. :D UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA!
It's 4.13AM. O:
I'm up for online gaming. >;)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Heyheyhey! Gosh, I'm actually updating after quite a while and I think I've forgotten how to blog already... /: Uhm. Like this? :D ....Like that? :D Blah~
I've been spending time with dardar these for the past few days and each time he's with me, he forces me to eat on purpose. -.- Anyway, didn't turn up for school today because of my.. valid reason. It's totally valid. (: Meh. So stayed at home, rotting, till dar text me that he was already below my block. I actually wanted to waste his time, making him wait even longer >:D.. but my phone.. blackout. Obviously I had no choice but to go look for him. -_- But.. when I got outta my house.. I observed the numbers that indicates the storeys of the lift.. Predictable. He went up a floor higher than mine and from the staircase, I saw his head poke out.. :p
Randomly went for a movie - Cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
Hmmm.. how should I put it? Oh. I. paid. no. attention. to. it. Don't ask me why. O:
Yadadadada. Ate. Drank. Bused to my.. life-saving destination to get my precious slip of paper.. :D Bused back to my place and my sister wasn't home! ): Had piano lessons and dardar left. Blahblahblah, after it ended, that's how I got here, blogging. Had a great day afterall. :D
Dar, I updated okay? I love youuuu!!!! ♥♥♥
Goodbye! The end.
I've been spending time with dardar these for the past few days and each time he's with me, he forces me to eat on purpose. -.- Anyway, didn't turn up for school today because of my.. valid reason. It's totally valid. (: Meh. So stayed at home, rotting, till dar text me that he was already below my block. I actually wanted to waste his time, making him wait even longer >:D.. but my phone.. blackout. Obviously I had no choice but to go look for him. -_- But.. when I got outta my house.. I observed the numbers that indicates the storeys of the lift.. Predictable. He went up a floor higher than mine and from the staircase, I saw his head poke out.. :p
Randomly went for a movie - Cloudy with a chance of meatballs.
Hmmm.. how should I put it? Oh. I. paid. no. attention. to. it. Don't ask me why. O:
Yadadadada. Ate. Drank. Bused to my.. life-saving destination to get my precious slip of paper.. :D Bused back to my place and my sister wasn't home! ): Had piano lessons and dardar left. Blahblahblah, after it ended, that's how I got here, blogging. Had a great day afterall. :D
Dar, I updated okay? I love youuuu!!!! ♥♥♥
Goodbye! The end.
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
This issue is confusing me to the utmost.
I don't even know how should I feel. Or probably it's just because I'm just running away from the fact that I'm disappointed, and disappointed. Am I supposed mad? or maybe, glad that I've finally discovered the ugly truth which I wasn't supposed to see? Should I or shouldn't be understanding of this matter? I'm so... clueless ; I don't know. I don't know how.. & it's bothering me a whole lot.
Friends. I've always thought that I shouldn't trust any of them and they proved me right. I really shouldn't. It isn't because they're liars or something worse. It's merely just because they have a mind on their own too, sometimes, they just have to tell white lies.. which hurts and hurts even more when they apologize. Apologizing won't make me feel any better but worse. In fact, I've got to thank them for the choice they've made though it's been rather a lil' too much to bear - You won't understand, you'll never understand. It may have been treated like no big of a deal but to me, it does. My closest should know how much I hate it and how much I'm against that stinky filthy piece of dirty, disgusting, moneyflying, waste of resources and AGEING piece of white stick. I only know that when I get my hands on it, I'll find a scissors to snip out all of the filth in the stick. Ew. It's like indirectly putting those brownish lil' pieces of dirt into your mouth. ...Idiots.
Late for school today, thanks to breakfast.
Best part of the day was during Miss gohlayna's extra lessons. This indian girl from 211 joined us and I swear that she has a unique and extremely funny laughter. First it started from a group then another.. and another.. and soon the whoooole class started laughing, TOGETHER, whenever that girl laughs. Hahahaha. I could die by laughing like that continuously in class just now. Our throats hurt a lot while laughing, there were even some that cried just by laughing. Well, did managed to cheer me a whole lot, but not for long..
Anyway, stalkerish or not, but,
I'm watching you.
I don't even know how should I feel. Or probably it's just because I'm just running away from the fact that I'm disappointed, and disappointed. Am I supposed mad? or maybe, glad that I've finally discovered the ugly truth which I wasn't supposed to see? Should I or shouldn't be understanding of this matter? I'm so... clueless ; I don't know. I don't know how.. & it's bothering me a whole lot.
Friends. I've always thought that I shouldn't trust any of them and they proved me right. I really shouldn't. It isn't because they're liars or something worse. It's merely just because they have a mind on their own too, sometimes, they just have to tell white lies.. which hurts and hurts even more when they apologize. Apologizing won't make me feel any better but worse. In fact, I've got to thank them for the choice they've made though it's been rather a lil' too much to bear - You won't understand, you'll never understand. It may have been treated like no big of a deal but to me, it does. My closest should know how much I hate it and how much I'm against that stinky filthy piece of dirty, disgusting, moneyflying, waste of resources and AGEING piece of white stick. I only know that when I get my hands on it, I'll find a scissors to snip out all of the filth in the stick. Ew. It's like indirectly putting those brownish lil' pieces of dirt into your mouth. ...Idiots.
Late for school today, thanks to breakfast.
Best part of the day was during Miss gohlayna's extra lessons. This indian girl from 211 joined us and I swear that she has a unique and extremely funny laughter. First it started from a group then another.. and another.. and soon the whoooole class started laughing, TOGETHER, whenever that girl laughs. Hahahaha. I could die by laughing like that continuously in class just now. Our throats hurt a lot while laughing, there were even some that cried just by laughing. Well, did managed to cheer me a whole lot, but not for long..
Anyway, stalkerish or not, but,
I'm watching you.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
' No biggie '.
Another ranting post.
I survived the day. Oh-wow, lucky me..!
Tsk. My appetite's deteriorating. Recently, I've been answering them ' No, I'm not hungry' and I don't see why they have to make a big fuss over it. The least they could've done is to leave me alone and stop bugging me like as if I don't need my own private space. Over and over again, I've been repeating and screaming out loud the same words and and in an understood language like some fool that's not being heard at all that, ONE, I've got no mood, TWO, I've got a bloody big and painful ulcer that refuses to heal itself, THREE, I'm tired. It's clear enough, no?
School's been annoyingly draggy. It seems like I'm being seen through by the rest. It's hard to force it out now that it pains me even just by doing so. The concerned. Even so, I won't tell, I can't tell. Never would you understand. No, never would I trust. I'll make you convinced. Believing it as though it's all real, as if I live through my days like I've never cared and I've lived by, 'no biggie'.
They question me. Why? Why're you doing this? It's simple. I don't wanna be afraid of loosing anymore. I don't wanna cry on the outside anymore. I don't want others to worry about me..... just like how OTHERS are afraid that I would worry about them. BUT, WON'T IT HURT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU WHO CARES? WON'T IT HURT THEM EVEN MORE WHEN THEY FIND OUT? HAVE YOU GIVEN IT A BLOODY THOUGHT? SELFISH PERSON? HUH?! HAVE YOU?
Shut up. It's disappointing when everyone else knows everything when you don't.
Who am I anyway? All the while, IT'S ALWAAAAYS BEEN :
Your life > YOUR CHOICE.
I survived the day. Oh-wow, lucky me..!
Tsk. My appetite's deteriorating. Recently, I've been answering them ' No, I'm not hungry' and I don't see why they have to make a big fuss over it. The least they could've done is to leave me alone and stop bugging me like as if I don't need my own private space. Over and over again, I've been repeating and screaming out loud the same words and and in an understood language like some fool that's not being heard at all that, ONE, I've got no mood, TWO, I've got a bloody big and painful ulcer that refuses to heal itself, THREE, I'm tired. It's clear enough, no?
School's been annoyingly draggy. It seems like I'm being seen through by the rest. It's hard to force it out now that it pains me even just by doing so. The concerned. Even so, I won't tell, I can't tell. Never would you understand. No, never would I trust. I'll make you convinced. Believing it as though it's all real, as if I live through my days like I've never cared and I've lived by, 'no biggie'.
They question me. Why? Why're you doing this? It's simple. I don't wanna be afraid of loosing anymore. I don't wanna cry on the outside anymore. I don't want others to worry about me..... just like how OTHERS are afraid that I would worry about them. BUT, WON'T IT HURT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU WHO CARES? WON'T IT HURT THEM EVEN MORE WHEN THEY FIND OUT? HAVE YOU GIVEN IT A BLOODY THOUGHT? SELFISH PERSON? HUH?! HAVE YOU?
Shut up. It's disappointing when everyone else knows everything when you don't.
Who am I anyway? All the while, IT'S ALWAAAAYS BEEN :
Your life > YOUR CHOICE.
Saturday, October 3, 2009
Lantern festival? (:
Woke up and had second thoughts about going to Miss Gohlayna's class. It really took me a long time to decide and in the end, I went. It was supposed to be at 10.30 but it was delayed till 11. Cabbed down and it was already more than 11 but still lessons haven't even started. Yawn. So time was delayed even more. Sheesh, now that I think of it, why did I even have the patience to wait?.. dellidelly~ Nearly lost my ugly however, very precious phone while waiting.
Lessons started. Had a test. Forgot my calculator. It's annoying to forget things.. It eventually ended and went to inter to find Jacq. Eateateat. Jianhao came after a long, long time.
Bored. bored. bored. Somehow, it ended up that we took a bus to... my place? No way! So decided to plan for the night and wanted to ask people along. And Jianhao did ALL the talking.
I guess he took a long time to talk on the phone, just to ask people out.. Since, we're already outta the bus? And he's still talking on the phone? o.o Well, in the end, it was just the three of us that "played" with fire. We slacked under my block and it's freaking no life! Moved on to the playground...
I remember that Jianhao climbed on top of the monkey bar and he couldn't find a way to come down... Poor thing. 3 of us were deaaaad bored.. So we walked over to ubi and bought our necessities. Bused to chaichee after that.
At chaichee > played with candles. Boooringg. Sky wasn't dark enough yet. x-x ... Vandalism.. X:
After this was the better part of the day when the sky's dark. Owell.. SPARKLERS!! <3 I'M SO CHILDISHLY IN LOVE WITH THEM! Had dinner after that.
Part 2 of fun :
Woke up and had second thoughts about going to Miss Gohlayna's class. It really took me a long time to decide and in the end, I went. It was supposed to be at 10.30 but it was delayed till 11. Cabbed down and it was already more than 11 but still lessons haven't even started. Yawn. So time was delayed even more. Sheesh, now that I think of it, why did I even have the patience to wait?.. dellidelly~ Nearly lost my ugly however, very precious phone while waiting.
Lessons started. Had a test. Forgot my calculator. It's annoying to forget things.. It eventually ended and went to inter to find Jacq. Eateateat. Jianhao came after a long, long time.
Bored. bored. bored. Somehow, it ended up that we took a bus to... my place? No way! So decided to plan for the night and wanted to ask people along. And Jianhao did ALL the talking.
I guess he took a long time to talk on the phone, just to ask people out.. Since, we're already outta the bus? And he's still talking on the phone? o.o Well, in the end, it was just the three of us that "played" with fire. We slacked under my block and it's freaking no life! Moved on to the playground...
I remember that Jianhao climbed on top of the monkey bar and he couldn't find a way to come down... Poor thing. 3 of us were deaaaad bored.. So we walked over to ubi and bought our necessities. Bused to chaichee after that.
At chaichee > played with candles. Boooringg. Sky wasn't dark enough yet. x-x ... Vandalism.. X:
After this was the better part of the day when the sky's dark. Owell.. SPARKLERS!! <3 I'M SO CHILDISHLY IN LOVE WITH THEM! Had dinner after that.Part 2 of fun :
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Finally, DONE! Last time I saw something like this , it was sparklers, now, CANDLES! ^^v
UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Photo taking sessions! (: Jianhao looks.. E.M.O? O-O
Uhhh. It's been funfunFUN. Especially when we mass burnt the leftover sparkles, sooo exciting. =D I'm so glad today, I achieved what I wanted to see - Burning a lighter. Nothing else, but that's all that made my day today, just because I managed to SEE a lighter exploding in front of me. That's my motive for today in the first place. :p
Look. The flooring's horribly burnt with wax all over. :o :x
Anyway, uploading pictures are sickening.
Jianhao and Jacq, rip all you want. Sorry if I didn't post all. I'm tired. T_T
Every single time, my personality stands up and interferes...
Friday, October 2, 2009
Oh yes, I found out yesterday that :
Bryan Er Wen Jie is A KEYBOARD WARRIOR!
Behind computer screen so zai worh! Hahahahahahahaaa!! In maple ask disiao people, ask people come find him with fake addy, fake hp number, and fake country!!! But very entertaining. ^^ Especially when he ask girls and boys for stead. X: HAHAHA! Just because he was too bored and too free. Tsktsktsk.Bryan Er Wen Jie is A KEYBOARD WARRIOR!
Happy 2nd 3rd monthsary! <33
To jacq and jh, I'M SO NOT GONNA POST THAT PICTURE!
These days, I've not been okay, cos BIG AND UGLY ULCERS ADDITION TO ANNOYING CRAMPS EQUALS KILLING ME.
It's freaking, constantly, spoiling my mood the whole time!! F**K!!!!!!
Woke up after my super long hours of.. supposingly, 'nap'.. Still late for school though cos I was amazingly still tired. MTL Paper 1 was horrible. I had to take a deep breathe and start writing again after every sentence. IT WAS BLOODYDAMNED LIKE PRIMARY SCHOOL MANDARIN!!! I forgotten my electronic dictionary. Sigh~ ): The ugly squared paper was like, infested with my disgusting cursive handwriting.. What to do? Frustrated whattt..
Break > Paper 2.
The break did me some good afterall.
Did preparations for the exam. Paper done effortlessly, I managed to do as planned despite the chinese dept changing the format for writing the answers down. Numbers and chinese wordings merely differs. However, if there's a will, there's always another way. Regardless the great number of distinct changes, I'll find a way through. (: UWAHHAHHAHAAHAHAAAA!
Exams ended around 12 and I was already exhausted and feeling grumpy by then. I hope I wasn't too much? Anyway, FYI, Raimov willingly POSED for that weird and stupid look for me to get his picture taken, so yeah, it's here on this blog. No comments. Time wasted that. Day ended.
Previously, Mr Er retook his music practical exam, playing on my own on his own, with the company of his horn which he kissed and stick his hand in it's ass while playing. He wasn't, at all, grateful to us audiences/video`photographers though.. ): Sad.
He screwed up for the first attempt? Because of our appearance? Because he shyshy? Nononono.. it must be because he was playing and monkey-ing around in the music room the day before when he was supposed to be practicing. Evidence clearly shown right above this paragraph. (: There're supposed to be more unglams of this big old cow but he deleted it! I swear on that day in the music room was totally FUN, CHAOTIC, AND MORE OF FUN!! :D Can't forget it when they played musical chairs with me as their 'dj', HAHAHAHA.. They really look like idiots when they desperately rush for the seats to win the game, and when they do, they fall off the seats due to clumziness. Haslinda still has the video of them? :D :D
Yesterday: At mac. Time wasted~
*Groans, gohlayna's 2 hours lessons from 10.30 tomorrow.
To jacq and jh, I'M SO NOT GONNA POST THAT PICTURE!
These days, I've not been okay, cos BIG AND UGLY ULCERS ADDITION TO ANNOYING CRAMPS EQUALS KILLING ME.
It's freaking, constantly, spoiling my mood the whole time!! F**K!!!!!!
Woke up after my super long hours of.. supposingly, 'nap'.. Still late for school though cos I was amazingly still tired. MTL Paper 1 was horrible. I had to take a deep breathe and start writing again after every sentence. IT WAS BLOODYDAMNED LIKE PRIMARY SCHOOL MANDARIN!!! I forgotten my electronic dictionary. Sigh~ ): The ugly squared paper was like, infested with my disgusting cursive handwriting.. What to do? Frustrated whattt..
Break > Paper 2.
The break did me some good afterall.
Did preparations for the exam. Paper done effortlessly, I managed to do as planned despite the chinese dept changing the format for writing the answers down. Numbers and chinese wordings merely differs. However, if there's a will, there's always another way. Regardless the great number of distinct changes, I'll find a way through. (: UWAHHAHHAHAAHAHAAAA!
Exams ended around 12 and I was already exhausted and feeling grumpy by then. I hope I wasn't too much? Anyway, FYI, Raimov willingly POSED for that weird and stupid look for me to get his picture taken, so yeah, it's here on this blog. No comments. Time wasted that. Day ended.
Previously, Mr Er retook his music practical exam, playing on my own on his own, with the company of his horn which he kissed and stick his hand in it's ass while playing. He wasn't, at all, grateful to us audiences/video`photographers though.. ): Sad.
He screwed up for the first attempt? Because of our appearance? Because he shyshy? Nononono.. it must be because he was playing and monkey-ing around in the music room the day before when he was supposed to be practicing. Evidence clearly shown right above this paragraph. (: There're supposed to be more unglams of this big old cow but he deleted it! I swear on that day in the music room was totally FUN, CHAOTIC, AND MORE OF FUN!! :D Can't forget it when they played musical chairs with me as their 'dj', HAHAHAHA.. They really look like idiots when they desperately rush for the seats to win the game, and when they do, they fall off the seats due to clumziness. Haslinda still has the video of them? :D :D
Yesterday: At mac. Time wasted~*Groans, gohlayna's 2 hours lessons from 10.30 tomorrow.
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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
EOY examinations starts tomorrow.
So. That means. The exam-mode resumes once more... (:
I feel really uneasy for various reasons somehow..
The feeling that's like you wanna laugh out loud reallyreally hard and at the same time, you feel like crying. If you don't get it, then don't bother. Anyway, I guess I prefer ranting everything out in my mind, alone. It's complicating and complicated that I don't understand it myself.
Goodnight. Best of luck.
So. That means. The exam-mode resumes once more... (:
I feel really uneasy for various reasons somehow..
The feeling that's like you wanna laugh out loud reallyreally hard and at the same time, you feel like crying. If you don't get it, then don't bother. Anyway, I guess I prefer ranting everything out in my mind, alone. It's complicating and complicated that I don't understand it myself.
Goodnight. Best of luck.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Hi! School started out pretty peacefully for me until Miss Huda... uhm, set her eyes on me...?!!! :D :D Wellwell, it all started a few months ago where I got into a conflict with aye preeefecttt name vye.. ( liddat spell one arh? -.-v ). All because of ME..! X:
Anyway, I diedieDIE don't wanna clear my plates/utensils/cups/bottles in the canteen after eating during recess or whatsoever. The prefects has been doing their best to stop me alllll the time but my reply was always ' don't care' .... so deardoggiegoodiegoodshoes vye had to stand up for her deardoggiegoodiegoodshoes friends. Awww, such true friendshipppp~ Right. She and that phillipino came right to up to us.. WITH HANDS ON DA HIPS, (SO SCARYYY~ BOOHOO~ )':) UWAHAHAHHAHHA !! >:D Hahahahaha, I can't remember after that. But I remember that they nag me~ )': Den I very scared of themmmm!!! so I ..cry like that --> >:'D ... X': !!! After that I go find her in her class then.. too ashamed to say~ shyyyy~ ^^v
)': Aiyoooos, people not happy with me leyhs! Go complain to HUDAAAA!!! UWAAAAHHH!! HUUUUDAAAAA LEHHHH! Den Huda wanna come find me everyday in class but I run away. I very scared that's why! :'( One fine day, where the sun was waaayyy upppp high, she finally catch me. Oh? we were playing hideandseek and it was really fun! ^^ I wanna play again worhhh! \(^0^)/ Den she ask vye come also loh. So many people!! I shy~ Heeheehee! Liddat Huda talktalk, den she annouced that the conflict officially ended? Hahahahaha!
Shhh! Don't tell her! But at that moment, I was having deep and dark thoughts, something that says, IT'S NOT OVER, MUAHAHHAHA!! X: So I nodded my head to whatever she said and TADA, finally I could go back to my class to sit on my chair. Phewww~ HEH HEH HEH...... OVER? OVER MY FOOT!
Just last week after my pe, I bought and brought sweet drinks outta the canteen and saw a teacher who always catches us every week..... RUNNNNNNN!~ Up to the nearest staircase ^^ Woahwoah, sec 1 prefects has gooooood training worh! Run up the staircase with me worh! but couldn't catch me, so sad for her, )': So she shouted something like " NO SWEET DRINKS ALLOWED OUTSIDE THE CANTEEN! " She got her reply, " I DON'T CARE~ ". By the way, now got aaaa loootttt of prefects le and it's incredibly bothering. -_- I feel lots of eyes staring at our group during our recess break. T_T Annoying luh.
These days, my usual recess group and I have been doing as planned : Running off to another table with our belongings, which is clean, leave our plates, etc on the 'used' table and chitchat there, or else, we run off to class. X: Wellwell, it only worked for awhile and our names were written down.. (inserts zee four letter word, beginning with the letter 'F' ). Huda found out and looked for us. Got a few from the group never kena, YOU LUCKY ONLY! ):< Today cannot leave the canteen with the usual dirty table with beansprouts all around, cos I take them out before I eat.. And everything must be cleared. Hahaha, I STILL WON'T CLEAR MY PLATES! I DIE ALSO WON'T!! MUAHAHHAHAHA! Today I see one worker clearing the plates, and without finishing my food I gave him my plate! ^^ CLAPCLAP! WORK DONE !!! I'm such a despo. Uhuhuhuhu~ X: The usual table we always dirty is so clean today, *sniffs* I'm so proud of you guys~ :'D I'd like to repeat this again, I can't stand myself.. hohoho.
I guai lan? noooo... nonono! a bit a bit only luh! ^~^
Anyway, I diedieDIE don't wanna clear my plates/utensils/cups/bottles in the canteen after eating during recess or whatsoever. The prefects has been doing their best to stop me alllll the time but my reply was always ' don't care' .... so deardoggiegoodiegoodshoes vye had to stand up for her deardoggiegoodiegoodshoes friends. Awww, such true friendshipppp~ Right. She and that phillipino came right to up to us.. WITH HANDS ON DA HIPS, (SO SCARYYY~ BOOHOO~ )':) UWAHAHAHHAHHA !! >:D Hahahahaha, I can't remember after that. But I remember that they nag me~ )': Den I very scared of themmmm!!! so I ..cry like that --> >:'D ... X': !!! After that I go find her in her class then.. too ashamed to say~ shyyyy~ ^^v
)': Aiyoooos, people not happy with me leyhs! Go complain to HUDAAAA!!! UWAAAAHHH!! HUUUUDAAAAA LEHHHH! Den Huda wanna come find me everyday in class but I run away. I very scared that's why! :'( One fine day, where the sun was waaayyy upppp high, she finally catch me. Oh? we were playing hideandseek and it was really fun! ^^ I wanna play again worhhh! \(^0^)/ Den she ask vye come also loh. So many people!! I shy~ Heeheehee! Liddat Huda talktalk, den she annouced that the conflict officially ended? Hahahahaha!
Shhh! Don't tell her! But at that moment, I was having deep and dark thoughts, something that says, IT'S NOT OVER, MUAHAHHAHA!! X: So I nodded my head to whatever she said and TADA, finally I could go back to my class to sit on my chair. Phewww~ HEH HEH HEH...... OVER? OVER MY FOOT!
Just last week after my pe, I bought and brought sweet drinks outta the canteen and saw a teacher who always catches us every week..... RUNNNNNNN!~ Up to the nearest staircase ^^ Woahwoah, sec 1 prefects has gooooood training worh! Run up the staircase with me worh! but couldn't catch me, so sad for her, )': So she shouted something like " NO SWEET DRINKS ALLOWED OUTSIDE THE CANTEEN! " She got her reply, " I DON'T CARE~ ". By the way, now got aaaa loootttt of prefects le and it's incredibly bothering. -_- I feel lots of eyes staring at our group during our recess break. T_T Annoying luh.
These days, my usual recess group and I have been doing as planned : Running off to another table with our belongings, which is clean, leave our plates, etc on the 'used' table and chitchat there, or else, we run off to class. X: Wellwell, it only worked for awhile and our names were written down.. (inserts zee four letter word, beginning with the letter 'F' ). Huda found out and looked for us. Got a few from the group never kena, YOU LUCKY ONLY! ):< Today cannot leave the canteen with the usual dirty table with beansprouts all around, cos I take them out before I eat.. And everything must be cleared. Hahaha, I STILL WON'T CLEAR MY PLATES! I DIE ALSO WON'T!! MUAHAHHAHAHA! Today I see one worker clearing the plates, and without finishing my food I gave him my plate! ^^ CLAPCLAP! WORK DONE !!! I'm such a despo. Uhuhuhuhu~ X: The usual table we always dirty is so clean today, *sniffs* I'm so proud of you guys~ :'D I'd like to repeat this again, I can't stand myself.. hohoho.
I guai lan? noooo... nonono! a bit a bit only luh! ^~^
Oh-wow, my taste's very.. 'AWESOME' eh? Ooops~ I din say anythinggg...~ (:
Saturday, September 26, 2009
3rd post of the day!
5 more days left till the Final year examinations. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. So. What exactly am I feeling? Feeling lost, with no direction, that's it! I don't even know what my subjects interests me.. *~* The truth is : I can be bothered, I'm always going with the flow. In the end, I still have to make a choice. Rraahhh! ):<
^.^ I'm so glad my tummy's finally full! This proves : I'm not a lazy bum ohkay! I moved! :DD Ooops~ I broke something just now. (8 I'm so not guilty - it was already a lil broken! ):<dog Charmaine. ^^ <3 :D UWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Left to right : "MiniMiniMe" , "MiniMe" & "Me".
Pfftt. Inside joke for the picture above.
5 more days left till the Final year examinations. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. I'M SO NERVOUS. I'M SO EXCITED. So. What exactly am I feeling? Feeling lost, with no direction, that's it! I don't even know what my subjects interests me.. *~* The truth is : I can be bothered, I'm always going with the flow. In the end, I still have to make a choice. Rraahhh! ):<
^.^ I'm so glad my tummy's finally full! This proves : I'm not a lazy bum ohkay! I moved! :DD Ooops~ I broke something just now. (8 I'm so not guilty - it was already a lil broken! ):<
Pfftt. Inside joke for the picture above.
Hello again ! =D
I feel much better. ^^ X: ... Tell me you didn't see my previous post okay? :D
I'm still hungry though. I don't know how to cook and I'm lazy to buy food. WELLLLL, I'd rather starve to death then to go out to eat.. Wait.. I think I can't stand it anymore. JUNK FOOD DOESN'T MAKE ME FULL!!!! ): mmmm.. *Thinking of fooooooooooooood*.. x-x I've been waiting for my parents to come back home from morning till now. I'm lazy to reach out to the phone. Laziness kills, no? vT_Tv ..... >:O I WON'T DIE SO EASILY! FOR MY NAME IS..... -.- FORGET IT! I SHALL BE PATIENT AND I'LL CONTINUE WAITING! .. and waiting... -.- and waiting...
Where's my doggie'sis? ): She hasn't come home yet. D': .. oh where oh where has my lil dog gone? oh where oh where can it beeee? REALLY! YOU SHOULDN'T CONTINUE READING THIS POST! BECAUSE I'M POSTING AND TYPING WHATEVER THAT'S IN MY MIND - cos I'm boooreddd. wheeheeheeeee~ x.x o-o ^^ :D :D ..... =D <- kawaii... X: .... \(^U^)/ Ulahlah ulahlah ula ula leh.. ulah ulah ulah ulah ulah leh.. ulahlah ulahlah ulah ulah leh ulah ulah ulah lehhhhh~ She still isn't back! ):< on my ownnnnn~ x-x That's song so drama and mushy. Awww.. So touching... -_- meh~ Shall go to vania's blog now to listen to that song on youtube now! Wheeeeeee~ Something to dooooooooooooo. ^^
I feel much better. ^^ X: ... Tell me you didn't see my previous post okay? :D
I'm still hungry though. I don't know how to cook and I'm lazy to buy food. WELLLLL, I'd rather starve to death then to go out to eat.. Wait.. I think I can't stand it anymore. JUNK FOOD DOESN'T MAKE ME FULL!!!! ): mmmm.. *Thinking of fooooooooooooood*.. x-x I've been waiting for my parents to come back home from morning till now. I'm lazy to reach out to the phone. Laziness kills, no? vT_Tv ..... >:O I WON'T DIE SO EASILY! FOR MY NAME IS..... -.- FORGET IT! I SHALL BE PATIENT AND I'LL CONTINUE WAITING! .. and waiting... -.- and waiting...
Where's my doggie'sis? ): She hasn't come home yet. D': .. oh where oh where has my lil dog gone? oh where oh where can it beeee? REALLY! YOU SHOULDN'T CONTINUE READING THIS POST! BECAUSE I'M POSTING AND TYPING WHATEVER THAT'S IN MY MIND - cos I'm boooreddd. wheeheeheeeee~ x.x o-o ^^ :D :D ..... =D <- kawaii... X: .... \(^U^)/ Ulahlah ulahlah ula ula leh.. ulah ulah ulah ulah ulah leh.. ulahlah ulahlah ulah ulah leh ulah ulah ulah lehhhhh~ She still isn't back! ):< on my ownnnnn~ x-x That's song so drama and mushy. Awww.. So touching... -_- meh~ Shall go to vania's blog now to listen to that song on youtube now! Wheeeeeee~ Something to dooooooooooooo. ^^
Friday, September 25, 2009
Twist & turn.
People like this are plain colourblind.This one's case is that he thinks yellow is pink, purple is yellow, green is blue and pink is orange.. (:
The time today's really quick to me. English > MTL > Recess > Music > English again > D&T. It all ended nicely and happily at 12.30pm. Note to self : This is a rare opportunity for a Friday - I suppose you should know why. (8
Sucks, sucks, sucks to stare blankly at a test paper. MTL class test today. I was having a mass hair loss during the paper, I've got no idea why. x_x Anyway, to save myself from that situation I was stucked in, which I know it myself very well I was gonna be in anyway, I desperately and luckily prepared myself and a number of lifesavers before the test already.. Heh.. heh.. heh.. >:D Not gonna share! X: Tsk. That horrible voice of Jingyi's still ringing in my head when she sang fire burning. Urgh, I don't need 911.. (-.-)-'-
2nd test of the day.. No, it was an exam. And that's the music exam. Aaaah, I prayed hard I wasn't the first to perform but I've got no god no listen to my prayers. x( DOROTHEA DIDN'T COME TO SCHOOL! D': What I wishing for "soooooooooooooo muuuuch" came true! ^-^ And I'm happy. Not. And I remember going to the front of the class, walking up to piano and in the mean time looking back at the " audiences". That hypocritical concert etiquette style displayed by my class annoys me, I mean.. " WHATCHA STARIN' AT? " , " STOP LOOKING AT ME! " Well, managed to over and on with the stress the "audiences" have given me just by staring. And proceeded with that lil'peanut song. Well, at least it was funfunFUN to watch others perform.
Best entertainer - BYRON. Oh? Did I mention that he was playing a clarinet with his eyes... CLOSED?!? Oh! yes I did! It's uber retarded luhhhh. Hahahaha, he could memorise the starting part but it was a pity that he totally screwed up after that. ): *byron so cute.* I'm sure Amirul would say that if he's there to watch, HAHAHAHA! Anyway, another entertainment from Chinnapad. As he was playing the piece on the piano, he's face was turning.. redder.. and.. REDDER.. like a tomato. AHAAHA~ His fingers kept on slipping off to other keys, producing wrong notes and finally he said " AAAAAHH! " - he gave up hafway. *Class filled with laughter* LOLOLOL!!! \(^0^)/ ...Reminds me of the past.
Computer restriction. Napping restriction. Television restriction. JUST BECAUSE MY MOM WANTS ME TO EAT MY DINNER AT THE RIGHT TIME. !@#(& * Groans* Well, back to the more human way of life.
I'm gonna take a break tomorrow. ^^
G'night people! Jolly day ahead.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
WTH?!!@#
She didn't recognise me. SHE DID NOT RECOGNIZE ME AT ALL. She gave me that creepy look as though I was a total stranger to her and didn't take a second glance back. Damn. Either way, I think I haven't changed much.. it must be that she needs more time to refresh her memory, right? o_o I'm still me afterall. It's been interesting to change my own schedule - Coming home right after school. I see new faces and best still, each time I see my primary school mates too! Like at least 3 of them per time! :D... :( But no one recognises me. Zzz. Fly! Go die! :B Hmmmph. ): Eh?.. OHOH! WAIT! YESTERDAY I SAW MENDEL AND ONLY HE RECOGNISED ME! v^0^v .. Aaaahhh, forget it, afterall, it doesn't matter anymore. (:
SCHOOL'S A BOREEEEE ! I swear Ms Huda's eyesight is reallyreally shaaarp. -.- She can spot me from one end to another, chatting with my friends in the hall. Nagnagnagyadada~ is all she can say. Hohohohoho~ don't care, don't bother, don't wanna hear~ Stand jiu stand loh! ^^ !! She was glaring at me today with those threatening eyes wide opened which urges me to dig them out of their sockets, but in the end, I smiled at her and yet she rejected my friendliness and continued glaring at me. Wellwell, some people just don't wanna make friends with me, I feel so insulted. ): boohoo~ ^~^!!
Kinderjoy's toys are pathetic yet so cute( ugly + adorable. ). My toy croc parts are all seperated into 4 pieces and they were all thrown all over, somewhere in the canteen. It died.
In loving memory of my dead croc. Tell me you can spot it please. ^^
I realised this is the very first picture that I've posted on my current blog.. O:
Anyway, 7 more days to EOYs!!! Gambatehhhh~
She didn't recognise me. SHE DID NOT RECOGNIZE ME AT ALL. She gave me that creepy look as though I was a total stranger to her and didn't take a second glance back. Damn. Either way, I think I haven't changed much.. it must be that she needs more time to refresh her memory, right? o_o I'm still me afterall. It's been interesting to change my own schedule - Coming home right after school. I see new faces and best still, each time I see my primary school mates too! Like at least 3 of them per time! :D... :( But no one recognises me. Zzz. Fly! Go die! :B Hmmmph. ): Eh?.. OHOH! WAIT! YESTERDAY I SAW MENDEL AND ONLY HE RECOGNISED ME! v^0^v .. Aaaahhh, forget it, afterall, it doesn't matter anymore. (:
SCHOOL'S A BOREEEEE ! I swear Ms Huda's eyesight is reallyreally shaaarp. -.- She can spot me from one end to another, chatting with my friends in the hall. Nagnagnagyadada~ is all she can say. Hohohohoho~ don't care, don't bother, don't wanna hear~ Stand jiu stand loh! ^^ !! She was glaring at me today with those threatening eyes wide opened which urges me to dig them out of their sockets, but in the end, I smiled at her and yet she rejected my friendliness and continued glaring at me. Wellwell, some people just don't wanna make friends with me, I feel so insulted. ): boohoo~ ^~^!!
Kinderjoy's toys are pathetic yet so cute( ugly + adorable. ). My toy croc parts are all seperated into 4 pieces and they were all thrown all over, somewhere in the canteen. It died.
I realised this is the very first picture that I've posted on my current blog.. O:
Anyway, 7 more days to EOYs!!! Gambatehhhh~
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
449 - 8 days.
Browsed through all of the pictures one by one on my handphone and I'm starting to have mixed feelings however I feel more towards being upset. Each and every picture brings back those memories which has almost been forgotten. Tsk.. I can't help being so pessimistic. I'm starting to feel irritated with myself for being unable to just toss these unnecessities aside..
Anyway, today's been long with Haslinda, saw her from morning till the end, until she suddenly disappeared. Met her early in the morning, ate breakfast at mac with her till 8. Walked to school with her and reached just in time. Sweating already and sleepy, feeling grumpy at that moment of time. Had normal lessons with her beside me. Waited for Gohlayna's class to start with her in canteen. Went for the extra lesson with her, still beside me. Went outta of school with her - she disappeared. Wellwellwell, she probably went home. Hmmmph.. Yawn, today's been long, luckily Gohlayna ended her lesson 30 minutes earlier or else it would be 4.30 by then.
Pffft.. I can't stand myself. Smirk.
Browsed through all of the pictures one by one on my handphone and I'm starting to have mixed feelings however I feel more towards being upset. Each and every picture brings back those memories which has almost been forgotten. Tsk.. I can't help being so pessimistic. I'm starting to feel irritated with myself for being unable to just toss these unnecessities aside..
Anyway, today's been long with Haslinda, saw her from morning till the end, until she suddenly disappeared. Met her early in the morning, ate breakfast at mac with her till 8. Walked to school with her and reached just in time. Sweating already and sleepy, feeling grumpy at that moment of time. Had normal lessons with her beside me. Waited for Gohlayna's class to start with her in canteen. Went for the extra lesson with her, still beside me. Went outta of school with her - she disappeared. Wellwellwell, she probably went home. Hmmmph.. Yawn, today's been long, luckily Gohlayna ended her lesson 30 minutes earlier or else it would be 4.30 by then.
Pffft.. I can't stand myself. Smirk.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
School. School. School. School. School. Just school.
No more band. Which means no more heavy time killing anymore till then. ):
Spent my Saturday, Sunday like some lifeless freak because I didn't knew what to do. I'M SO SICK OF HOME!!! Tsk. Whenever I wanna start my revision or do my homework, I find myself leading myself to my bed and.. I'll sleep. X_X !!! Well, at least Monday was.... fun. Heehee. X: Shhh..
School as per normal today. Only that I pangseh-ed the rest after school and went home. Feels great. Meh~ I mean I don't feel so tired anymore. ^^ Maybe this should continue. :D And I realized something, I CAN STUDY!!! \(^0^)/ & EVERYTHING SEEMS SO EASY NOW!! X: .... I have made up my mind!! I wanna go home straight after school everyday till the EOY ends! :D Anyway, to the rest, with me or not, it doesn't make a difference, so yeah. :D Sayonara people! v^^v
Still, there's conflict going on. I pity this.. close to bald headed, small in sized schoolmate who's usually with us but now goes with another group. Things should be made clear. And FYI, I'M NOT SIDING WITH ANY OF YOU.
9 more days!
No more band. Which means no more heavy time killing anymore till then. ):
Spent my Saturday, Sunday like some lifeless freak because I didn't knew what to do. I'M SO SICK OF HOME!!! Tsk. Whenever I wanna start my revision or do my homework, I find myself leading myself to my bed and.. I'll sleep. X_X !!! Well, at least Monday was.... fun. Heehee. X: Shhh..
School as per normal today. Only that I pangseh-ed the rest after school and went home. Feels great. Meh~ I mean I don't feel so tired anymore. ^^ Maybe this should continue. :D And I realized something, I CAN STUDY!!! \(^0^)/ & EVERYTHING SEEMS SO EASY NOW!! X: .... I have made up my mind!! I wanna go home straight after school everyday till the EOY ends! :D Anyway, to the rest, with me or not, it doesn't make a difference, so yeah. :D Sayonara people! v^^v
Still, there's conflict going on. I pity this.. close to bald headed, small in sized schoolmate who's usually with us but now goes with another group. Things should be made clear. And FYI, I'M NOT SIDING WITH ANY OF YOU.
9 more days!
Friday, September 18, 2009
Hello, there's this selfish, self-centered moron that I know and that person is me.
To those I've wrongly placed judgement on and misunderstood, I'm really sorry. It's all my fault, I shouldn't have. Sorry I was so bloody blind and stupid to only realise it now. I feel so guilty inside out right now for the horrible things I've childishly said. I should've put myself in your shoes in the first place. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry, even though no matter how many times I repeat it, it doesn't exact the pain and hurt I've caused you to go through. But still, sincerly, I'm sorry.
I'm trying. Trying real hard to make things right. Trying to move out the selfishness in me. Trying to care for people around me, not only for myself. And I wanna be a better person, just as much as the 'good guy' you wanna be. I suppose no one wants to be hated. Everyone wants to see the best in any outcome. My section.. Things will change for the better. There is hope, I still see the light. No more conflicts. Just bondings. Afterall, it's what I wanna achieve. Strive for the best. Soar up high. No, way up higher.
EOY's in 13 more days. Can't wait till it's over.
To those I've wrongly placed judgement on and misunderstood, I'm really sorry. It's all my fault, I shouldn't have. Sorry I was so bloody blind and stupid to only realise it now. I feel so guilty inside out right now for the horrible things I've childishly said. I should've put myself in your shoes in the first place. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm really sorry, even though no matter how many times I repeat it, it doesn't exact the pain and hurt I've caused you to go through. But still, sincerly, I'm sorry.
I'm trying. Trying real hard to make things right. Trying to move out the selfishness in me. Trying to care for people around me, not only for myself. And I wanna be a better person, just as much as the 'good guy' you wanna be. I suppose no one wants to be hated. Everyone wants to see the best in any outcome. My section.. Things will change for the better. There is hope, I still see the light. No more conflicts. Just bondings. Afterall, it's what I wanna achieve. Strive for the best. Soar up high. No, way up higher.
EOY's in 13 more days. Can't wait till it's over.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
14 days left to the EOY examinations.
Hahahaha. Thank you, Alonzo for the scores.
Mmm.. I'm working on it. (:
Time is so merciless. Soon today will pass. Soon, tomorrow will also pass. Soon the final examinations will start. Soon my theory examinations will eventually come. AAAAAAHRHAHGHSGSGHHHGFHGHH.... It all piles up and ends up a heavy load.
Waitwait, THE YEAR END HOLIDAYS WILL SOON COME TOO..! :D.... :( Holiday? I don't think the holiday's gonna be all fun and relaxing at all. Hahaha, there's still band going on but at least there's still a break before it starts. + I think we're supposed to prepare for the outdoor competition. :D .. CAN'T WAIT!
Now that I think of it, it has been this way for many years already - I don't understand chinese! I swear whatever chinese teacher is talking about, I don't understand. When they come over to me and give me one on one talks, I can't understand. I just nod my head when something tells me I have to. And when I nod at the wrong time, they'll ask me questions and I don't know what how to reply them cos I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND. So I stare at them blankly and they must be thinking I'm some retard/dumbdumb.. Sigh. Funny thing is that I NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, fail my chinese, I don't understand why. And I wanna fail cos I want the teacher to move me to a CLB class. So at least I know the basics first before I move on. I remember for my previous exam, I surprisingly got a B grade for chinese and my teacher was like smiling so widely.. and according to the girl sitting beside me on that day, she was praising me.. I didn't knew what to say when she asked me something like what did I do to improve my mother tongue.. Cos I did nothing, absolutely nothing. There must be some calculation error instead.
Something about today I remember. The chinese teacher was close to tears today and I don't know why. Don't really bother. Don't know how she feels anyway. But then she changed everyone's seating arrangements and I don't think it makes any difference. Question is, why did she even change?.. Ahh~ Whatever.
I learnt that it's easier to lie to others than to yourself.
Hahahaha. Thank you, Alonzo for the scores.
Mmm.. I'm working on it. (:
Time is so merciless. Soon today will pass. Soon, tomorrow will also pass. Soon the final examinations will start. Soon my theory examinations will eventually come. AAAAAAHRHAHGHSGSGHHHGFHGHH.... It all piles up and ends up a heavy load.
Waitwait, THE YEAR END HOLIDAYS WILL SOON COME TOO..! :D.... :( Holiday? I don't think the holiday's gonna be all fun and relaxing at all. Hahaha, there's still band going on but at least there's still a break before it starts. + I think we're supposed to prepare for the outdoor competition. :D .. CAN'T WAIT!
Now that I think of it, it has been this way for many years already - I don't understand chinese! I swear whatever chinese teacher is talking about, I don't understand. When they come over to me and give me one on one talks, I can't understand. I just nod my head when something tells me I have to. And when I nod at the wrong time, they'll ask me questions and I don't know what how to reply them cos I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND. So I stare at them blankly and they must be thinking I'm some retard/dumbdumb.. Sigh. Funny thing is that I NEVER, NEVER, NEVER, fail my chinese, I don't understand why. And I wanna fail cos I want the teacher to move me to a CLB class. So at least I know the basics first before I move on. I remember for my previous exam, I surprisingly got a B grade for chinese and my teacher was like smiling so widely.. and according to the girl sitting beside me on that day, she was praising me.. I didn't knew what to say when she asked me something like what did I do to improve my mother tongue.. Cos I did nothing, absolutely nothing. There must be some calculation error instead.
Something about today I remember. The chinese teacher was close to tears today and I don't know why. Don't really bother. Don't know how she feels anyway. But then she changed everyone's seating arrangements and I don't think it makes any difference. Question is, why did she even change?.. Ahh~ Whatever.
I learnt that it's easier to lie to others than to yourself.
Monday, September 14, 2009
17 days to EOY. Uwaaaaaah, the clock's still ticking away as I'm typing this post.
Back to school again, aaah, the monday blues. Very annoying. Anyway, the homeroom system's back again. And that only means no more waiting in classrooms for teachers and we've to use more of energy, climbing up & down staircases, walking here and there... Exercise helps you to loose weight? Ahhh, nonsense, I don't have any weight to loose, only to gain. (8 I have always had in mind that band was a really good CCA to loose weight cos most of the practices are suicidal training so obese people should join! ^^ Dorothea... X: But today was the opposite. Less sweating. o.o More of aircon room. I swear a piccolo's damn ear piercing till your ears can bleed just listening to it for 24/7. It's either me, that I'm not used it or it's that I require breaks just playing that black, high-pitched devil. Owell, look on the brighter sight, it's as light as a feather! * Takes a deeeep breathe*, anyway, today's lifeless without that stupid ass.. Sigh.
There was a period of time in band today, I was feeling so mad. No, I was feeling so f***ed up, that's right. Hey, we're all humans and we deserve to be treated like one, not to be treated like animals or something worse. Didn't even get to explain ourselves. Whatever. Just forget it. This won't ruin my life. Forgiven. Forgotten. You're not worth my time to be angry with you anyway.
Time's wasted.
Back to school again, aaah, the monday blues. Very annoying. Anyway, the homeroom system's back again. And that only means no more waiting in classrooms for teachers and we've to use more of energy, climbing up & down staircases, walking here and there... Exercise helps you to loose weight? Ahhh, nonsense, I don't have any weight to loose, only to gain. (8 I have always had in mind that band was a really good CCA to loose weight cos most of the practices are suicidal training so obese people should join! ^^ Dorothea... X: But today was the opposite. Less sweating. o.o More of aircon room. I swear a piccolo's damn ear piercing till your ears can bleed just listening to it for 24/7. It's either me, that I'm not used it or it's that I require breaks just playing that black, high-pitched devil. Owell, look on the brighter sight, it's as light as a feather! * Takes a deeeep breathe*, anyway, today's lifeless without that stupid ass.. Sigh.
There was a period of time in band today, I was feeling so mad. No, I was feeling so f***ed up, that's right. Hey, we're all humans and we deserve to be treated like one, not to be treated like animals or something worse. Didn't even get to explain ourselves. Whatever. Just forget it. This won't ruin my life. Forgiven. Forgotten. You're not worth my time to be angry with you anyway.
Time's wasted.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
You can destroy me but you can never defeat me.
Mummy finally found out. x-x
Yesterday night was a nightmare. Same goes for today. Sigh.
Urgh. You won't understand anyway.
Everything's happening again and I'm so sick of it.
This post's really not making much sense.
I can't be straightforward. Consequences. You can't read my mind.
Get the whole story right before you come to any conclusion.
Oh. Yesterday was fine. It was fun. I think. Games were alright. Is it a crime? Does it have a problem? The weather wasn't. East Coast is infested with flies. I don't like. Yesterday was called games day. Got sunburnt. Pain. Zzzzzzz~ Now here there everywhere pain, injuries everywhere not because of yesterday... I won't emphasize any further... -.- I thought it was supposed to be fun. Yesterday's best part was when the games ended and when we were released. More rules than required. Jacq and I felt like we didn't cared about anything anymore, so we really got ourselves wet from head to toe. Close an eye. In short, we bathed with our clothes on. I don't like my uniform. Really, we were desperate to get ourselves clean at that time till it didn't occur to us on how we were gonna spend the rest of our day. All you care for is for your face. No slippers, no extra undergarments, just a simple shirt, lucky for jacq she brought her fbt shorts too, but we were still wet inside. x-x Life isn't fair. We got Jh to get us slippers and it took him almost an hour and we were standing, no, stoning there in the toilet, like some idiot just to get a pair of slippers. I won't admit. Tsk. !@#!~ Sigh. We're not bad. We've still got a HUMAN heart.
Countdown. 18 more days to EOY. (This is not for scaring you, but to remind you.)
School reopens tomorrow..
I feel that in actual reality, rules don't exist.
They're limits to things. Every action is controlled by you yourself, whether you want to do it or not, whether you dare face the consequences. For this current issue that I'm tempted to bring up, I'm hiding it still. Not that I like it. But I know it myself that the consequences, I won't like. & I wanna save my ass. Deep inside it angers me it makes me feel miserable. All I can do it hint, sarcastically to make myself feel better. A lil. Unfair. So unfair. I can't open myself. I won't. Well, I don't have a say.
Yesterday night was a nightmare. Same goes for today. Sigh.
Urgh. You won't understand anyway.
Everything's happening again and I'm so sick of it.
This post's really not making much sense.
I can't be straightforward. Consequences. You can't read my mind.
Get the whole story right before you come to any conclusion.
Oh. Yesterday was fine. It was fun. I think. Games were alright. Is it a crime? Does it have a problem? The weather wasn't. East Coast is infested with flies. I don't like. Yesterday was called games day. Got sunburnt. Pain. Zzzzzzz~ Now here there everywhere pain, injuries everywhere not because of yesterday... I won't emphasize any further... -.- I thought it was supposed to be fun. Yesterday's best part was when the games ended and when we were released. More rules than required. Jacq and I felt like we didn't cared about anything anymore, so we really got ourselves wet from head to toe. Close an eye. In short, we bathed with our clothes on. I don't like my uniform. Really, we were desperate to get ourselves clean at that time till it didn't occur to us on how we were gonna spend the rest of our day. All you care for is for your face. No slippers, no extra undergarments, just a simple shirt, lucky for jacq she brought her fbt shorts too, but we were still wet inside. x-x Life isn't fair. We got Jh to get us slippers and it took him almost an hour and we were standing, no, stoning there in the toilet, like some idiot just to get a pair of slippers. I won't admit. Tsk. !@#!~ Sigh. We're not bad. We've still got a HUMAN heart.
Countdown. 18 more days to EOY. (This is not for scaring you, but to remind you.)
School reopens tomorrow..
They're limits to things. Every action is controlled by you yourself, whether you want to do it or not, whether you dare face the consequences. For this current issue that I'm tempted to bring up, I'm hiding it still. Not that I like it. But I know it myself that the consequences, I won't like. & I wanna save my ass. Deep inside it angers me it makes me feel miserable. All I can do it hint, sarcastically to make myself feel better. A lil. Unfair. So unfair. I can't open myself. I won't. Well, I don't have a say.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
It's Wednesday! No, it's another Wednesday.
I wonder how many Wednesdays I have alreay gone through in life. Owell, skip the topic.
Watching dvds, eating junk food and lazing around the house, I think I should really do some self-study. Come to think of it, I don't have a "study friend". Mmmm.. Think I need one. Having such a lazy early morning nearly made me fogotten about band till Jonathan texted me to ask what time band was starting. Since the weather was so warm + I am not patient enough to wait for a bus, cabbed down to school and guess what, I can only enter the biiig school gate of ping yi secondary school at 1.. Mymy, the weather is hot, not warm, sigh, no choice.
Eventually time passed quicky and we were allowed to go into school. Great, then Bryan pushed me on the ground and I landed on my ass. But it was my fault, I started it. Well, I deserved it, yeah? Pain, my ass was hurting back then, really. I felt like an idiot. -.- Teared and couldn't get up and Gowtham was already falling in the band, just at that time. Thanks, Raimov, who helped me up anyway. So joined the others but somehow after awhile, people insisted that I had to fall out because I haven't fully recovered. I felt I didn't have to really, thanks for your concern though.. I mean, really, so what if I'm sick? I'm still alive? I still wanna do things. But they still insisted, oh well..
Somewhere in between the band practice, someone said I was most of the time emotionless. -_- This isn't the first time. She doesn't seem like she was joking or something. But.. True or not, I don't know, I don't see myself?.... Am I that emotionless? o.o..
Today's not so filled with sweat, sweat, and more sweat. Feels just alright for me, but too awkward though. For the past few band practices, it's been smelly and dirty, but today.. O: Anyway, I find counter marching not so tiring! :D But I've got a strong feeling after the malays finish fasting, it's gonna be more tedious. Mentally prepare myself? :p
Interesting. I've got a good feeling about outdoor.
I'll be looking forward. :D
I wonder how many Wednesdays I have alreay gone through in life. Owell, skip the topic.
Watching dvds, eating junk food and lazing around the house, I think I should really do some self-study. Come to think of it, I don't have a "study friend". Mmmm.. Think I need one. Having such a lazy early morning nearly made me fogotten about band till Jonathan texted me to ask what time band was starting. Since the weather was so warm + I am not patient enough to wait for a bus, cabbed down to school and guess what, I can only enter the biiig school gate of ping yi secondary school at 1.. Mymy, the weather is hot, not warm, sigh, no choice.
Eventually time passed quicky and we were allowed to go into school. Great, then Bryan pushed me on the ground and I landed on my ass. But it was my fault, I started it. Well, I deserved it, yeah? Pain, my ass was hurting back then, really. I felt like an idiot. -.- Teared and couldn't get up and Gowtham was already falling in the band, just at that time. Thanks, Raimov, who helped me up anyway. So joined the others but somehow after awhile, people insisted that I had to fall out because I haven't fully recovered. I felt I didn't have to really, thanks for your concern though.. I mean, really, so what if I'm sick? I'm still alive? I still wanna do things. But they still insisted, oh well..
Somewhere in between the band practice, someone said I was most of the time emotionless. -_- This isn't the first time. She doesn't seem like she was joking or something. But.. True or not, I don't know, I don't see myself?.... Am I that emotionless? o.o..
Today's not so filled with sweat, sweat, and more sweat. Feels just alright for me, but too awkward though. For the past few band practices, it's been smelly and dirty, but today.. O: Anyway, I find counter marching not so tiring! :D But I've got a strong feeling after the malays finish fasting, it's gonna be more tedious. Mentally prepare myself? :p
Interesting. I've got a good feeling about outdoor.
I'll be looking forward. :D
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
I.am.such.a.m.fking.arsehole.
I'm gonna be biten in the ass hard by karma sooner or later.
I really felt like going up to --- and say
" ***k me sorry i am a bitch will you please forgive me? FOR THIS ONCE? "
Sorry still cant bring myself to speak to ---. What was I thinking? -.-
I can die of embarrassment.
I hate the feeling of hurting someone. Sometimes it's inevitable, but..
Anyway, today's a pretty sulky day after 6hrs of sleep last night. phew, I'm beat.
I'm gonna be biten in the ass hard by karma sooner or later.
I really felt like going up to --- and say
" ***k me sorry i am a bitch will you please forgive me? FOR THIS ONCE? "
Sorry still cant bring myself to speak to ---. What was I thinking? -.-
I can die of embarrassment.
I hate the feeling of hurting someone. Sometimes it's inevitable, but..
Anyway, today's a pretty sulky day after 6hrs of sleep last night. phew, I'm beat.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Is it more important to know what to do in a given situation rather than to get upset over it? Ahh, shut up, I just go with the flow~ Answers will show somehow. :D
I sound like a duck right now. o,o * Quack * - I lost my voice. ToT
Feels so miserable, today's the 4th day of being ill but my temperature's up and down. It can go as normal as 36°C and reach up to 40°C but I'm still feeling so hyperrrrr...... which doesn't lasts for long and I realised that it's my hyperness that makes my temperature go up. T_T So I have to limit myself from being happy? NUUU~ I WON'T LET IT STOP ME. >:D Anyway, I think a lot of my brain cells were burnt, I find myself stupider after maths class today. ): If I continue this way, I'd be a real retard for sure.... O: WEEELLLLL, AS LONG AS I'M STILL ALIVEEEE... :D UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAA! v^~^v
Oh, yes, marked the field with some icky yucky black substance, oil. Jacq and I contributed a smaaaaallll part of it oh-kay? Still, got people come kpkb say that we stay there do nothing. Eh? Something = Nothing? Worse case, when we were ready to get our hands dirty, I received a sacarstic remark......... WHYYYYYY, THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH! ^~^ He even said something like " those who are here to help out, stay, those who are here for nothing, go away. " Then he glared at us. So I shot back at him luh. " Oh? you mean me? " .. He bwg. Tsk, not fun one.. ): Pfffftt, I'm just glad he's not one of them anymore. heh. After that, buey tahan the oil, so zhao.
Gohlayna's class at two. I SWEAR SHE'S MAD! She has MANYMANY EXTRA CLASSES FOR HER STUDENTS! I think it's the aftereffect of obtaining the caring teacher award. D': SHE'S CRAZYYYYY!! I THINK INSTEAD OF A CARING TEACHER AWARD, SHE WANTS THE ' MOST CARING TEACHER AWARD " !!!! But doncha think it's too exaggerated?!? D: I mean her maths extra classes schedule states MONDAY - THURSDAY, 0800 - 1700... EVERYDAY!!! ........................ caring... too caring. I wonder what Miss Goh's actually made of.. /: -*-* Robot..
Holiday isn't a holiday at all, I still have to go to school everyday except Sunday.
I'M DESPERATE FOR SUNDAY. D': boohoohooo~
Edited @ 8:31PM.
Just saw Malik's tag and it reminded me THAT I PLAYED HIS TBONE WHEN I WAS HAVING A FEVER! Poor Malik. I guess he played it too after me but the virus was still there. ): So he fell ill and had all my symptoms. :D First, sorethroat, headache, fever, muscle cramp, high fever, HUAHAHHAHHAHAHHAAAAA! He's having his 'N' levels! O: !!! O: !!!! He's doing his examinations in isolation thanks to meeeeeee! :D and my virus ! :D Don't blame me ! Blame his own body from being unable to withstand the virus! ^^v UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
I sound like a duck right now. o,o * Quack * - I lost my voice. ToT
Feels so miserable, today's the 4th day of being ill but my temperature's up and down. It can go as normal as 36°C and reach up to 40°C but I'm still feeling so hyperrrrr...... which doesn't lasts for long and I realised that it's my hyperness that makes my temperature go up. T_T So I have to limit myself from being happy? NUUU~ I WON'T LET IT STOP ME. >:D Anyway, I think a lot of my brain cells were burnt, I find myself stupider after maths class today. ): If I continue this way, I'd be a real retard for sure.... O: WEEELLLLL, AS LONG AS I'M STILL ALIVEEEE... :D UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAA! v^~^v
Oh, yes, marked the field with some icky yucky black substance, oil. Jacq and I contributed a smaaaaallll part of it oh-kay? Still, got people come kpkb say that we stay there do nothing. Eh? Something = Nothing? Worse case, when we were ready to get our hands dirty, I received a sacarstic remark......... WHYYYYYY, THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH! ^~^ He even said something like " those who are here to help out, stay, those who are here for nothing, go away. " Then he glared at us. So I shot back at him luh. " Oh? you mean me? " .. He bwg. Tsk, not fun one.. ): Pfffftt, I'm just glad he's not one of them anymore. heh. After that, buey tahan the oil, so zhao.
Gohlayna's class at two. I SWEAR SHE'S MAD! She has MANYMANY EXTRA CLASSES FOR HER STUDENTS! I think it's the aftereffect of obtaining the caring teacher award. D': SHE'S CRAZYYYYY!! I THINK INSTEAD OF A CARING TEACHER AWARD, SHE WANTS THE ' MOST CARING TEACHER AWARD " !!!! But doncha think it's too exaggerated?!? D: I mean her maths extra classes schedule states MONDAY - THURSDAY, 0800 - 1700... EVERYDAY!!! ........................ caring... too caring. I wonder what Miss Goh's actually made of.. /: -*-* Robot..
Holiday isn't a holiday at all, I still have to go to school everyday except Sunday.
I'M DESPERATE FOR SUNDAY. D': boohoohooo~
Edited @ 8:31PM.
Just saw Malik's tag and it reminded me THAT I PLAYED HIS TBONE WHEN I WAS HAVING A FEVER! Poor Malik. I guess he played it too after me but the virus was still there. ): So he fell ill and had all my symptoms. :D First, sorethroat, headache, fever, muscle cramp, high fever, HUAHAHHAHHAHAHHAAAAA! He's having his 'N' levels! O: !!! O: !!!! He's doing his examinations in isolation thanks to meeeeeee! :D and my virus ! :D Don't blame me ! Blame his own body from being unable to withstand the virus! ^^v UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Solipsism
I enjoy solitary moments.
How do you like it to be greeted either way, cynically, sarcastically, or with a dismaying cold silence? Believe it or not, that any moment, everything can change. In an instance you can loose everything and that's when you start cherishing. I've learnt how important it is to reflect.... I think I'm going mad if carry on ranting..
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ):<
I'm tired, I'M SO TIRED, I AM SO TIRED. And annoyed.
Excused for piano lessons, excused for the history/geography/NLB educational trip. I skipped them all, just to go to the airport - Jianhao's off to China. Well, I'm having many mixed thoughts about today, I mean, one question, DID I JUST WASTED MY TIME TODAY? Tsktsk. I think sleeping would've been a much better. (: Oh, by the way, recently I've been falling asleep in classes and when I wake up, my table would be wet... ^o^v HEHEHEHE! i d-roo-ooled~ X:
Today's annoucement included the list of classes for being punctual all day and 202 seized a part of it. Hahaha, WOW-IE! I remember at the start of the year I had a habit of being late almost everyday. Every morning I would stroll to the main gate of PYSS, thinking selfishly to myself that everything's fine, regardless. What's important now's that I don't have the same mentality anymore. Anyway, I'm somehow satisfied with my effortless results and I know deep down what I can actually achieve. (: I'm glad, that's all.
A few band practices back, my keyboard clipper snapped and broke while we were packing for the combined session in the music room. Yeah, a lil disappointed but I had to let it go since we were already rushing.. But, guess what, something made me smile like a semi-retard today. To my surprise, I met Sayidah and Siti along the corridor somewhere today and that ass passed me a new keyboard clipper. Hahahaha. Thanks soooo much, it's so sweet of you people. These people just make my day. (: Sometimes, I feel blessed for knowing that there're still people out there that care. I'd really like to thank everyone sincerly for everything, even for all the shit. Thanks again. :D
How do you like it to be greeted either way, cynically, sarcastically, or with a dismaying cold silence? Believe it or not, that any moment, everything can change. In an instance you can loose everything and that's when you start cherishing. I've learnt how important it is to reflect.... I think I'm going mad if carry on ranting..
AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ):<
I'm tired, I'M SO TIRED, I AM SO TIRED. And annoyed.
Excused for piano lessons, excused for the history/geography/NLB educational trip. I skipped them all, just to go to the airport - Jianhao's off to China. Well, I'm having many mixed thoughts about today, I mean, one question, DID I JUST WASTED MY TIME TODAY? Tsktsk. I think sleeping would've been a much better. (: Oh, by the way, recently I've been falling asleep in classes and when I wake up, my table would be wet... ^o^v HEHEHEHE! i d-roo-ooled~ X:
Today's annoucement included the list of classes for being punctual all day and 202 seized a part of it. Hahaha, WOW-IE! I remember at the start of the year I had a habit of being late almost everyday. Every morning I would stroll to the main gate of PYSS, thinking selfishly to myself that everything's fine, regardless. What's important now's that I don't have the same mentality anymore. Anyway, I'm somehow satisfied with my effortless results and I know deep down what I can actually achieve. (: I'm glad, that's all.
A few band practices back, my keyboard clipper snapped and broke while we were packing for the combined session in the music room. Yeah, a lil disappointed but I had to let it go since we were already rushing.. But, guess what, something made me smile like a semi-retard today. To my surprise, I met Sayidah and Siti along the corridor somewhere today and that ass passed me a new keyboard clipper. Hahahaha. Thanks soooo much, it's so sweet of you people. These people just make my day. (: Sometimes, I feel blessed for knowing that there're still people out there that care. I'd really like to thank everyone sincerly for everything, even for all the shit. Thanks again. :D
Monday, August 31, 2009
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Uhuhuhuhuhuhuhu~ My violin finally produced a sound ! :D
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAYYYY! :D :D
I'M SOOOO HAPEEEEEE!!! :D I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY A VIOLIN!!!! :D WHEEHEEWHOOHOO!!
I remember a few days ago, I was looking at the untouched violin and let out a sigh. Well, I had no idea how the hell in the world string instruments worked... that's why, I needed help, but I didn't have anyone in mind....... I was desperate to play the violin. TuT ... X: On a much cheerful note, I learnt that my classmate, Andy, plays a violin! And a also viola! (: He gave me intros of string instruments, yadadadada, so i knew briefly how it works.. And dumped me a book. O,O" The book's useless, really, but I found out from it that all I had to do is tune the violin, tighten the hairs on the bow, and rosin the bow-hair a lil, that's all. But I still didn't know WHAT NOTE THE EACH STRING WAS, WHAT NOTE THE POSITIONS OF YOUR FINGERS WERE - That's why i said the book was useless. Fiddled here and there, for hours, COS I'M A DESPO FOR LEARNING A VIOLIN, and YAY ! :D I learnt one song, TWINKLETWINKILELITTTTTTLESTAAAAR! \(^0^)/ .. Ack.... Shutup ! Ey! I know it's a lame song lurh, but .... still.. :D :D
A month back, I asked my parents to allow me to go for violin courses. They were fine with it - Reason being, not that they encouraged me to learn musical instruments but, I requested buying a violin a long time ago and they wasted their money for a new violin when I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY IT, SO OF COURSE, THEY WANTED THE VIOLIN TO BE OF USE AND NOT FOR DISPLAY (in fact i dumped it aside. X:) ... SO OF COURSE THEY ALLOWED ME TO DO SO. Hmph. But then again, my auntie come and kpkb, so kaypo luh. Say simi see grades first. ):< KNNCCB! IRRITATING LUH! WALAO. So i put in a little more effort in my work loh, now my grades are improving, JUST BECAUSE OF A VIOLIN. Not that I like to study. Huaha...
My neck pain. -.-
Byebye!
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAYYYY! :D :D
I'M SOOOO HAPEEEEEE!!! :D I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO PLAY A VIOLIN!!!! :D WHEEHEEWHOOHOO!!
I remember a few days ago, I was looking at the untouched violin and let out a sigh. Well, I had no idea how the hell in the world string instruments worked... that's why, I needed help, but I didn't have anyone in mind....... I was desperate to play the violin. TuT ... X: On a much cheerful note, I learnt that my classmate, Andy, plays a violin! And a also viola! (: He gave me intros of string instruments, yadadadada, so i knew briefly how it works.. And dumped me a book. O,O" The book's useless, really, but I found out from it that all I had to do is tune the violin, tighten the hairs on the bow, and rosin the bow-hair a lil, that's all. But I still didn't know WHAT NOTE THE EACH STRING WAS, WHAT NOTE THE POSITIONS OF YOUR FINGERS WERE - That's why i said the book was useless. Fiddled here and there, for hours, COS I'M A DESPO FOR LEARNING A VIOLIN, and YAY ! :D I learnt one song, TWINKLETWINKILELITTTTTTLESTAAAAR! \(^0^)/ .. Ack.... Shutup ! Ey! I know it's a lame song lurh, but .... still.. :D :D
A month back, I asked my parents to allow me to go for violin courses. They were fine with it - Reason being, not that they encouraged me to learn musical instruments but, I requested buying a violin a long time ago and they wasted their money for a new violin when I DON'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY IT, SO OF COURSE, THEY WANTED THE VIOLIN TO BE OF USE AND NOT FOR DISPLAY (in fact i dumped it aside. X:) ... SO OF COURSE THEY ALLOWED ME TO DO SO. Hmph. But then again, my auntie come and kpkb, so kaypo luh. Say simi see grades first. ):< KNNCCB! IRRITATING LUH! WALAO. So i put in a little more effort in my work loh, now my grades are improving, JUST BECAUSE OF A VIOLIN. Not that I like to study. Huaha...
My neck pain. -.-
Tag replies! :D
30 Aug 09, 19:50 sayidah!: PIGFACE!
You.
30 Aug 09, 09:19 Bryannnnn.: Aron, stfu. and, lum, the hard tissue worked eh? ;D
Shut up.
29 Aug 09, 21:23 Aron: i thought youu in abc??
Yep, ABC! (Anti-Bryan-Club)
25 Aug 09, 21:12 Bryannnnn.: eh, i didn't manage to read it, nevermind, i'll start asking around!
Z
25 Aug 09, 19:49 Erwin: o_o u were on ur way to the drinks stall?? can sun bian buy mahh ~_~
Oh?
Byebye!
Saturday, August 29, 2009
OHMYGAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!
THIS IS SOOO INCREDIBLEEE! SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I SAW TODAY! IMEAN, I SAW HER TODAY! THE VERY FIRST PERSON I KNEW!!! I TOOK ONE STEP FORWARD, TURNED TO MY RIGHT AND.... THERE SHE WAS !!!!!!!! AND I REMEMBER POSTING ABOUT HER IN MY PREVIOUS POST, COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. ( * shudders. yes, there's sacarsm existing in this post. ^^!!! -'-'-'-'-'-'- !!!!!!1 -'-!!!!@#!)
Laaaa~ Early in the morning, I was already panicking for some reasons. ARNDANDDD LUCKILY, Stella saved my life and my face. O.Ob HEEHEEHEEEE. ^~^!!! ...Oh? den majors ask we all fall in lorh, den we obey them loh, den like that lorrrrh, like that slackslack loh, cos I din march whaaaat. why? cos need do library dept thingy but cannot go up, no key whaaat, so need wait for mdm nava loh, by the time she come, i sian-ed liao, den i wanna march but my skin come out again, so i ask welfare for plaster loh, but they donhave, so sad loh but i never cry loh. den vivian point at 3rd floor, so common sense that the first aid kit is upstairs also, need key also. so i patient loh, boh bian what. this cannot do, that cannot do, SIAN. finally mdm nava came, happy loh. (': after so long. so go up loh, arrange the scores loh, and i found out that they're soooooooo many scores leh! DAMNNNNN NICE SIAAAH, LIKE HEAVEN. X: oh? but then my skin sensitive, den got rashes loh, so never do liao loh, i write write thing only. ): ....... to be continued, my sister want me go out. -.- CHEE....... bYE.
THIS IS SOOO INCREDIBLEEE! SHE WAS THE FIRST PERSON I SAW TODAY! IMEAN, I SAW HER TODAY! THE VERY FIRST PERSON I KNEW!!! I TOOK ONE STEP FORWARD, TURNED TO MY RIGHT AND.... THERE SHE WAS !!!!!!!! AND I REMEMBER POSTING ABOUT HER IN MY PREVIOUS POST, COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. ( * shudders. yes, there's sacarsm existing in this post. ^^!!! -'-'-'-'-'-'- !!!!!!1 -'-!!!!@#!)
Laaaa~ Early in the morning, I was already panicking for some reasons. ARNDANDDD LUCKILY, Stella saved my life and my face. O.Ob HEEHEEHEEEE. ^~^!!! ...Oh? den majors ask we all fall in lorh, den we obey them loh, den like that lorrrrh, like that slackslack loh, cos I din march whaaaat. why? cos need do library dept thingy but cannot go up, no key whaaat, so need wait for mdm nava loh, by the time she come, i sian-ed liao, den i wanna march but my skin come out again, so i ask welfare for plaster loh, but they donhave, so sad loh but i never cry loh. den vivian point at 3rd floor, so common sense that the first aid kit is upstairs also, need key also. so i patient loh, boh bian what. this cannot do, that cannot do, SIAN. finally mdm nava came, happy loh. (': after so long. so go up loh, arrange the scores loh, and i found out that they're soooooooo many scores leh! DAMNNNNN NICE SIAAAH, LIKE HEAVEN. X: oh? but then my skin sensitive, den got rashes loh, so never do liao loh, i write write thing only. ): ....... to be continued, my sister want me go out. -.- CHEE....... bYE.
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Hihi! (:
Byebye! (:
Friday, August 28, 2009
Ahh, damn. Tomorrow is a Saturday. (-.-)-'-
Band practice tomorrow's, almost whole day leh. (!!!) LUCKY ONLY ALMOST LEH.
I don't wanna see her ____ing face... It's dog face. Wait, no... pig face. ( haha, inside joke. ) My blood's cloooooooose enough to evaporation just thinking about her. The sight of her... FACE, spoils my whoooole beeeautiful daaay. WAAAALAAAOOOOO EEHHH!!! ~!@#$%">~!@#$%*()_+ ( Inserts aey whole essay of profanities, with my two lil but mighteeey middle fingers up with the support of my two middle toes. ) I wanna tell her off straight in her face but later she cry, then she complain by barking lika dog, then people symphatize her, then she gets her *$!#ing way. Yalayala, you're sucha biiig fark and you can action already. I hate her, she also hates me. She diao me, I diao her back. She glare at me, I smirk back at her. She not happy with me and smiles at me which give a hint that she's faking it so I do the same. Tit for tat. WE'RE BOTH EQUAL YOU B*TCH! YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ME. I'M IMMATURED FOR HATING YOU, AND SO ARE YOU! I think of you eeeevery sssingle daaay and keep you right in my mind, ............. oh? why? BECAUSE I'M SERIOUSLY HATING YOU. Not like you're important to me at all. You really get on my nerves. Go bang wall die ! DIEDIEEEDIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!@# And puuuhh-lease, I, am, NOT, your, dog, so, STOPEFFINGTREATING ME LIKE ONE, AND, DO YOUR THINGS YOURSELF, DOG.
Yeah, I agree with them, the band's gonna fall, fall, fall.... Have you ever thought deeply why there're people that hesitate to come for band? And how they're feeling? I admit, I USED to really love coming for band practices. But things are different now, as different as the PYMB I knew in 2008. Just look at the 'band table' ..
Band practice tomorrow's, almost whole day leh. (!!!) LUCKY ONLY ALMOST LEH.
I don't wanna see her ____ing face... It's dog face. Wait, no... pig face. ( haha, inside joke. ) My blood's cloooooooose enough to evaporation just thinking about her. The sight of her... FACE, spoils my whoooole beeeautiful daaay. WAAAALAAAOOOOO EEHHH!!! ~!@#$%">~!@#$%*()_+ ( Inserts aey whole essay of profanities, with my two lil but mighteeey middle fingers up with the support of my two middle toes. ) I wanna tell her off straight in her face but later she cry, then she complain by barking lika dog, then people symphatize her, then she gets her *$!#ing way. Yalayala, you're sucha biiig fark and you can action already. I hate her, she also hates me. She diao me, I diao her back. She glare at me, I smirk back at her. She not happy with me and smiles at me which give a hint that she's faking it so I do the same. Tit for tat. WE'RE BOTH EQUAL YOU B*TCH! YOU'RE NO BETTER THAN ME. I'M IMMATURED FOR HATING YOU, AND SO ARE YOU! I think of you eeeevery sssingle daaay and keep you right in my mind, ............. oh? why? BECAUSE I'M SERIOUSLY HATING YOU. Not like you're important to me at all. You really get on my nerves. Go bang wall die ! DIEDIEEEDIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!@# And puuuhh-lease, I, am, NOT, your, dog, so, STOPEFFINGTREATING ME LIKE ONE, AND, DO YOUR THINGS YOURSELF, DOG.
Yeah, I agree with them, the band's gonna fall, fall, fall.... Have you ever thought deeply why there're people that hesitate to come for band? And how they're feeling? I admit, I USED to really love coming for band practices. But things are different now, as different as the PYMB I knew in 2008. Just look at the 'band table' ..
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
It's the ghost festival month? I think I'm scared. I'm sure you've received some freaky smses from some idiotic people who've noooothing better to do. It's really better not to read it. I don't know whether I'm imagining things or not but I heard my name called behind me and I stupidly turned back. *Jacqueline also. (idk why, haha). So there was this man jogging(?) and at that time, we were talking about some spooky stuff aaaaand, when he ran pass Jacq, she actually screamed so loudly that people even I got a shock and was too stunned to scream. -_-. People walked pass us....... -_- Idk her. :D
Yesterday night was horrible. The air is daaamn polluted with smoke that I was sneezing and coughing. It was so annoying. ):< Sleeping cured everything but this morning I was hesistant to wake up cos I wanna sleep more. Zzzz. So I slept on and .. -.- Yawn~ Wellwell, after classes, I moved my left leg forward, followed by my right leg, and so this continues, ( I meant I was walking. ) And I don't know what I was doing cos I was still half asleep.... ~ And I remember that it was raining. -_- Drenched, thanks to Jacqueline. I remember saying that today was the luckiest day of my life.. -.- Well, she ended up turning up for band cos panadol cured her immediately? Yeah, right. Someone just needed to be escorted to school. HAHAHAHAA. I suddenly remembered her telling me something stupid like " I feel better already cos I ran. " -_-. So she enjoys running eh? Makes her.... happy.. heh.
She didn't get to run after that but we got to do marching. Still half asleeeep. Zzzz... Wasn't exactly tiring but it was the pain, THE PAIN ON MY FEET. Why does this always happen to me? Whenever there's this hentak exercise, my skin starts peeling off and the skin comes off and ew.. -.- Plasters are great... (': Day ended, byebye.
A part of the challenges in life's about accepting change.
Probably, for the better of the band, you'll really have to sacrifice us, your friends.
I guess we're understanding enough. We know it's a hard decision for you whether to choose your friends or the band. We know that you're stressed, you're irritated, you're confused but you're now an ADM, one of the leaders of our band. It's your job, or should I say, responsibility to do what's best for the band, so do it well. (:
What'smore, we'll still be there for you when you need us.
Yesterday night was horrible. The air is daaamn polluted with smoke that I was sneezing and coughing. It was so annoying. ):< Sleeping cured everything but this morning I was hesistant to wake up cos I wanna sleep more. Zzzz. So I slept on and .. -.- Yawn~ Wellwell, after classes, I moved my left leg forward, followed by my right leg, and so this continues, ( I meant I was walking. ) And I don't know what I was doing cos I was still half asleep.... ~ And I remember that it was raining. -_- Drenched, thanks to Jacqueline. I remember saying that today was the luckiest day of my life.. -.- Well, she ended up turning up for band cos panadol cured her immediately? Yeah, right. Someone just needed to be escorted to school. HAHAHAHAA. I suddenly remembered her telling me something stupid like " I feel better already cos I ran. " -_-. So she enjoys running eh? Makes her.... happy.. heh.
She didn't get to run after that but we got to do marching. Still half asleeeep. Zzzz... Wasn't exactly tiring but it was the pain, THE PAIN ON MY FEET. Why does this always happen to me? Whenever there's this hentak exercise, my skin starts peeling off and the skin comes off and ew.. -.- Plasters are great... (': Day ended, byebye.
A part of the challenges in life's about accepting change.
Probably, for the better of the band, you'll really have to sacrifice us, your friends.
I guess we're understanding enough. We know it's a hard decision for you whether to choose your friends or the band. We know that you're stressed, you're irritated, you're confused but you're now an ADM, one of the leaders of our band. It's your job, or should I say, responsibility to do what's best for the band, so do it well. (:
What'smore, we'll still be there for you when you need us.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Another day again. It's like the same thing everyday that I can barely stand it anymore.
One day I'm just gonna explode. It's a matter of time on when it'll happen. (-.-)
Wake up, go school, go out, go home, sleep, ... It's _ing booorinnnng!! And worse still, I see same people everyday! I go to the same school everyday! I live in the same house everyday! I sleep in the same room everyday! I do the same thing everyday! I fear the same thing everyday! I bully people everyday! I fake a smile everyday. I see myself everyday! .... I know I may sound ridiculous but it's totally truetruetrueee! Don't you get sick of life?! I mean, I'M SO SICK OF IT ALREADY!!! ): Boooo~ Life sucks. There's no way out. Unless someone's kind enough to kill me this instant, I'd be grateful, not. I can easily list down 101 things that I wanna do before my time's up. I still have dreams that I believe I can convert to reality. I still haven't experienced enough of life, with the exception of school days, of coz larh. -_-. I don't have any interest in studying, cos I'm not academically smart. Z. DAMN USELESS LUH. Studystudy and still nothing goes in. My grades are so roller-coaster-like luh. If fail hor, fail until like kanasai. Pass leh? Marks daaaamn chio.
I have always found this unreasonably irritating. :
When I don't study, I get good grades but when I do, it's like world's end.
So.. Don't study? :D
One day I'm just gonna explode. It's a matter of time on when it'll happen. (-.-)
Wake up, go school, go out, go home, sleep, ... It's _ing booorinnnng!! And worse still, I see same people everyday! I go to the same school everyday! I live in the same house everyday! I sleep in the same room everyday! I do the same thing everyday! I fear the same thing everyday! I bully people everyday! I fake a smile everyday. I see myself everyday! .... I know I may sound ridiculous but it's totally truetruetrueee! Don't you get sick of life?! I mean, I'M SO SICK OF IT ALREADY!!! ): Boooo~ Life sucks. There's no way out. Unless someone's kind enough to kill me this instant, I'd be grateful, not. I can easily list down 101 things that I wanna do before my time's up. I still have dreams that I believe I can convert to reality. I still haven't experienced enough of life, with the exception of school days, of coz larh. -_-. I don't have any interest in studying, cos I'm not academically smart. Z. DAMN USELESS LUH. Studystudy and still nothing goes in. My grades are so roller-coaster-like luh. If fail hor, fail until like kanasai. Pass leh? Marks daaaamn chio.
I have always found this unreasonably irritating. :
When I don't study, I get good grades but when I do, it's like world's end.
So.. Don't study? :D
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I guess I was wrong all along.
" Pure & Innocent. "
Mmmm.. Life's lil' ironies. Gawdddd, now that I think back, it never fails to surprise me over again. I think we were loosing our minds. Did we... Uhm, I mean did we just do what we did?!! O.O I'd really like to see how dumb we were back then and laugh at ourselves again. Never thought we'd land into such troubles. Troubles that are slightely more serious to deal with, together with you people. Owell... HYPER-M ! HERE WE COMEEEE ! X: ( You probably won't know what I mean. ) Uwahahahahahahahahahaharrr~ I think I'm desperate. )': Boohoo~
Is this the right way to spend the last day of examinations? By showing you don't care about things happening around you and being such an arsehole? Huahar, maybe. (: Well, goodbye to common tests, see you again on the EOYs, don't come back soon~ (: I swear I made a hell lot of mistakes in my papers. I don't know why Jericho (WTF!!!@) was stuck in my head during the math examination. Of all things, JERICHO?!@# Ps, I dare admit. It was totally distracting me luhhhh, I don't know what's wrong with my mind. ): ... but..
Something I have to say :
I'm notta band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a bad geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek.
I hope this proves I'M NOT A BAND GEEK.
________
I no longer feel complaisant anymore, though I know I can't coerce anyone to feel the same. Nothing is enough to infiltrate your mind this crux of the problem, it's impossible and impossible.
Yes, I was wrong.
Mmmm.. Life's lil' ironies. Gawdddd, now that I think back, it never fails to surprise me over again. I think we were loosing our minds. Did we... Uhm, I mean did we just do what we did?!! O.O I'd really like to see how dumb we were back then and laugh at ourselves again. Never thought we'd land into such troubles. Troubles that are slightely more serious to deal with, together with you people. Owell... HYPER-M ! HERE WE COMEEEE ! X: ( You probably won't know what I mean. ) Uwahahahahahahahahahaharrr~ I think I'm desperate. )': Boohoo~
Is this the right way to spend the last day of examinations? By showing you don't care about things happening around you and being such an arsehole? Huahar, maybe. (: Well, goodbye to common tests, see you again on the EOYs, don't come back soon~ (: I swear I made a hell lot of mistakes in my papers. I don't know why Jericho (WTF!!!@) was stuck in my head during the math examination. Of all things, JERICHO?!@# Ps, I dare admit. It was totally distracting me luhhhh, I don't know what's wrong with my mind. ): ... but..
Something I have to say :
I'm notta band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I am not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a bad geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek. I'm not a band geek.
I hope this proves I'M NOT A BAND GEEK.
________
I no longer feel complaisant anymore, though I know I can't coerce anyone to feel the same. Nothing is enough to infiltrate your mind this crux of the problem, it's impossible and impossible.
Yes, I was wrong.
Monday, August 17, 2009
Finally replying tags again. I really don't see a need anyway, /:
bryan: oi u la XD i go first
wen: he spamer la
dorothea: O.O charlote sorry this two spamer followed me ! sorry
bryan: he did
dorothea: oi!y u follow meO.O did u bring bryan?
wen: hihi!
dorothea: hihi
NO LIFE UH ?!
jianhao: haha... red ass. and fat ahmah.
jianhao: toot.
Uhmm..
Erwin: -_-
Z.
Jacqueline: i chose him already! haheho! so shuaiiiiiiiiiiiii! :x
Orh.
Joy: Hello charlotte LUM! haha. @-@
Hi.
Atikah: Link me .. At atikahheress.bs.com
K.
Bryan.: yes, google, how efficient. :D
Ya.
People should just stop backstabbing/complaining/whining and tell the opposing party what's your fuckin' problem. Jealous of his awesome friends? LIKE COME ON! We're in the 21st century! MUST YOU CONTROL HIS LIFE? MUST YOU FKING JUDGE US? YOU FUCKING ANNOYING DOGGIE NIGGA OF AN ASSHOLE MOTHER FUCKING BITCH. STOP TRYNA SCREW OUR LIVES. You think you own this fucking world? YOUTHINK YOU OWN IT HUH?! YKNOW YOU'RE ONE BIG JERKASS IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW THE WORLD AND YOU KNOW US. YA DON'T HAVETA TALK SHIT LIKEHOW YOU CHEW YOUR BLODYU DOGGIE SHET. GO HOME TO YOUR MUMSIE TO CRY YOUR BLOODY FAKE TEARS. STOP YOUR FXCKING COMPLAINING AND FACE THE FACTS - YOuRE A DAUGHTER ODF A DOG. GET THINGS RIGHT BEFORE YOU START BARKING. YOU REALLY SHUD SHUTAP N BUZZ OFF. YOU'RE IN OUR WAY.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Hello!! Hi! Hihihihi! :D
Today I went to the Zoo to visit my fellow distant relatives. \(^0^)/
They didn't seem surprised that I came to visit them after soooo long though.. Upsetting. )': After so many years without any form of contact, AFTER SO MANY YEARS OF NOT MEETING EACH OTHER !!! I took the initiative to visit them, ANY YET ?!? They're so cold, so aloof, so distant. Hahahahah!!! FYI, I'm referring to the monkeys, who are not actually my relatives but still, distant ones........ Whatever~
Took pictures with the animals. But my camera didn't even last a quarter of the whole journey. ): Well, handphones are backups, no worries. :D But I'm not gonna post any pictures. Considering the fact that my sister is suffering with the superbig number of pictures to upload into her blog, I don't wanna end up like her. :p
I just realised that animals are so cute, especially with their bigbighugehuge round eyes, but, very smelly. -.- I don't like. WAITWAIT! I'm having second thoughts, THEY'RE NOT CUTE. There was this sealion performing, and it was obviously ACTING cute. YES ! THEY ONLY ACT CUTE TO ATTRACT THE TOURISTS. NOT CUTE AT ALL !!!! >:D And the Baboons are fxcking disgusting.. I seriously don't need a free show. They were.. humping... for people to see. -.- No joke. Monkey porn. Gosh~ They butt cheeks are redredreddddd so were their balls. Obscenity..
Horrible long day. I'm so, HYPER! not. Well, walked almost a half portion of the zoo, cos my legs couldn't carry me any further whatsmore, the day was already ending.
Another reminder, COMMON TESTS STARTS TOMORROW! :d
Let's look on the brighter sight, it ends after wednesday. All the worst, people!
Today I went to the Zoo to visit my fellow distant relatives. \(^0^)/
They didn't seem surprised that I came to visit them after soooo long though.. Upsetting. )': After so many years without any form of contact, AFTER SO MANY YEARS OF NOT MEETING EACH OTHER !!! I took the initiative to visit them, ANY YET ?!? They're so cold, so aloof, so distant. Hahahahah!!! FYI, I'm referring to the monkeys, who are not actually my relatives but still, distant ones........ Whatever~
Took pictures with the animals. But my camera didn't even last a quarter of the whole journey. ): Well, handphones are backups, no worries. :D But I'm not gonna post any pictures. Considering the fact that my sister is suffering with the superbig number of pictures to upload into her blog, I don't wanna end up like her. :p
I just realised that animals are so cute, especially with their bigbighugehuge round eyes, but, very smelly. -.- I don't like. WAITWAIT! I'm having second thoughts, THEY'RE NOT CUTE. There was this sealion performing, and it was obviously ACTING cute. YES ! THEY ONLY ACT CUTE TO ATTRACT THE TOURISTS. NOT CUTE AT ALL !!!! >:D And the Baboons are fxcking disgusting.. I seriously don't need a free show. They were.. humping... for people to see. -.- No joke. Monkey porn. Gosh~ They butt cheeks are redredreddddd so were their balls. Obscenity..
Horrible long day. I'm so, HYPER! not. Well, walked almost a half portion of the zoo, cos my legs couldn't carry me any further whatsmore, the day was already ending.
Another reminder, COMMON TESTS STARTS TOMORROW! :d
Let's look on the brighter sight, it ends after wednesday. All the worst, people!
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