Helloooooo small teenyweetle world !

A really normal school day today. The same gossips with the hot topic, " Mr. Liew", went on between our class and our form teacher again. Real entertainment. After a few gossiping sessions, I actually found out that my class's mindset is really the same. In short, we think alike. Well, I believe that great minds think alike ? Not only that, I also realized that our form teacher is no better than us ! >:D She's just like us, she's horrible I tell ya, but in a good way. Muahahah!! Oh, did I mention that Mr Liew did not zip his pants? X: Yes I did, HIS PANTS WERE UNZIPPED !! I'M SERIOUS!! ANDANDAND!! He DARED parade around the classroom as if it was a runway. And ohmagawd, I loved my form teacher's comments..! X:

So much for the topic of this old male science teacher who has no idea of what's actually going on. But one more thing before I move on. If it so happened to be your luuucky day, where you get him as your science teacher, GOODLUCK. (:

I'm scared of the upcoming piano exam. And yet, not that I refuse to practice or something, but my exam book is under the damned piano. T_T

Heyheyhey ! :D
I updated and then I deleted everything. :D
I felt like it, that's why. (: Owell,

As a school day,

I rate today as : an A grade.

Tears. Hold them back.

I dread thinking of the past.

It hurts. I don't know why.
A huge part of these memories I kept is affecting me a whole lot.
Happy, happy, happy birthday, Jonathan.
Your recovery is keeping us in suspense. Do wake up soon when you're ready.

; A Happy Pill. I need one right now.

HELLO! UPDATED! BYEE! ^~^v!!

I could die of self-humiliation.
What if you were to let yourself down?

Today really isn't my day. Things totally pwned me inside out.
These unfortunate event should've been recorded down to be acted out and shown to the people of the world on television screens. It was so drama, I could've been in a show or something where things never turned out right for me. I feel like spending the rest of my life, lying on my bed. Better off dead, isn't it?


Piano exam on the 11th of august.
I need to spare time for my dear piano.

Gracious

Should I take up the Music Elective Programme ? Like taking music as one of my subjects in school. More subjects equals more time. I should really consider. Most people said I should.

Random health checkup.

So much for being classified under the severly underweight column. The school's sending me to some checkup on xxx. Not a good sign. Yes, I don't really eat a lot. I dread eating during dinner. Never once from the past few years till now was there peace during that period of time. Sitting together at the dining table as a family don't exist in my life. I remember in those days, we do, but right now things aren't the same after an act of impulse. Well, least I still have my mother and my grandmother who cooks for me. Truth is, I'm kinda picky on foods. Something I'm really glad about's that they're putting in effort to please me by cooking my favourite dishes. Veggies and fish aren't my type of thing. They disgust me. They are even times where once I took a short glance at the food served, I'll go back to sleep and they'll force me to get up to eat, dampening my mood even further, really. Sigh, my sister doesn't wanna eat with us anymore thanks to my aunt. My father? He can do whatever he want, I don't care. His betrayal still angers me after so many years. He, himself destroyed the trust...

Haven't been reading after sooo long. I remember my previous book before this one was 'Damaged' and it's like sooo long ago. Do you know I luv reading a lot..? No you don't.

A violin. A viola. * Blinkblink * D:

Day 366.
Happy first year anniversary, dardar! iloveyou! ♥

Okay, this happened and that happened and poof!* The day's about to end. :D Hahahaha, school life's been a pain. As the days pass, I feel myself getting more and more tired. Even worse, I'm on a certain type of medicine that my body can't get used to yet. Another way to put it is that I'm having the side effects which makes me feel so sick. No, it isn't killing me though, still living my life as per normal. (8

I owe teacher my holiday assignments. She's chasing me for it. The truth is, I don't even know what holiday assignment she's talking about. o.o.o!!! I owe teacher my report book. She's also chasing me for this. Really, I wanna tell her but, :x My latest report slip is in my band file and it's currently MIA !!@ :'D Incredible..! Other than that, I don't owe her nor other teachers anything, yet. I said yet. See how things are able to remain the same, wanna bet, THEY WILL BE ! :D UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!! :D :D :D

I find this really true ---
Things to do today :
1) Get up.
2) Survive.
3) Go back to bed.

My way of living. (': Currently waiting for time to pass quickly. The night's my party time. The morning's my yawning time. The afternoon's my sleep time. School should really be in the night. O: I focus better at this period of time.

Goodgoodnight! Gonna have supper. :D
Don't come back soon !

So not gonna loose the ring. (8