Stupidity.

Howdeeee ! :D

I'm no sorta person that's of the superstitious sort but maybe I should somehow and somewhat take precautions, really. X: What actually happened was that my eye kept twitching non-stop today and it didn't actually occur to me that something bad would happen. But nooo, when I was going into my aunt's car, I knocked my head hard while going in. x-x I remember I was silently screaming in my head at that time.... Owwww. I tried holding back my tears but I simply couldn't do it. Too pain. )': Yes, the adults were laughing at my dumbness and yes, laughed along too. HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO CARELESS?!? Y'know what? I was actually engrossed with a video being played on a portable dvd/cd player at that moment of time. Silly me.

Hohohooo, what I know is that I've lost a lot of brain cells due to hitting my poor head too hard. I'm suffering from a big bump on my headddddd. YAYEEEEE ! :D

I'm a big idiot !
UWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA ! v(^o^)v

The confutation

Has it ever crossed your mind that I'm an ill-bred?
If yes, don’t bother reading the rest of the many posts.

Ping Yi's Carnival.
The band performed. The fact that we were supposed to perform made me mad, extremely mad. But there are many reasons to this frustration.

One, they made us look like perfect fools, putting us on "display" at the very side of the canteen. Two, cameras were directed at these fools, whom they thought they were really on display. Three, at the very first performance, I was distracted. By what? Flashes. The flashes from the camera. It was positioned less than a metre away from me. Four, camera man took a step closer and..? An audible sound of an elegant flute hitting a pathetic camera was heard distinctly. Five, it was embarassing enough for me to have not bothered about the accident and continued with the gimmicks.

So, what makes you think my day was fine? Not to mention, I still have countless more reasons to continue with. What's the point? To make my day even more miserable than it was before, my teacher claims she didn't knew that there was going to be a band performance going on. Yes, of course we were all blamed for not telling her. But this wasn't the issue. I was told that ALL form teachers have been informed and it should be clearly understood by them that we had to be excused. Doncha see it?

See the brighter side, it's the June holidays !
YAY FOR YOU & MEEEEEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!

Holiday, come quick !

Ohohohoho, I find myself being such a frequent blogger these days. :D
Sometimes I can't stand myself even. It seems like I always have soooo much to say. Hah.

HAHAHHAHAHA NOOOOOOO DON"T WANNAA EAT :( ................................

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Uwaaaaah, ): ... If you were wondering what that sentence was for, it was actually for my mom, -.- Uhhh, I admit that I was typing that out when she dragged me for dinner. SHE ACTUALLY PULLED ME FOR DINNER !! NUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!! I'M SO FULLLLLLLLLLLLL !!! ): BOO HOO HOOOOOOOO !!!!@# )': * cries * HAHAHAH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Man. You must be thinking that I'm a crazed lil sucker that has nothing to say so she's crappin' and crappin' here in blogger.com in her very own account. I said her very own account. So that means she has every right to blog whatever she wants and you have no right to stop her ! MUAhahaHAHAHAHH !!

Ignore meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! :D

To sleep or not to sleep?

Annoyed.

~!@#$%^&*()_+

I remember it was this morning that I could hear vibrations from my phone under my pillow. Of course, it woke me up. Imagine how mad I was, I kept rejecting each and every call that person made. But that idiotic moron called me again and again and again. I even counted the seconds it took for the person to call me. It went on and on to an extent that I sooo mad to the extreme that I threw my phone straight to the ground to shut it up for good. It didn't blackout. Amazing. So in the end, I answered the call. And guess who it was? Obviously there's no other bigger morons that this bloody irritating fool - Bryan Er.

I SWEAR.. I SWEAR HE'S FXCKING IRRITATING !
TO ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE !!! DO NOT EVEN BOTHER MAKING FRIENDS WITH THIS BIG AIRHEAD ! HE'S VERY IRRITATING AND HE'LL MAKE YOUR LIFE MISERABLE !!@#
Oh, and by the way, my phone's back. Now I suppose that I'm better off without a phone !! Thanks to this ****er. He spoilt my whole day by destroying my GOOD morning. I HATE HIM !!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIMMMMMMMM!!! BLOODY IDIOT !! I WISHED I COULD JUST KILL YOU !@!#@ UWAHAHAHAHA !! KILLLLLLLLLL !!! KILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !!! HAHHAHAHA !!!!! And not to mention, I'm always pissed off in the morning when I wake up, but today was worse.

I thank you again, Mr Er Wen Jie. Screw you !

Selfish: you fish yourself.

Heyhey. I describe my day as, unusual.

School was fine, the usual boredom, the usual laughter and stuff. Everything was fine, fine, fine, with an exception of the hours after school. Basically, we went for a movie which I found reallyreally random. Oscar the grouch from sesame street appeared in the movie and it totally made the audience somewhat clueless to what was going on in the show. Actually some were laughing. I suppose a sudden appearance of a sesame street character surprises and captures the attention of the audience. Awesome. Well, it didn't really surprised me though. I was too busy resisting the tempation of drinking - I had an urgency to use the toilet..

Hey, I was wondering why I was even there with them in the first place. -.- I thought it was supposed to be an outing of the trombonists to celebrate zhaoxun's birthday? Whatever. I hate the feeling of being an 'extra '. What can I say? Afterall, the day is already over. But something seriously irritates me still, it makes my blood boil. It is the aloofness of some people. Even annoyed isn't the word to describe how irritated I was, **** is it. It tells it all. Perhaps it's time to do a little self reflection, why is it that you put your troubles and whatever you were thinking into your daily life? Why let it affect you? And not only you, others, too, all thanks to you.

Understanding ? - I doubt.

I feel as though there's only this pretentious harmony going on between us now. We start entertaining one another, instead of interacting. What's really going on is that things get heated up easily. I don't know whether you were just putting on an act or what. The more you hide from us, the more we feel distanced from you. You don't tell us your problems and how can you expect us to know what you're going through? It destroys the trust and friendship between us all, leading us to no good at all.

Words, actions and expression, it all matters.

After a conversation between Jacqueline and I, I thought I had to change some things. It's all for the better. I know we miss all those days. It's possible that we make those days happen again.

Seize the day.

Sheesh, the weather's going crazy again.

A day at home, alone. I'm glad I didn't have to turn up at school today, Mr Raju's in my way.
Hopefully he'd be gone by tomorrow, and Miss Tan will be back, I guess. When we knew we were gonna be under the hands of Mr Raju, the class was already like " harrrrrrr " and that shows that they were somewhat unhappy about it. Probably it's because of a time where he was talking non-stop during a mathematics class test.

I remember he was yaking and yaking that it was simply too much that now the class hates him now, not only that, he was still arranging the position of the class, still, even after the test had begun. And of course, he was disturbing us all. Unfortunately, it is a fact that we were powerless to overthrow him out of the class, what we could do was scream the curses and vulgerities in our heads, which wasn't much help to vent off our anger. If only we were licensed to do so.

I realised the eye drops given to me are getting waaaay much stronger. Antibiotics, antibiotics and more antibiotics. Yes, I do understand that they're to stop inflammation going on in my eye. In fact, eyes. But I was wondering if there was a possibility to lowering down the numbers of eye drops I have to take.

Doncha think it's really troublesome having to put these drops into your eyes and put another after 5 minutes and the process goes on again and again, throughout the whole damned day ? My foolish way of getting rid of time wastage is to just dump all these drops into the eye as though my eye can absorb so much of this stuff at a time, regardless. But now, I was told that it was a waste of the drops, 'cos they'll flow outta your eyes and it wouldn't work this way. Mmmm, very true indeed. And back then I was thinking that it was alright, how dumb I know.

I found out that the possibility to saving time and getting these eye drops over and done with is zero. Great. Just great. My life is great. Oh, and I'm one of the rare and unfortunate children borned with super duper sensitive and reactive eyes. It explains why I'm always having a number of eye problems and suffering with it. It's uncurable, I was borned this way. What they could only do was to slow down the process of reactiveness in my eye. Which sometimes works alright for me. Ah well, there are always other unfortunate people out there, what can I say.

Nothing always comes out the way we always hope for.

Even the littlest thing matters too.

Hello. Today's a Sunday and tomorrow's a Monday.
My defination of a Monday : A school day.

And that only means, I HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL !!@# Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !! ): That's the problem with all the Sundays. I have to worry about the next day, MONDAY !! ( Moanday )... Kill meeee pleeeease !!! ): PLEASE, I BEG YOU ! I'd rather die than go to school !! D: .. Hmm, maybe not. Since now there isn't any lessons being conducted at school. YAYEE ! :D But then again, somehow I don't like going to the school. It's part of the atmosphere.. the people, something I don't like about. Sometimes, I wished I could just wipe that smile off me. Conflicts after another, when would they ever end? I find people and things have changed much, but who am I to put things right? I find myself a nobody. What's more is that I've learnt.

True enough, I really have to tune my attitude.
Though Huda was being a nuisance that day, I kept in mind something she said to me. Something that meant a lot, something that concerns me. Her words have been echoing in my mind since that day. Character.

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