Life has changed much. (:

Isn't it great? :D For the past few days, it feels like I'm so free. Not that much of being free but more than before. More than when there was still the usual band practices going on. Gaaah. I'm so used to staying back in school late. It feels very awkward going home straight after schooling. Sigh, I miss band already, y'know why? 'Cos I'm the sorta typical-typical band people, HAHA ! There goes band and people like me go " I miss band.. I MISS BAND, " here, there and everywhere ! .. Actually I don't do that okay ! I only see people doing that and that irritates me a lot. 'Cos those people who say imissbandimissband are the ones that are always complaining about how tiring band is. I wonder what they actually want.

When there isn't band, they want it.
When there's band, they don't turn up.

I feel like murdering/strangling those people..! ):<
RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! >;B killllllllllll.. KILLLLLLLLLLLLLL !@#

I is only kidding ! D:
Don't call the police to tell them that I'm about to murder some moronic people, OKAY ?

See ya !

Crazified.

I feel shagged. I feel stupid.. ! D:
Can't believe I actually used up most of my brain cells today.

I can tell you what I really think.
Studying is great ! It's not as hard as you think it is.
*Hohoho, Charlotte, you've done a great job today! (8
Yeah, currently only Jacqueline knows about my obsession on studying.
If you know 'bout it, you'd think I'm crazy. /:
But, no I'm not crazy. I'm just trying to catch up while I can. (:

Truth is I lost interest in my academics at the start of the year.
I dreaded my teachers. I diedie didn't want to bring my books and stuff.
I hated coming to school. I came to school late everyday. I skip classes. I skip school.
I sleep in classes. I scribble on my assignments. I don't listen nor respect teachers.

I've learnt, I've realised, I've reflected.
I nearly went into the wrong path.
I know I'm wrong. I promise to change for the better.
I won't try but I'll do it, definitely, okay? {:

Trust me.
I'm back to square one.

All my fault.

What's going on ? What went wrong ? What's happening ?

So many things that I need to know.
Unless they're told to me right in my face, I won't know.. I'll never know..
It wouldn't do you any good by just keeping them to yourself.
I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way, but I need to know, isn't it for the better?

It hurts going through everyday, knowing you're doing something wrong but you don't know what it is. Life is really hard this few days. You can never imagine what I'm going through. I'm living in hell, just that I still go through some happy periods with people though. They're definitely much cherished. Every smile, every laughter. They're all things that make my day. Sadly, they don't happen often. Time is too short. I need more time, and that's all I ask for. I hate it when each day ends. As time goes by, you know what people really are. You know who're your true friends, you know who really cares and who doesn't. I realised that some people aren't what they seem. They're still good people in the world, I'm relieved. They seem like they don't give a damn about anything but they actually do. I guess that they're probably afraid to show their feelings. It doesn't matter. It's the inside them that counts. But there is also another side of human nature. There are people that cannot be relied on nor trusted at all. All they care of is themselves. They don't think of the others.

I can now differentiate the two.
After so many things that has happened, you can already tell one's personality.

I feel that I shouldn't even join a clique.
It's not your fault. It's all mine.

I'm " loving " the weather !

It's soooo HOT and no longer warm !

Can you horrible humans stop your burning of coals, oil, etc. ?!?
It's freaking irritating when people know that the climate will change
after doing all this and still continues doing so.
ARRARARGHHH ! HAHAHAHARHARHAHR !
THE WEATHER IS MAKING ME CRAZY ! ^_^ !!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS EXTREME IRRITATION YOXZCXZSCXZ !!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,
FYI, I'm notta human, (:
It isn't my fault that the weather is like that.
So since I'm not a human, I've all rights to blame you all ... !!!!
IT'S YOUR FAULT ! MUAHAHAA !
O.O.. I'm not serious about this btw.

I'm worrying for myself in advance,
because since it's the outdoor period next year,
I'm so gonna suffer under the hothotHOT sun and not only that.
I realised that the weather is getting from bad to worse..
Basically, if it's hot now, what would happen next year ? D:
DAMNBLOODYFWEAAAKINGVERY HOT ? :D
OH WOWWWWW ! I'M SO DAMN LOOOOOKING FORWARRRD ! :DDDD
NOT ! UWAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

I HOPE I'D BE GONE BY THEN ! SERIOUSLY !

okokokok, I realised it myself !
I know I'm getting crazier as I type on,

sooooooooooooooooooooooooo,
BUH-BYE ! Enjoy yourself !

Hello again. :D
I don't know how long I can stand hello-ing each and every time I blog.
I find blogging kinda stupid. Question is, why did I even bother creating this blog?
Tagboards are for hi and byes.
Updatings are for people to read. Maybe there are some who don't even bother reading.
Worst still, you don't gain anything from typing a whole chunk of nonsensicle stuff.
Absolutely nothing. So you see, this is useless !
But I still find it a good source of killing time though.
Hah, so that's why you still find me updating. ^^v !

I swear the weather is killing me ! ):

Easy-going person?

I wonder if there's someone out there in the world that's similar to me.
As in behaviour and attitude wise. Not to mention, having the same mentality.
Who knows. They could be putting up a strong front.

To some people, I appear to be forlorn and unsociable.
However to the others, I'm rather wild and talkative.
What I'm really am to your own opinion.
Truth is, I'm two-faced and hypocritical.
I absolutely hate to communicate with people.
Sorry, it's just that I have difficulties expressing myself and I don't know how to feel.
I noticed I'm most of the time expressionless.

It hurts a lot inside. Very true, question is, why don't I just tell people straight in the face?
It's because I'm afraid of hurting other people's feelings. That's all.
Sometimes when I can't take it anymore, I'll definately tell the particular person off,
but I'll regret. Regretting and hating myself for my own selfishness.
I should've thought about the other's feelings.
It's really irritating when people force you to do things you don't wanna do.
Leave me alone for once. You can all still live without me.
I hate it when any of you gets pissed off with me just because I don't wanna go along with you people. It's not like I want it. Obviously I have to other some things to settle right ?
Or not why do you think I have to go off early.
Can you all for the least, understand ? I have all doubts.
Get angry, get pissed, ignore me, THIS is what I think you all would do.

Why is it that you all always get angry so easily?
I've been tolerating you people for bloody damn long already.
Is everything you people know just a word ?.... " DAO " ?
Why can't you all just be.. Consistent?
As in, your moods are always up and down.
When you're happy, you laugh, talk and joke with the rest.
But when you're somehow not in the mood, you just ignore all the rest,
affecting the other's moods to be just like yours.
Is that how any of you like it ?
If you're feeling down, go to your own funeral.
Don't pull the others along, we so do not wanna attend.
To put in a much, milder way, just hide your feelings, don't affect the others too, it's bad.

I don't know if I'm in the wrong or not.
I'm afraid I am. I hope I'm talking sense.
I don't wanna wrongly accuse anyone.

Goodbye.

Don't these people have shame ?

I mean, why do they have to go around showing people that they watch porn, as though it's something to be proud of. I know it's normal for curious people, but, keep them to yourself for goodness sake, stop showing off.

Recently, I realised that the amount of people watching all those stuff is increasing. Rapidly. And they're a bunch of fools that shows off to other people for some unknown reason. Something I found out, not only guys but girls also watches porn. Sheesh. Corrupted people with corrupted minds. Yah, we put someone to the test today and realised that he gets addicted easily. Strange. What is it that's so nice to look at huh ?