This is a continuation of my previous blog entry - I FOUND MY MISSING CAMERA!!!! :D It was hiding in my drawer all alooonngggggggg!!!!! >:(
Well, the 'O' level results are already out.. **DENGDENGDENGDENNNGGGG**.. Satisfactory level : 2.5/10. I have a confession to make - I felt that I could've done better. I WANTED to do better. I EXPECTED better... but I was told to appreciate what I have scored because I did better than most of my friends. But still, some results are, DISAPPOINTING. For example, Principles of accounts. All my life in secondary school, I aced my POA examinations, I had distinctions throughout!!!!!.. But then for this 'O' level exam.. * shakes head *.. I didn't la. I got a fwreakin' B3. I bet I was THIS close to an A2.. :'( Now I understand why I people say..... "ZOMFGKNNCCBWTFHSCREWDAMNFUCK the 'O' level bell curve/ moderation...." I can't help it but to agree. *nods head*.. I've already chosen 12 different type of courses from jcs/polys and submitted it already.. I'M PRAYING HARD I GET MY FIRST CHOICE.. *fingers crossed* :(((
Honestly, I'm not THAT prepared to go to a junior college la. I've been told, "A levels very hard la, studying again very sian la, a lot of people retain first year, fail A levels, fail already no where to go, Poly better/more fun, studying no life, JC people no life." -_- I think I'm quite affected by these comments but then again I often try to remind myself that if I put my heart into doing well, I can accomplish anything I want. I really hope I've made the right decision for choosing to go to college.. Otherwise.. Neh, I shall not think too much. Most of my friends are going to poly.. So I guess I have to make new ones AGAIN. Holy... Not again. I'm afraid to open up to new people. I'm so worried I'll end up being a loner in which ever school I'll be going to. #foreveralone. HAHAHA. I'm very sure I can find friends la.. But finding a TRUE friend.. Woah, that's hard man.. I haven't had a true friend for so long.. IDK LA. My friends tell me that I've them to depend on.. That's really sweet.. But then again, IT'S COMING FROM THE MOUTH, NOT THE HEART (I guess.) -_- Maybe it's just me.. Hais. I hope we'll still keep in contact though, they're really fun people to be with.. I don't want these people to be strangers.. Like most of my previous friends... Well.... good memories... good memories......... :') I can't deny I miss spending time with each and every one of them, but things have changed, even THEY've changed.. This is life, charlotte, face it.
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F**K my life, I din make it to college, problem solved
Well, the 'O' level results are already out.. **DENGDENGDENGDENNNGGGG**.. Satisfactory level : 2.5/10. I have a confession to make - I felt that I could've done better. I WANTED to do better. I EXPECTED better... but I was told to appreciate what I have scored because I did better than most of my friends. But still, some results are, DISAPPOINTING. For example, Principles of accounts. All my life in secondary school, I aced my POA examinations, I had distinctions throughout!!!!!.. But then for this 'O' level exam.. * shakes head *.. I didn't la. I got a fwreakin' B3. I bet I was THIS close to an A2.. :'( Now I understand why I people say..... "ZOMFGKNNCCBWTFHSCREWDAMNFUCK the 'O' level bell curve/ moderation...." I can't help it but to agree. *nods head*.. I've already chosen 12 different type of courses from jcs/polys and submitted it already.. I'M PRAYING HARD I GET MY FIRST CHOICE.. *fingers crossed* :(((
Honestly, I'm not THAT prepared to go to a junior college la. I've been told, "A levels very hard la, studying again very sian la, a lot of people retain first year, fail A levels, fail already no where to go, Poly better/more fun, studying no life, JC people no life." -_- I think I'm quite affected by these comments but then again I often try to remind myself that if I put my heart into doing well, I can accomplish anything I want. I really hope I've made the right decision for choosing to go to college.. Otherwise.. Neh, I shall not think too much. Most of my friends are going to poly.. So I guess I have to make new ones AGAIN. Holy... Not again. I'm afraid to open up to new people. I'm so worried I'll end up being a loner in which ever school I'll be going to. #foreveralone. HAHAHA. I'm very sure I can find friends la.. But finding a TRUE friend.. Woah, that's hard man.. I haven't had a true friend for so long.. IDK LA. My friends tell me that I've them to depend on.. That's really sweet.. But then again, IT'S COMING FROM THE MOUTH, NOT THE HEART (I guess.) -_- Maybe it's just me.. Hais. I hope we'll still keep in contact though, they're really fun people to be with.. I don't want these people to be strangers.. Like most of my previous friends... Well.... good memories... good memories......... :') I can't deny I miss spending time with each and every one of them, but things have changed, even THEY've changed.. This is life, charlotte, face it.
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F**K my life, I din make it to college, problem solved
